August 12th, 2007
I placed a big throw rug in the room that covers most of the walking space but can be picked up for wet sessions.
I'm starting to wonder if this whole thing is just my mid-life crisis and a pipe dream I'll never be able to pull off. I have not backed off at all in my desire to do it, but getting a girl without a lot of attention is harder than it sounded at first. Unlike the sex stories I've read, it's highly unlikely a hot 18 year old girl will knock on my door to ask for directions.
August 28th, 2007
In my desperation, I have assumed the identify of a fictional 17 year old male on a popular social web site. I found a picture of a cute guy on the web and invented his name and background. I have always used an off-shore proxy for my "sensitive" web browsing because I am paranoid about privacy so I should be safe and untraceable without them getting warrants from supreme courts in at least two countries.
I've had friend requests accepted by several cute girls in my area. I'm talking to them almost daily, in some cases several times a day. One in particular seems to be really unhappy at home. She has both parents at home, a nice house (from what I can see in the pics) and mostly everything she wants, but she is still miserable and thinks her life sucks and everyone is so unfair. Awww, poor thing. And to make it worse, she acts like a catty bitch to other girls in their public messages to each other. Spoiled little slut. She is very cute though, and has a killer body. I'm really hoping this one works out.