A/N: There is a lemon in this chapter. And none of this is edited. Oopsi doopsie! I know you've been waiting for the next chapter of Aspect and I apologize! I have no idea where my beta reader is so I decided to just post this up. Enjoy!
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Touko laid there, gradually gaining conscious yet keeping her eyes closed. Despite having curtains up, the sun rays still managed to pierce through and shone on her face. She became more awake by the minute due to her head beginning to pound mercilessly. She groaned and rolled over, aimed to dive her head behind her pillows and hide away from the world for the day but her face was met with... a warm body.
Cracking open a eye, make that two, Touko tried to stare wide eyed as best she could but had to blink several times. Her eyes felt much too dry. Her first thought was "we slept together," but cancelled that out immediately because, since they both still had their clothes on, and N was not laying down but sitting up with his legs stretched out on the bed and leaning against the headboard, it was a no brainer that they had indeed not slept together. It looked like an uncomfortable position to sleep in, making her wonder why he did not just lay down and sleep beside her.
'Perhaps he has high morals,' she thought absentmindedly, and laid her head to the side on his lap while continuing to peer up at his sleeping face.
He appears to be so relaxed and unguarded. It was rare for the brunette to gaze at him so openly like this. Whenever she tried while he was awake, he was either already staring back at her or would catch her seconds after she stared. She couldn't hold his gaze for long during such moments, he always looked so intense, it was kind of overwhelming.
She stared for as long as she could before she dosed back off to sleep.
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An hour later she felt small jolts of shock run from her forehead, along her cheek and finally reaching her jawline. This continued on a few more times before her eyes snapped open, the sensations becoming too much to handle without vision.
N's hand froze mid stroke, gaze never blinking and appearing mysterious as always. When she made no move to get off his lap he continue his stroking.
"Good morning," Touko whispered, a small flush appearing on her cheeks when he gave a small smile.
"Morning."
She sighed in content, enjoying the sensations and attention. It felt nice to wake up to someone she actually likes instead of a stranger. "Why didn't you lay down beside me? Your back must be killing you."
"I found it to be... improper. And I will live."
'I knew it,' she mentally gruffs.
"Do you have any plans for today?"
"Mhmmm," she hummed deliberately, knowing there was nothing scheduled but did not want to appear desperate to be alone with him. "No, I don't believe so," she answered after a moment.
"Good, we can hang out out together."
She liked the sound of that. And she was just about to tell him too when there was a flash back of what happened last night. Her face heated up.
"I'm... so, so, so sorry about last night! I don't usually act like that but alcohol is like dark magic and it makes you speak honestly and do things you're too afraid to do. The liquid of courage should not be treated lightly."
"It's fine, I didn't mind it at all." His smile widened.
'This man is gonna kill me,' she groaned, nuzzling her face into his stomach, arms wrapping around his waist. "I want to continue where we left off last night."
He stared down at her, blinking. It did not take long before he knew what she was talking about because a light pink dusted his cheeks and he broke eye contact. He appeared nervous. He looked... like a normal guy.
It made Touko feel good. Until her stomach rumbled unnaturally loud.
"Erm... "
"... Pfft."
"Don't laugh!"
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They sat in silence at a boisterous establishment, enjoying the food they ordered. They did not speak much on the way over, only making small comments about the hot weather and how busy the streets are on weekends.
Zzz. Zzz. Zzz. Zzz.
Feeling the tiny vibrations, Touko removed her cellphone from her pocket and swiped her finger to the right side. It was a text from Belle.
'Are you safe? Touya didn't try anything, did he? He gave me scouts honor!'
She held back a laugh and quickly texted back that she was fine, Touya kept his honor and, although hesitantly, that N happened to be waiting at her door as well.
Belle had not responded for a full thirty minutes. By the time she did, Touko and N had paid for their meal and were currently browsing the market stalls, checking out the trinkets made by the locals.
'So what happened?'
'I chased them away but only N was the one who stuck around.'
'Of course. And?'
'And... I invited him in.'
'Why don't you heed my warnings?!'
Touko swore she could hear a whine in that sentence. 'I can't help it, I like him, okay!'
'Giiiirl I need to get you a chastity belt.'
She slapped a hand over her mouth to prevent herself from laughing. N just raised a eyebrow but asked no questions at her weird behavior. It appears that he was use to it now.
'No, but seriously, you're going to get hurt in the end.'
Touko was getting tired of Belle saying that, tired of this mysterious air these two beautiful people held about themselves. She could picture her blonde friend strolling along side N so easily instead of herself. It is no doubt that they use to be together and now N is possibly looking for her again. But for what? To reconcile with each other?
Half of her wanted to ask, but the other half was afraid of the outcome. Would he disappear from her life if she pointed out the direction to the person he was possibly searching for? Is she just someone to kill time with until he found Belle himself? Heck, she wasn't even sure if Belle was the person he's looking for.
'Who am I kidding. She's beautiful, it's a surprise there is no other ex-boyfriends hunting her down.'
What if the reason Belle disappeared at times was because N had gotten closer to her location and she was just hiding out until the coast was clear? Why hide at all?
Touko snapped her head to the side, startling N from his staring, and asked "Please tell me what you really are! I know you're not normal."
He stopped walking and his face dipped into a stone cold facade, not giving an inch of what he was feeling or thinking. "Does it really matter?"
"Yes."
"Why?"
The question stumped her, and he knew it, because he gave a hesitant smile. "Uhm... "
"What if I'm a little different from anyone else, would it change your opinion of me? Would you look at me differently?"
'Well if you told me you chopped up bodies or something I might change my opinion of you just a tiny bit.'
"Everything is good now, right? We're having a good time."
"But you're going to leave in the end, aren't you?"
His emerald eyes sharpened then, zeroing in on her. "What would make you say those words?"
'Oh shit.' "It's just... a feeling you give off," she swallowed and tucked a lock of hair behind her ear. "It feels like one day you're going to disappear in a puff of smoke, or something."
"I see." He looked back to the stalls and said nothing more.
And it broke Touko's heart. He did not deny it. He was going to leave after finding this mysterious person and not even she could keep him here.
When they returned to her apartment with a few bags of knick knacks from the market, the tension was thick between the two. Conversation was awkward, postures tense. Part of Touko wanted to cry, wanted to scream at the top of her lungs. 'How dare you walk into my life and make me have these feelings! How dare you, when you plan on walking away in the end! What gives you the right!'
They set the bags onto the coffee table before N sat in his spot and Touko strode over to the kitchen to make some lunch. She chanted in her mind 'don't cry, don't cry' because, what right did SHE have to? It was not like he lead her on, not even close. He had not give any indication that he had any romantic feelings towards her. Sure, they may have kissed, but friends kiss too and see it as harmless.
Maybe he saw it all as harmless? Perhaps he did not take any of her lingering touches seriously, and only saw her as a child? It would not surprise her. Whenever she and Belle went out, the blonde was always being hit on, flirted with. It did bug Touko to an extent and messed heavily with her self esteem.
Belle looked like a woman with her beauty, her looks begging for attention even on her worse hair days. So it should not be news to Touko if others would not view her to be womanly enough, despite being in her mid twenties.
Feeling her anger spike, she spun on her heel and stormed back to the couch, stomping her feet until she stood directly in front of N. She'll show him who's woman enough.
She ignored the way his eyebrows rose, surprised when she furrowed her brows, lips twisted into a scowl and arms crossed. She did not blame him, it was most likely a ugly sight to see.
Breathing in deep for some sort of courage, Touko pulled her shirt up over her head and tossed the fabric to the side, eyes lighting up at the sight of N's hands fisting the cushions on the couch. Next she unbuttoned her shorts, pulled the zipper down and shimmied out of them, letting it pool down at her feet.
She now stood in front of him in pale pink boy shorts underwear and a plain white bra. 'Fuck, why couldn't I decide to wear sexy lingerie today?'
If someone were to see Natural now, they would believe him to be afraid. But Touko knew him, and knew he was anything but.
He would swallow loudly, making his adams apple bob lightly and would try not to move an inch, except for his bottom. He kept trying to get into a comfortable position and Touko could already see why. It looks like he was already half hard, and just by her stripping!
Confidence soared through her and Touko had to take another deep breath to stop herself from dancing in victory. Instead she placed her knees on either side of his legs like the night before and settling herself onto his lap, making her core plant firmly onto his clothed erection.
N inhaled sharply and bucked his hips up without thinking. The feeling was glorious, disastrous, and all too good. Holding onto the couch did nothing for him so he held onto her, one arm wrapped around her waist to hold her closer, the other grasping her hip to keep her in place.
Touko licked her dry lips and gave an experimental hip thrust. She felt the room get warmer at the sound of his gasp, the hold he had on her tightening. His breathing was harsher and he kept wiggling his hips, trying to rid of the pressure but rubbing against her more was making it worse, making his breath hitch.
He couldn't be...
"Have you done this before?" She said softly, clamping her legs against his to stop his movements. She felt her heart leap when he shook his head against her breasts, his hair tickling the soft flesh.
Without mercy Touko fully planted her bottom onto his lap and grinded away, rolling her hips in smooth, fluid movements, ignoring the way his hold on her tightened painfully. She felt a certain high when his mouth opened wide to pant, eyes clenched as if in pain. How could someone this beautiful have never had sex before? She almost didn't believe him but knew he was not the sort of guy to lie. He seemed too proud to stoop down such a low level and he was acting like a virgin.
She reaches behind herself and unclips her bra, sliding the straps down her arms and flicks it to land somewhere behind the couch, leaving her chest bare for his eyes. Which are still shut tight.
"Touch me," she whispers.
N opened his eyes and came face to chest with two perky nipples. He swallows thickly before glancing up at Touko. She arches to bring herself closer to him without disrupting her hips that are still grinding against him.
He released the hand on her hip to reach up and grab a breast, testing the weight of it. When he did nothing more, Touko mentally groans.
'The thing with virgins is that they don't know what to do. Thankfully I like N enough to help him.' "Touch me more. Pinch me, taste me."
His hands were shaking when he grabbed a darkened pink nipple between his thumb and forefinger. He did a few small twists before pinching.
"Ohh, yes, like that... " She sighs happily, hands going to the front of his shirt to begin the unbuttoning process.
N got more confident with his actions and releases his hand around her waist to play with her other breast. His mouth was watering at the sight of the heavy flesh jiggling whenever he pinched hard or to hear her gasping when he would rub the tip lightly with a nail, creating a unbearable feathery sensation. Without thinking he leans up and captures the hard nub with his lips and sucks lightly, tongue flicking back and forth.
"Ah!" She cries out and accidentally rips the last three buttons from his shirt. He groans and the vibration continues onto her over sensitized nerves. She is quivering.
She jerks her hips forward, losing sense for a moment, before going back to a grind and removing N's hands from her body long enough to removed his shirt.
"I don't know if this feels good or not, it doesn't, ah, it doesn't make sense," N leans back and lets his head fall to the side, eyes closed, mouth wide.
"Shh, just let go of this control you have over yourself and feel,'' 'because no matter how weird you appear, you will feel the same emotions and sensations as the next person in lust.'
N would not stop jerking his hips upwards and Touko decides perhaps to give in and let him have a taste of insanity. Besides, if she lets him enter as he is, he would not last a minute. And his next orgasm would probably come two minutes after that.
Oh well, she will definitely enjoy teaching him the ropes
She lifts herself up and off the couch, lightly smacking N's hands away when he tries to reach for her. She got onto her knees and began undoing the leather belt holding up black slacks, hyper aware of his eyes watching with acute interest.
After removing the belt and instructing N to lift his bottom so she could tug his pants to his ankles, Touko was greeted with his member straining beneath dark green silk boxers. She placed her index finger on the head and made small lazy circles, creating a small darker spot from his pre-cum.
"Whoa," N inhaled sharply and edged backwards.
"Too much?" Touko smiled sweetly while inside she was feeling hot and bothered just by his reactions alone. "Don't worry, you'll get used to it in no time. Maybe even start craving for it."
And she loved the sound of that, as someone as beautiful as N craving for her touch, for her.
With that delightful thought in mind, Touko made a few more lazy circles before firmly gripping him, making sure to follow when he tried moving to the side, giving smooth languid strokes. She felt herself grow hotter when he reached out and grabbed her hair, giving a painful tug. But no matter how erotic it is, she was going to have to teach him early on that being rough is not always acceptable. She she stopped her stroking for a moment and reached up with her other hand, intertwining their fingers together before continuing her ministrations.
His hand tightened around hers. She likes this better.
She changed her pace whenever his hand started to slack in hers, keeping up the tempo just until he was back to clinging. And when he finally started meeting her fisted hand with his thrusts, she finally pulled down his boxers.
His dick looked like a nice average, perhaps a bit on the thick side, but that was just a bonus. She licked her lips and leaned forward, feeling herself grow wet with the glistening site. She kept her eyes on him when she took the first lick, feeling smug when his expression showed nothing but pure elation.
And without further ado, she took the head of his member into his mouth and gave a single powerful suck.
And he was lost.
N cried out in surprise, wonder and bliss. His muscles spasmed, his hips had a mind of their own as they pumped into Touko's hot awaiting mouth, his knuckles turned white and he swore he saw stars. As soon as the feeling came, it was ebbing away.
"Ah... Hah... Hah... " He pants heavily. His hips are coming to a slow stop before he felt himself going limp in her mouth. She gave one last suck, "Ah!" it was pleasure borderline pain, before pulling a small waste bin from under the coffee table to her face, spitting his thick spunk out and crawling up onto the couch to curl into his side.
"How was that?" She asked quietly, using the same finger she teased him with to trail along his chest and abs. He shivers.
"It was," he's still, to her pleasure, out of breath. "I never felt anything like it before."
Touko grinned, pleased. She hums softly, content and snuggling closer to his side while waiting for him to settle down. She feels the strong thrum of his heart beating in his chest, wavering from the thunderous beat it was pounding moments before until it settled back down to normal.
N raises his hand and runs it through her locks, coming in contact with a couple tangles due to her not brushing her hair this morning, but it does not seem to bother him. His other hand comes around to stroke her bare shoulder, both actions seemingly to be done out of instinct.
Minutes pass after Natural has finally calmed down his breathing, both basking in the moment, but Touko is still feeling very much turned on. She moves her hand from his chest and down his abs, flattening her hand out just to enjoy the tightening of taut muscles. She hears his breathing hitching when she gets closer to his flaccid cock. Her fingers run up and down confidently, slowly bringing his member back to life.
"Again?" He breathes hotly, sounding between excited and nervous.
"Kind of," she answers and lightly bits her bottom lip when she gets him hard again. She leans down and takes him in her mouth again without warning, bobbing her head up and down in lazy movements.
"Ack!" N stiffens at the contact, once again feeling tortured and elated at the same time.
Her mouth is on him longer this time, and he finds it a tad frustrating that he has not reached the moment of bliss as quick as before, but just when things started getting heated again, she removes herself with him, making him groan in disappointment.
"I don't know if I'll be able to keep calm if you come again in my mouth," she reasons with him and throws a leg onto the other side of his, lowering herself just until she felt the tip brush against her.
He's looking down between them, his dick twitching at the erotic sight, and feels his mouth begin to water. He brings his hand to the apex of her thighs, curiously running his fingers over her, getting his digits moist in the process.
"Yes," she gasps softly.
N continued to rub his fingers up and down, not particularly fond of the wet feeling on his fingers but when Touko appears to be enjoying it, he find he did not mind that much. She grabbed his wrist and pulled it away, giving her head a small shake.
"There's always time to explore later. I need you."
Those words made him twitch again. He watches in fascination as she slides herself on the back side of his member, coating him with her wetness before going to the tip once again and finally lowering herself down.
N is unable to describe what exactly he is feeling. She was tight, hot and moist, taking him inside her inch by unbearable inch, in the slowest manner possible. He opens his mouth to breath harshly, only to snap his teeth together seconds later to hiss. His hands grip her hips, and all he wants to do is pull her down but instead he settles for a bruising hold, trying to hold onto his control.
"What are you doing to me?"
Her laughter is breathless.
"Amazing things."
Touko held back from rushing. All she really wants to do is slam herself down and ride him out. His girth was perfect, rubbing against her walls deliciously, stretching her perfectly, it was difficult to maintain control and she had to do breathing exercises just to calm her hormones down. When she settles on his lap, fulled sheathed, she closes her eyes and she squeezes herself around him.
He grunts and jerks his hips upwards, rubbing their pubic bones together. She moans and places her hands onto his abs and starts to process of their fucking. But as soon as she starts, his hands are clenching even harder.
"Don't move, I want you there."
"Trust me, I'll make you feel better." She leans forward and kisses him, forcing her tongue into his mouth.
While she has him distracted, Touko lifts herself up without interruption, only to slam herself back down, making herself cry out into the kiss and N groaning in return. She keeps the rhythm slow and steady, clenching her walls whenever they were fully connected.
N moved his hands from her hips in favor of stroking her thighs, all the way to the globe of her ass. Once he would reach the rounded flesh he would knead lightly before repeating his actions. Touko hums in appreciation and put her chest in front of his face. He catches on fairly quickly and latches onto the hardened peak, sucking it into his mouth before flicking it with his tongue.
"Touko," he whines around her nipple and rotates his hips.
"Ahh!" She cried out when he rubbed against her special spot. So, he was close.
Touko kept her pace the same, but this time she did her best to keep her walls tightened to maximum results. And it worked. After a few more pumps she heard his cry and felt shots of semen coat her insides.
"Ah... hahh... " He's panting hard, breath washing over her chest.
She closes her eyes and feels him wilt again, but does not move off him. No, next time she will be the one getting off. If she wants to have good sex, she wants to make sure he'll last through it. It appears N notice her lack of movement and questions her about it.
"Are we doing it again?"
"Mhmm."
"How mnay times can we do it?"
"Well if you're healthy and not going over the age of forty, we can do it plenty of times. But don't worry, I'll give you one more run before we're done. Since it's your first time and all, I don't want to exhaust you till you pass out."
"That can happen?" He sounded skeptic.
She grins. "Oh yes."
To prevent her passion from dying down completely during the waiting process, Touko starts to play with her own nipples, pinching and tugging them hard enough to make her whimper. She hears an audible swallow and some movement below. She grinds her pelvis against his, delivering sweet friction against her sensitive bundle of nerves.
Slower than before, but still not taking too much time, Natural was hard again and throbbing inside her. Touko set her hands onto his abs once again and picks herself up before setting a temp quicker than before. When he lets his head drop back she takes advantage to lean down and attack his collar bone, licking, nipping, biting and sucking. She would have loved more than anything to leave a angry red mark on his neck but she was sure he would not appreciate her gesture of claiming him.
N hisses through his teeth, sensations attacking him from everywhere and not showing signs of giving him a break. He is back to stroking Touko, this time his hands are everywhere, her thighs, butt, back, shoulder, breasts and stomach. He could not get enough of touching her, of trying to find a way to return the pleasure she was giving him. 'This is wrong, but it feels so good. How can that be?'
The only sounds in the room were N's grunts, Touko's quiet panting, the light smacking sound of their bodies connecting and the creaky springs from the couch. Their bodies were slicked with sweat and it make Touko's skin look much more appealing to Natural. He removed his mouth from her pert nipple and dragged his tongue from the valley of her breasts until he got to the column of her neck. He continues to lap until he reaches her pulse and nibbles at that spot.
When she notices his hips lifting to meet her, Touko grabs both of his hands and places them on her hips. "Hold onto me and you control the speed. You can go quicker, if you want."
He stares up into her eyes, saying nothing, and licks his lips to try and calm his nerves. He grips onto her tighter and brings her down onto him while bringing himself up to meet her in a loud 'smack'.
Through the rest of the night, Touko remembers briefly of the shocks they had felt. If she concentrated hard enough, she could still feel them, but now notices how it seems to be merging them together, molding them, heightening the pleasure.
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A/N: Long lemon. (cough) I hope this chapter was alright! Thanks for reading. C: