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Rewritten
Chapter 15: Surprising Guest
The ball was now 2 weeks ago and I still wasn't my usual self. I wouldn't speak to anyone and would go through the days without noticing anything. As always I would go on the week end to the Hospital Wing and let me exanimate from Hannah who was still confused what was going on with me. I awoke late on this Saturday. It was already 8:30. That meant that the Visiting Hours had begun and that the boys would be here in half an hour. I sat up and stretched myself as I heard voices arguing behind the doors. I stood up and sneaked to the door and eavesdropped.
"I heard Georgina would be in here?" A manly voice said.
"Who are you and why should I answer you?" Hannah asked.
"I am a relative from her." The man answered calmly. Who was that?
"Could I have a name?" She asked snidely.
"Adam Grey." I gasped soundlessly. One of the good things of not making any sound. Why was my brother here?
"You are her brother?" She asked and I assumed he nodded because she talked again.
"Well I think I can let you in." Footsteps were going to the doors and I ran quietly back to my bed. Throwing the covers over my body I acted as I would be asleep.
"I will just wake her up." Hannah said and I felt soft hands shaking me.
"George. There is someone for you." I opened my eyes slowly and nodded. She opened the curtains and I could see my brother standing there. He looked quite nervous and I didn't have to play shocked because to see him was really confusing. Why is he here?
"Hey Georgina." I shook my head at this.
"She don't like the name. It is easier to say George than seeing her snort every time you say it." Hannah explained.
"Oh, okay. I can understand that." He looked to the ground and then up in my face again.
"I am so sorry George. Father had a bad influence to us. He said it was your fault. But it wasn't! I mean you couldn't do a thing! You were a baby!" He said angry and I was amazed at how passionate he sounded. I just shrugged with my shoulders.
"But you are probably wondering what I am doing here." At my nod he continued. "My girlfriend got sick and we went to St. Mungos. A healer recognized my name and said there would be a new discovery in the case of mother. He said that she was healthy but you were about to die. Somehow she managed to give her live for you. She kind of gave you her energy. If we would acknowledged you we could have seen how similar you were to mom. You are the same kind and generous girl like she was. The healer couldn't explain how she could rescued you but she managed it and now you are here." I looked with wide eyes at him. But then... then it was true that I killed her! She gave her life for me.
"I know what you think right now!" He quickly said as he saw my crestfallen face. "But like Emma said -my girlfriend- a real mother would die before something would happen to her babies." Closing my eyes I could felt how my whole body was trembling. I shook so bad I fell down the bed and then the tears came. My mother really died for me. I didn't know what happened next just that there was a slam and angry voices. But I didn't care. Knowing that I was the reason... before we all just thought it was my fault... but now.
"Hey it's okay!" Somebody whispered in my ear. I couldn't even remember who that voice belonged to. Just three words were going through my mind. I killed her. I KILLED her. I KILLED HER. Why did he had to say it to me? Why! And then I screamed. Nobody could hear it but I screamed my heart out. The person beside me tightened his grip at me.
"WHAT DID YOU DO TO HER?" The person yelled.
"I didn't thought she would take it that badly..." I heard a different voice answer. My world was fuzzy and everything was out of place.
"What did you say?" The voice asked and I could hear that it was concentrating not to scream again.
"I know why our mother died. I just came to explain it to her. I didn't really thought she would react this way."
"NOT REACT THIS WAY? YOU PUT HER TROUGH A LOT OF THINGS! HARASSING HER, DENIEING HER LOVE, LETTING HER ALONE GROWING UP TO BE A SHY GIRL WITH NO SELF RESPECT! WHY DID YOU HAD TO DO THAT TO HER! AND NOW YOU ARE HERE AND EXPLAINED TO HER THAT HER MOTHER GAVE HER LIFE FOR HER! HOW WOULD YOU FEEL?!"
"It wasn't the whole story! The reason for her not talking might be the same like the one for 15 years! She didn't scream like every baby did." I was shocked. I will die? Then why didn't my mom let me die the first time? What was going on? I want answers. But I need also some alone time. And with that I could finally see clearly again. And with my sight back I could look at the person who held me so tight like he never wanted to let me go again. It was James. And that was the last straw. With power I never had before I pushed myself out of his grip and turned to the doors. They sprung apart. I ran out of the Hospital Wing, trough corridors, over the grounds till I reached the Forbidden Forest. I ran in it and as I came back to my surroundings I didn't know where I was. Slipping over a stone I fell down. I just screamed. No sound was heard but it was a good feeling. Just letting the frustration out. I lay there for a long time before I stood up again and started strolling around. I walked around for an hour and when I saw that it went dark, I began my way back to the castle. As I stepped out of the forest I could see people running around. It was utter chaos. What happened? I looked at a boy with red hair and recognised Fred. I tipped him on the shoulder. He turned around.
"George! You gave us all quite the scare!" I looked apologizing at them. I just needed time.
Fred lead me in the castle after all of the students were informed that I was back and ok. He opened the doors to the Infirmary and Hannah jumped from her chair and ran to me. She hugged me tightly. Then she pushed me away and looked in my eyes.
"You stupid child! How could you just ran away? Don't you know how scared I was?!" And with that she pulled me again in her arms. I heard whisper behind me and strained my ears to hear what was said.
"…and tapped me on the shoulder." I heard Fred say.
"I just wonder why we couldn't find her on the map. It shows the lake, the castle and most of the forest." That was James voice. Ignoring the Peng I thought about what he said. I was in the Forbidden Forest. Why couldn't he saw me? I had seen the map and knew the charms around it. It should have shown me. But before I could think longer, Hannah pulled back
"So my dear! Maybe you should just go to sleep. You have a lot to progress." I remembered why I was in the forest. I really was the reason for the dead of my mother. And I will probably die soon because the sickness I had, came back. As I lay in the bed I was so tired. Closing my eyes I felt sleep come and let it lead me into the darkness.