I didn't get much sleep the last night , as my mind did not wander as I wished it would, so I kept thinking about Peeta . I trust him to tell me when he is ready to do so, but it still hurts knowing he's keeping something for me, and it sounds big. Despite being utterly exhausted, I throw my self in to my studies for school . Since Peeta is not coming back to school, it is easier focus myself on school, so my G.P.A and extra credit points have gone up . During free period, as I work on extra credit worksheets, my phone beeps and I look at and see Peeta's text to me. "Kat , After school can you come over?" I bite my lip and send 'Sure' to him quickly.

After School I text my parents to let them know am I going over to Peeta's for a little bit. I walk over to Peeta's house. When get there, I knock, and a few seconds later, he opens the door-he doesn't say anything, he just starts to kiss me hard then takes my hand and takes me to his room . He closes the door to his room, locks it, and pushes me against it and start to kiss me." My brothers took my dad to his appointment and to lunch so we have time to be alone. " he says in between stand there, and kiss for a while-it's been a long time since we shared a kiss like this . I start to feel his hands creep up under my shirt . Then he picks me up throws me on his bed. He start kiss my neck then pulling my shirt over my head . " Kat , I love you so much ." Then he pulls my bra off, throwing it .

We do it fast, fused with adrenaline and passion, then slowly, as we take in the time to love each other.

Afterwords, we just lay in his bed .His arms around me, and my arm resting slightly on his chest. " Peeta. " I say

" Yeah?" he says.

" I love you . That kinda love where I will never leave you or lie to you. I love you . I'm so happy we met . I can't wait for that day when we get married . Live in a house, have kids, and maybe even have that family dog " I tell him . He puts his hands on my face " Kat I love you too I can't wait for that either." He says, smiling, and starts to kiss me ." How about we get married now?"he asks . I'm taken aback by that . I want to marry him, but I'm only 17 , while I'm turning 18 this month ,I'm going to college this fall . Despite how much I love him I can't . " Peeta " I sigh .

"Kat you are going be 18 next week . I'm 18 we can just go to the court and not tell any one . No one will know, just us" He sighs .

" Peeta I'm going college in the fall . And if my mom and Prim find out I did, they would be so mad cause when I get married they want me to have that whole big wedding dress and everything . If my dad found out we did, he would kill you because you didn't ask his permission . Peeta want marry you, but I can't, not now. "
I say, sitting up . I also can't marry you because you have been lying to me I think to my self . I feel him wrap his arm around me " Can you at least think about it?"He pleads.I nod my head yes.

While I sit at my desk and finish my home work, I keep thinking about what Peeta asked me . I sigh and stop doing my work . When I hear my mom call me for dinner, I go down stairs. I didn't talk much during dinner, Mom, Dad and Prim talk about their day, while I just sit and pick at my food " Sweetie are you okay? " My mom asks me, sounding concerned .

" Yeah."I say halfheartedly."It was just a long day at school."

"Yeah, isn't graduation coming up soon? " My dad asks me .

" Yeah, it's next month. " I tell him.

" Are sure you're okay, Katniss?" My mom asks me again .

" I'm fine " I snap back at her loudly. " I'm sorry, I'm just really tired."

After dinner, I go to my room and just lay on my bed, thinking about what Peeta asked me . But my mind makes me think of what he is hiding from me . Why hasn't he told me-doesn't he trust me? I love him, I have giving him every thing . I feel tears begging to fall, and I wipe them away from my face sadly, and try to sleep but end up not being able to slip into the world of dreams again .

When I get to school the next day,I feel tired again-I know Peeta will tell me sometime, but it just makes me angry that he has being lying to me like this." Hey , Brainless! " Johanna says

"Hey " I say.

"Wow, you look a mess- what's wrong? " She asked me, sitting down by my side.

" Nothing, just school stuff. " I tell her.

" Are you and bread boy going to prom together? " She asks.

" No, he doesn't go to school any more " I say.

" You know, you can bring any one from a different school. I bet you can bring him! " She says.

" I don't even care! " I yell out at her, fed up with all her talking- I feel very light headed. I hear Johanna voice asking if I feel okay, until everything goes black.

When I open my eyes . I realize I an in a hospital room, I look around and see my mom sitting in a chair by me . " Katniss! " I hear my mom say
" Mom what happened?" I ask her, still slightly lightheaded.

" You passed out at school because of exhaustion. " She says as she rubs my back softly . " You were out all day." She tells me in a soft voice.

" Where's dad and Prim? " I ask her." They are eating in the cafeteria, I'll go get them. " She says, and right before she leaves, she says, " Peeta's here, I'll send him in." And I just nod in response.

I need to talk to him . But what do I say?

Wow two updates in week . Thank you to

Julia Everdeen Queen of Sparx for your help . I'm going be working and busy with life soon so less updates soon (sad face )