September 16th, 2007
4:32am
I dozed off at the computer for about an hour.
I want to take this very slowly. She's mine forever now. I realize that no matter how hot she is, and how cool it is to have my own personal sex slave, at some point I will get bored of her and we'll settle down in to the same old routine every night. I want to delay that as long as possible.
At some point she will be broken and nothing will degrade or humiliate her any further. Which, by the way, is what I've realized is the part that turns me on more than anything else. I want to work through the different ways to humiliate her over time. I could go in there this morning, rape her, come down her throat, fuck her ass with a cucumber or whatever, but then what is left to do other than get bored?
My main decision today is how to get her naked. I will only see her naked for the first time once so I want to do it right. The two choices are to make her slowly strip for me, or chain her to the ceiling and slowly cut her clothes away with a knife. I think stripping would be the most humiliating, so I'm leaning towards that. Cutting her clothes with a knife would be scarier for her, but my goal is humiliation, not terror.
I never knew there would be so many decisions to be made, but it sure is a good dilemma to have!
I need to try to get some sleep.