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Cadence

Chapter 9

I won't lose, I won't lose, I don't wanna lose, so
I won't cover it up with a smile
I don't need fake affection
I'm not afraid of anything
Love is surely a grave sin
(I wanna be loved, I wanna be loved)
Love is way more bitter
(I wanna be loved, I wanna be loved)
I wanna be loved

"A Selfish & Whimsical Joke of Love" Morning Musume

Since my parents approved of Peeta, I have been able to go on more dates with him. The only thing is they set a couple of rules. One is that I have to be home by midnight, and two is Peeta can't take his motorcycle when we go out. As a result, he has to end up taking his brother's car or my Dad's car. I sigh as I wait outside on a swing on the front porch .

He said was going take me to an old amusement park tonight. I pull out my phone from my purse and see it says 7:06. Peeta should be here any minute. He said he was going be here at 7. A few minutes later, I see him pull up in his brother's car. I look back and see my dad siting in the chair by window. When he sees me about to leave, he waves goodbye to me .

As soon as I get in the car, I'm about to give Peeta a kiss when I see it. A big purple bruise on his upper arm. "Peeta," I say quietly.

"She was angry tonight," he says, "she attacked me and my brothers... She even tried to attack my dad." he says. His hands tighten on the steering wheel. "My brother left with my dad to get out of there, and they told I should be with you now." he finishes.

I put my hand over his, and he grabs it and holds it tight.

XxxxxxX

When we get to the amusement park, I still haven't let go of his hand. He hasn't talked that much. We walk around and ride a few rides.

When we set down to eat something, I finally tell him something, "Peeta I never want you to try to push me away. I don't care how your home life is, I love you so much, and I don't want to lose you." I tell him.

"I don't want to lose you either, Katniss." he says. I grab his hand, lean in, and kiss him .

"Then don't," I tell him.

xxx

We end up in the back-seat of his brother's car that is parked behind an old abandoned building. My shirt is long gone, my shorts are gone, and my bra strap is pulled down. I kiss Peeta slowly and deeply.

Peeta pulls away, pulls his shirt off, then attacks my lips again.

"Katniss" he say in between kisses. He pulls away and looks into my eyes.

"I don't want to force you. I love you even if I have to wait longer," he says. I place my hand on his cheek .

"I want to do this. I love you. I know you'll never leave me or hurt me." I tell him, then I reach behind me to unhook my bra .

"Katniss you are so beautiful, every last bit of you. I love you so much." he says and starts to kiss my neck. He takes my last bit of clothing off, and he finishes undressing.

I take a deep breath he as puts on protection; he kisses the top of my head and goes slowly as he enters me. It hurts for a moment as I feel him take my virginity, but then the pain fades away.

"You okay?" he asks.

"Yes, keep going. " I say.

He thrusts in and out, going slowly at first, still hesitant as not to hurt me. I still feel a bit sore, but as he keeps going ,the pain is replaced by an intense pleasure I can't describe that coils in my stomach. "Peeta," I gasp. He picks up the pace and my back bows off the seat of the car.

The pleasure is building, I feel it in the pit of my stomach. I tighten around Peeta. I think he feels it because suddenly he lifts up my legs and puts them around his shoulders. I gasp at the new position, as I feel Peeta hit that spot inside me over, and over, and over again. He reaches between my legs and fingers my clit. "Come for me baby," he whispers sexily into my ears. I scream as my orgasm hits me hard. The waves of pleasure are still rolling over me when I feel Peeta come too.

We lay side by side, completely sated.

"I love you." he tells me and kisses me once more.