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Chapter 21: Admission

Two weeks later…

JJ opened the door, revealing a disheveled Hotch. He looked completely distraught, and she had no idea why. It had been two weeks since he left for the case, and she had no idea that he was coming home, let alone show up at her apartment. But when she looked at him all those thoughts faded away, and she just stared back at him.

Her heart went a mile a minute when his eyes penetrated her soul. The look on his face was groundbreaking in so many ways. It was a way of belonging. To him, and no one else. ''Aaron?'' she asked as she squeezed her eyes. It was the middle of the night and she was woken up from her sleep.

He put his hand on the door and opened it further. He stepped inside and closed it behind him as JJ took a few steps backwards to give him space. He didn't say a word. He only needed to see her. To know she was alive and well. The case had awoken something within him. It was a feeling of concern for her. And ever since he sat on the plane, he knew he needed to see her as soon as they hit the ground. So he went straight from the airport to her apartment. And now he was standing in front of her. And she was very much alive, and it made him able to breathe again. Seeing her was his oxygen. Being close to her seemed to be the only thing he wanted.

''Aaron?'' she repeated.

Then he suddenly leaned forward and kissed her deeply with even more passion and power than she had ever felt before. The tingling in her body was enough proof that the sensation coursing through her body was true. His lips moved against hers in a wave of emotions, breaking down her walls a little more each time.

He backed her up into the living room as their lips were glued together, their tongues touching in the most magical way they ever experienced. He was losing himself to her completely. She was his. And he was hers. They belonged together, like two pieces of a puzzle. Perfectly fitting together. Made for one another.

They dropped down on the couch and he pulled her fully onto his body. And for a moment he broke away and looked into her eyes deeply. He just looked, her hair framing her face. Her blue eyes filled with passion, and her cheeks flushed. He gently caressed her cheek. And in that moment he just knew. He knew he wanted her for a lifetime. ''I…I…know it's only been six weeks since we met. Since we started all of this.'' he whispered, feeling those big blue eyes staring back at him. ''And I don't want you…or need you to say anything to me…'' he stumbled.

''What is it, Aaron?'' JJ whispered against his lips, ready to kiss him again. She was ready to never stop if it were possible.

''I love you, JJ.'' he poured out, giving his heart and soul to her. He was being vulnerable with her. He was being himself, and it was all because of her. She opened him up in way no one else had been able to do before.

She was about to speak when his fingers traced along the lines of her lips, sending sparks throughout her being. She leaned down and covered his lips with her own, realizing that this time kissing him was different. It was more real now, more was at stake. And she no longer cared about going slow. So she lifted her sweater over her head and was left in her tank top, while her sweater hit the floor next to them.

Hotch took that moment to sit straight up as he stroked her cheeks, kissed her lips and moved his hands over her sides, exploring her body gently and willfully. Their lips moved in sync with each other and Hotch raised on of his hands and tangled his fingers in her smooth hair.

JJ's hand moved up to his shoulder to push of his suit jacket. Then she raised her hands back up to his shirt and she made quick work of the buttons on his blue dress shirt as she felt Hotch push his body up against hers. She rid him of the dress shirt and let her hands slide down his chest, feeling the texture of his muscles with her fingertips. She let her hands wander down his stomach, her hands reaching his buckle. She was about slip her hands lower when she squealed out in surprise.

Hotch had one hand under her butt and the other in her hair as he walked her into the bedroom, all the while kissing her neck. He eased her onto the edge of the bed and she lay down on her back. He quickly moved down on top of her, hovering above her and kissing her deeply. ''We can wait…'' he panted through the hard kisses and touches.

That did it for her. His patience, his compassion. He was a real man who cared enough to let her know he could wait, but she didn't want to wait anymore. She was more than ready to be with him. She peeled off her tank top and threw it to the ground, pressing her bare chest against his. She moved one hand to the back of his neck as their lips moved together perfectly while her other hand ran over his crotch.

Hotch responded by grinding his hips against hers, as he moaned against her lips. He moved his lips to her cheeks, and then down to JJ's jaw line as he pressed his body further against hers. Then he kissed her breasts, and touched her body gently and passionately. He looked back up into her eyes and received the sweetest smile he had ever seen.

JJ took that moment to push him onto his back and quickly straddling his waist. She leaned down as her hands moved up and down his upper body, every time touching his slacks and then pulling back up again. She leaned as her hair fell around his face. She kissed his ear gently and put her hands on his belt, and then further down until she was stroking him. ''I'm not as sweet and innocent as you may think.'' she whispered into his ear seductively as his hands moved to her breasts, the sensation of his touch making her go weak above him.

He felt her losing herself on top of him, so he rolled them back over. ''I realize that now.'' he teased in a whisper as he pulled back. He put his feet on the ground and rose from the bed.

After his slacks fell to the ground, he pulled down his boxers and kicked them of with ease, revealing his obviously excitement about what was about to happen. He crawled back onto the bed and without any thought he pressed his body fully against her almost naked form, feeling her hips rising up to meet his. He responded by pushing her further into the bed and holding her hands above her head, keeping her from teasing him any further, knowing she wanted to. He began another assault of her body as his lips moved roughly down from her lips, across her neck to her collarbone, and then against her breasts, causing her to squirm and moan underneath him. He held both her hands with one hand as the other sneaked down her body and pulled her panties and shorts down. He let his hand explore her heat gently as he watched her eyes fall shut in the heat of the moment. So he stopped for a few seconds. ''JJ, open your eyes!'' he insisted.

He finally let go of her hands as his hands settled on her breasts, causing her to lose sense of reality once again. It was as if he had known her body for years because he touched her in all the right places. But it was so much more than that. They he touched her was like he adored her body. It was more than just lust. It was love, and she could really feel it. It made her heart melt.

She opened her eyes and without him noticing, she let her hands slip downwards as their lips were attached again, and her hands settled on him, feeling him against her palm.

''I want you now!'' she whispered, moving her hand up and down. She realized his control was slipping when he growled against her lips.

He took a hold of her hand and once again put it above her head and then he stared back into her eyes. ''I want you too.'' he whispered, his voice soft and tender as he looked down into her eyes. ''Condom?''

''In the nightstand.'' she responded as he quickly moved away from her, but he was back within a few seconds as he moved back on top of her.

He moved between her legs and gently spread them further apart and positioned himself between her thighs. As he slowly moved inside of her, her eyes fell shut again and he gave her a moment to adjust before he started to thrust in and out of her, taking his time with each movement. He bend down again as he met her lips in a passionate and loving kiss, the pleasure spiraling through his body as he slowly moved above her, remembering every single touch and moan she made.

The feel of his hips against her, caused her to meet him each time, setting a steady rhythm as her body started to become tense. She opened her eyes and stared right back into his, watching as he expressed complete pleasure. She let go of her thoughts and gave herself into the passion that overwhelmed her.

When she suddenly adjusted her hips, he felt himself slide into her even deeper and that was the last bet for any control he had left. He let himself go a little harder as he thrusted into her willing body, silencing her appreciative moans with his kisses. The sounds coming from her told him enough and when he felt her clench around him, he knew she was right there with him. He thrusted into her one more time, dragging them both over the edge.

JJ collapsed in his arms as he pulled her close against his naked body, kissing her neck tenderly. She moved against him comfortably and let his hands touch her body as she realized she had never experienced anything like that before. She had felt complete in the moment of passion. It was love in its purest form. It wasn't lust, only love.