Here a new chapter I hope you enjoy. Thank you atomicamie to for helping me .
Don't be mean, just hold me
The goddess of passion
Dress me in love and make my love get delivered
This is a love with no conditions, so I'll embrace it
I'm a rose quartz
Let's enjoy a new night tonight
"Don't Be Mean, Just Hold Me"Juice=Juice
Peeta and I are siting in my room on my bed kissing each other hard. I'm glad my parents took Prim to visit a med school and took her on a little vacation of a town over. When I told Peeta that I want him to stay with me over the weekend he seemed happy . I guess cause he'll be away from his mom for four days cause Prim and my parents are not going be home till late Tuesday. So me and Peeta have a whole four days together because we also have a four day weekend.
I push Peeta on to his back I move up a little so I can straddle him then I pull my shirt over my head thrown it then start to kiss him."This going be the best weekend ever," Peeta tell me in between kisses.
"I know," I tell wraps his arm around him and flips me over.
"I love you so much Kat," he says unhooking my bra throwing it across the room then he finishes undressing me he undresses himself . Then he puts on protection. Then we start to kiss and let our tongues dance around. he enters me and I moan as he does. I wrap my legs around his waist. As he starts to starts to thrust in out of me fast and hard I pull him close and start to kiss him. It's not long till we both climax screaming each other's name. We lay there wrapped in each other's arms under the blanket . He kisses the top of my head. I slowly fall asleep in Peeta's arms. I wake up to Peeta kissing me. He pulls away then looks in my eyes. Then runs his head over my body.
"Good Morning, Kat," he says.
"Morning," I tell him and kiss him. We just lay there sometimes sharing a longing kiss. "How about I make us some breakfast ?" Peeta says and starts to get out of bed taking the sheet. "Sure," I tell him sitting up and bring the blanket to my chest. He kisses me once more then puts some clothes on from his bag he brought with him. When he leaves I lay back down. I can't believe how happy Peeta makes me.
I grab Peeta t-shirt that he was wearing last night and put it on. I walk downstairs and see Peeta looking for something to cook. I walk up behind him and hug him. He turns around and kiss me . He pulls me in for a hug "Thank you for letting me stay over this weekend," He tells me.
" I didn't want to be alone this weekend and I wanted to be with you ," I tell him grabbing his hand dragging him back to my room. I sit him down on my bed then strip his shirt off his body then straddle his lap. I grab his face and kiss him. His hands grab my hips holding them tight and pulling me close. "I love you," I tell him in between kisses.
He flips me over then pulls his pants half way off and puts on protection. He enters me slowly and gently. I gasp softly. He starts to move around inside me and I move my hips in response, meeting his thrusts. We pant, both trying to reach orgasm. Peeta kisses me and I kiss him back, tangling my hands in his hair.
I come, Peeta's name falling from my lips like a prayer and he holds me until his orgasm is over too.
We just lay there he starts to kiss my neck. "How about we go out?" he says and moves his fingers across my sensitive skin .
I gasp to his touch "Okay, where?" I ask .
"I don't know somewhere fun," he say as he rolls on top of me.
"Okay," I tell him
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We ended up at the an old mini golf place that I haven't been to in years. We have fun and joke around with each other how horrible we are at golfing. We kiss when ever no one is around us. I love to see Peeta having fun.
After a session of horrible golfing, we go to grab something to eat. But, just as we are walking out of the little burger place, Peeta suddenly gasps as if in pain, looses his footing and falls. I gasp. "Peeta, are you okay?" I ask worriedly. He nods but I can see he's still in pain. I help him up, and he's fine again after that but I can't help but feel that there's something he's not telling me.
He is quiet the walk home, and I start to get irritated with him. "Please peeta, will you please just tell me what is wrong I promise I will not judge you!" He shakes his head. "Don't you get it Katniss, I can't tell you!" Tears come to my eyes. He doesn't trust me. "Fine!" I say and walk away from him.
I don't know how long I have been walking. I finely stop and sit down at a bus bench. I start to cry I'm so glad no one is around cause I don't want anyone to see me. I wipe the tears away and pull myself together. I can't handle that Peeta won't tell me something I trust him in every way I can. Maybe I haven't shown it enough.
"Katniss," I hear someone scream pulls me out my thoughts. I see Peeta walking over to me. I get up to walk away from him but he grabs my hand before I can.
" Katniss wait I shouldn't have said that," he says. I turn to face him.
"Peeta do you not trust me. I love you!" I yell at him.
"I know, I am scared if I tell you, you'll leave me,"
"Peeta we have been over this before I'm never going leave you. What do I need to do to prove that to you," I yell at him
He runs he hand through his hair. "I know you'll never leave me cause I will never leave you. Katniss I never told anyone this I was going tell you,but at the right time," he says .
"Peeta please you need to tell me," I beg him. He grabs my hand.
"I'll tell at you house I can't say it now," he says. I hated that he made me wait till I got home. But once we got to my house and I opened the door he sat me down on the couch. He sits next to me holding me hand.
"You know my mom is bad right?" he ask I nod my head. "When I was younger I was amazing at sports I loved it. Baseball,Basketball ,Football and track. It made me happy. When I was 8 I started to learn how to take stuff out of the ovens at the bakery. My yelled at me and my brother to get everything ready for the lunch rush. I pulled everything out of the oven but I guess I wasn't tell enough to see that something was in the top oven," He says and squeeze my hand .
"The fire alarms went off that when my mom saw I left something in the oven and it burned she yelled at me for ruining everything telling me I was a mistake and everything she yells at me. The she grabbed a rolling pin and start hit me repeatedly with it on my leg, my brothers tried to stop her but they couldn't. She grabbed the pan of the brunt bread and put the hot pan on my leg. I passed out and I woke up in the hospital. I was there for weeks cause the neurvs got messed up . I hade to go under therapy for weeks after that" he says.
I sit, stunned. My mouth opens and closes but no words come out. Peeta pulls up his pant leg to show me the scar on his leg feeling the scarred skin .Then I get off the couch and lean down to trace my lips along the injured skin. I can feel Peeta shiver. I look up at him. "Peeta, I'm so sorry I had no idea, I swear. I wish I could have done something to stop her." I stand up and hug him, pulling his warm body close to mine. "Katniss, it wasn't your fault please don't blame yourself for this," he says.
Then I have an idea. "I don't blame myself, but are you sure there isn't something I can do to make it better?" I ask, trying my best be seductive, standing up behind him and rubbing his back in slow, gentle circles. "I-I don't know," Peeta shivers sliightly. "I'm sure something would make you feel better, don't you think?" I ask. "Yes, Kat, make me feel better," he says.
I get down on my knees and palm him through his pants. He's getting hard already. I slowly undo the buckle and pull down his pants. I am still a bit unsure, as I've never done this before, but I want to make Peeta forget about all this.
When his underwear is down, I gently put my mouth around him. He gasps and tangles his hands in my hair. I suck gently, trying my best not to bite, and bob my head up and down. He moans loudly. I carry on swirling him around in my mouth and I am taken by surprise when he comes, but I swallow it anyway.
When he's done I stand up and he kisses me. "Thank you, Katniss."
We go to my room and finish making up for fighting .