So I'm finally getting off my lazy ass and updating this series. I needed inspiration and sadly i lacked it for the longest time. This is the continuation of the previous drabble. I hope you enjoy it!


"Are you really okay with this? You're really going to let her go?"

Blue eyes slant in annoyance at the green-haired arrancar beside him. Why he chose to keep her as his first in command was beyond him. While she was ranked higher than him, she was still a girl and he would rather die than admit a woman was ever stronger than him.

"It doesn't matter. That woman never belonged in Hueco Mundo in the first place. She only did it to protect Kurosaki. Now she's back in her world and she shouldn't be concerning herself with me."

"But you know she always will. Grimmjow, even though you're one of the most irritating, annoying, arrogant, and destructive pains in my ass, you were also one of the few who protected her during her stay. Did you really think she would just leave and forget about you the moment she was saved?"

He sighed, "It would've been easier if she did."

"But is that what you would've wanted? Think carefully Grimmjow. Surely there must be a reason for her letters. Don't over think the situation though. Wouldn't want the King to die of brain exhaustion."

Growling at her last statement, Grimmjow turned his attention to look at the moon from the windows of his palace as Nel walked out, leaving him to his musings. Of course he didn't want the auburn haired beauty to forget about him. He tried his hardest to protect her, while keeping her away from everyone who dared to look at her. But he had no right to protect something that wasn't his. Last time he checked, her feelings were already taken by that damn orange haired punk. And yet it seemed he was completely unaware of her feelings and dedication towards him.

Shaking his head, he yanked at his hair as he read the letter for the third time in the past five minutes. Did she really feel lonely and empty like he did? He wasn't human; he was used to being alone and not having any emotions outside of fighting. But since they took her back, he felt the emptiness grow and gnaw at him. As though Pantera was thrashing wildly for allowing that bastard to take away their princess. He shouldn't feel anything for the annoying, bright , happy girl that had miraculously entered his world.

She made him feel things he never had, not even when he was walking across the desert alone. He could feel a crawling feeling simmer under his skin, and no matter how much he tried to fix this, or even comprehend what he was feeling, it only made him more confused. Oh how he wished there was something for him to kill. It would take away from the pain and irritation these thoughts brought him.

Gripping the paper in his hand, he growled before he bellowed, "WOMAN!"

Nel came running, bowing before standing up straight, her arms crossed as she frowned at him. "Yes, Grimmjow?"

Running a hand through his hair before turning his gaze to the green-haired arrancar, "Get a hold of that damn soul reaper. The one whose in charge of those fake bodies."

"You mean Urahara-san?"

"Whatever. Tell him I need a body arranged and I'll be making a surprise visit. Make sure it can conceal reiatsu."

"Right away. Just one question."

He arched an eyebrow before she carried on, "Just when do you plan on leaving?"

He scoffed, "Right away. Why else would I ask you to send word? You're in charge until I get back."

She bowed, "Of course Grimmjow." before she took her leave.

He told himself he was only going to make sure she was happy and doing well. If she was harmed in any way, he would beat the shit out of that damn shinigami and he wouldn't care if anyone from the Soul Society tried to stop him. He told himself it was only to calm his inner beast and reassure himself that he did the right thing. He would sneak into the world of the living, find her, see she's happy and healthy and leave before she noticed him there.

He ignored the small part of him that hoped she would notice his presence and say something. He ignored the small part of him that wanted to hug her to his body, the part of him that wanted to kiss her senselessly. But more than that, he ignored the small part of him that wished she felt as lonely as he did.

Shaking his head, he growled in frustration before Nel came back and announced the garganta was ready for him. He was going to settle these feelings once and for all. Whether he liked it or not.


There will be a third and final part to this small drabble series. Then it will go back to random plot-less stories. I hope you guys like this and I'm not entirely sure if Grimmjow is OOC or not. I'm sorry if he is. I really tried .