A/N: hey! I'm back! I'm sorry that I haven't written in a while. I would really like if you tell me what you think!
As usual I don't own!
EPOV
I woke up really early, Bella was still asleep.
I can't believe I did this! What would Bella say? Would she be angry at me?
You're such an idiot, Edward!
I got up and went to my room before she woke up.
When I was settled in my room behind locked doors, I began to think about what happened yesterday.
Everything had gone so fast that I didn't have time to think about the consequences. Hell we didn't even use a condom…shit!
I started pacing around my room.
No, no, no, Edward you're such an idiot!
I heard a quiet knock on my door.
"Who is it?" I called "um, it's Bella!"
Fuck me.
No, not now!
Don't be rude!
"Come in"I finally said
I stood by the window, facing out. I heard the door open and then her footsteps as she walked to me.
"Hey" she whispered
"Hi" I mumbled back
She stood beside me. I could hear her steady breathing.
"Do you hate me?" She asked.
No! Why would she think that?
"No… I-I don't hate you"I stammered
"Why?"she asked me
"I just don't, you are the one who is supposed to hate me! I didn't even think about using a condom."
"It's okay, I'm on birth control."
"Bella I don what it to be awkward between us. So I think we should just forget it,ok?"
She looked down.
"Maybe…I don't…want to" she whispered
"What?"
"I said maybe I don't want to forget" she said in a stronger voice.
"But then I need to ask, what is this?" I said and pointed between her and me.
"I don't know,Edward." She sighed "but whatever this is, I'm ready to try…"
BPOV
Why am I doing this? You know how your previous relationship went!
But I like him!
Why Bella? You're on this trip to recover, not to run around and falling in love with your teacher/friend!
It's not love! It's only a little crush. Maybe…
Oh,shut up!
"Are you sure?" I heard Edward whisper. Shit I forgot he was here!
Bella,think before you act. Do you really want this? You know that you might lose a friend!
But if I say no now I might still lose a friend! And if I didn't want things to develop between us I wouldn't have said yes to a date in the first place!
"Yes" I heard myself whisper
Edward let out a breath he must have been holding."Can I kiss you?" He asked in a low deep voice.
"What?" I squeaked
"Can I kiss you?" he repeated
"Of course" I mumbled
"Good, because I plan on doing it " he whispered huskily.
And then his lips covered mine in the most heated kiss.
His lips moved with mine, his hands started on my waist but then he moved them up to my breasts. My hands gripped his t-shirt hard.
He moved his hands down to my ass and squeezing, silently begging me to jump up.
I jumped up and secured my legs around his waist as he moved us to his bed.
"Oh Bella, I want you so much" he sighed
"Then have me" I whispered
He laid me down on the bed. I started taking my tank top of as Edward made a quick job on his clothes.
When he stood in just his boxers I had just gotten of my shirt off.
He climbed onto the bed.
"Can I help you with those?" He asked motioning to my yoga pants.
I just nodded as he helped me out of my pants.
He climbed up my body and started kissing me again.
After just making out for a few minutes he snapped my bra off.
"I want more" he begged
"Take all you need"
He pulled my panties down my legs. Oh I want him so much.
I could feel the wetness between my legs growing. I found the edge of his boxers, I pulled them down as long as he could.
He then kicked them off.
His hands were everywhere. On my legs, my breasts, my ass and when he inserted a finger inside me I was in heaven.
I reached down and took his erection in my hand and began pumping him.
He moaned.
Deciding to take control, I pushed him over so I straddled him.
"Enough with the teasing" I whispered in his ear and then sank down his big cock.
I cried out in pleasure when he was fully seated inside me.
It took a few moments before I began to move.
Edward took control over the pace I was setting by gripping my hips, pulling me down faster and harder.
"Ugh, Bella you're so…tight" Edward managed to say.
He let go of my hips and I started bouncing faster on top of him.
"Bella, stop!" He nearly yelled. I stopped right where I was.
"Is something wrong?" I asked worried
"No, but could you just turn around? Please?"
"Um…okay" I said and got up and turned, then sat down again just over his hard dick.
"Thank you" he said and lifted my hips and slammed me down onto him.
"Oh,fuck!" I cried out.
I started moving again but after a while Edward stopped me with his hands.
"Lean back" he whispered.
I obeyed and leaned back with my hands on either side of his head. He bent his legs in front of my bent legs.
"Hang on" he said and without warning he started slamming up into me in a fast pace.
"So good" he groaned.
I could feel myself getting closer and the pace we were going in was not good enough.
"Edward, harder…faster" I begged
He began slamming harder in a almost inhuman speed.
"Oh, fuck!" I screamed as I could feel myself hanging on the edge of ecstasy.
"Don't come yet! I'll tell you when I want you to come!"
It was all to much I held my breath, trying not to come.
Edward started panting my name and going faster, and I couldn't hold on anymore so I let go, screaming.
"Oh fuck, baby yesss, come on my cock!" Edward screamed as i milked him feeling his seed filling me.
We collapsed on the bed, becoming a heated mess of panting goo.
xX Inner Peace Xx
"We should get up" Edward mumbled behind me.
"I know, but I do want to. Can't we just stay here for the rest of our life's?"
"But we have things to do, you need to do your mindfulness."Edward said
"Can't we like…lay like this? I love spooning with you"
"Hm…okay"he said after a while
I slowed my breathing and started thinking about what I was feeling right here, right now.
I had learnt so much so I didn't need Edward telling me what to do.
I thought about how his body felt next to mine, and snuggled closer to him.
I wondered what Edward was thinking because I could feel him getting hard against me. When I felt his need for me I couldn't control myself so I snaked my hand between us and started stroking his hardening cock.
"Bella?" Edward asked trying to get up
"No Edward, just relax"
"Okay" he whispered
After a while he snaked his hand to my dripping core. I moaned.
I tried to lead his cock to my entrance but totally failed.
Edward just chuckled and took himself in his hand and placed him right.
He thrusted inside. And groaned.
He felt so big in this position. We started a slow pace but I knew we wouldn't keep it up for that long.
Just as I thought about it he began thrusting harder and faster.
"Bella…you're too tight in this position, I'm not gonna last long." He said through his teeth.
I just moaned.
I don't know for how long but I could tell Edward was holding back so I clenched my vaginal muscles and that did it.
"Bella! I'm coming!" Edward screamed as his seed filled me
I turned my head and kissed him trying to calm him down.
When he opened his eyes again he looked sad and guilty.
"You didn't come" he whispered
"It's okay Edward, you don't need to come every time."
"Yes you do" he said and pulled out of me.
"Edward I'm fine" I mumbled he turned me around so I was facing him.
"Get up" he said and I got up.
"Come here" he then whispered as he took my hips leading me up his body to his head.
I didn't even have time to ask what he was doing. He sat me down on his face and began licking my pussy.
I came three times after that.
A/N: l didn't have time to write much this summer but now I have started school again so I can write more (I think) I'll try to post on chapter per week but no promises.
And as I said in the top I would love to hear your thoughts! (Especially about the lemons, I don't know if they were good or bad)