Alrighty, I apologize for my lack of updates. I've been super distracted this week by my lovely swlfangirl and writing a total pwp story with her. Maybe we'll post it?
Anyway, seeing as how I am starting this on May 1st, the hiatus/even slower updates of this story starts now.
I have an idea where I want this story to go but it is super angsty, so please give me some feedback about anything you would like to see!
Thank you for every review and kudo you give this story, it def makes the writing a little easier.
Eve folded her arms across her chest as she watched Naomi saunter down the high school's hallway. Every hair in perfect place, her gray suit jacket and skirt neatly pressed and...perfect. Everything about this woman was cold and hard...how she ever thought sending her son to live with her was a good idea she'll never know. Naomi stopped a few feet away, her lips pressed into a thin line that took Eve a few moments to realize that it was a smile.
"Hello Eve...it seems we keep meeting on horrible circumstances..."
"Yes...like your husband selling one son and yours beating the shit out of my other son..." Eve snapped, her eyes growing hard the more she continued to stare at Naomi. The other woman barely even flinched but Eve saw the tightness in her eyes.
"Ex-husband..."
"Good for you," Eve couldn't help the slight grin and this time Naomi's firmly placed shell cracked enough for a genuine smile to come through.
"I am sorry Eve...for everything my family has caused you...hopefully this will be the last you see of us..." she said, her tone softer than Eve ever heard it. She frowned a little, her hands slowly coming down from their tight hold around her sternum.
"What do you mean?" she asked slowly. Naomi composed herself while a humorless laugh trickled past her lips.
"I'm taking my children back to South Carolina...where I'm from. I have family there that have agreed to help us...especially with therapy. Now that Zachariah is no longer there to put his thumb on Malachi, he has become...unbearable. Especially towards his sisters. And now...Samandriel. I'm taking them out of this school and we'll be leaving this weekend. Tell your son...sons...that they won't have to worry about him any longer," she explained. Eve swallowed hard, the knot in her throat tight and constricting her voice. Samandriel had shared his worry about the girls, mostly about the youngest Anna but the story about Hannah had worried her, making her stomach churn against itself.
"It's not my place to tell you how to take care of your children...but...Hannah..."
"She told me...she finally opened up and told me the truth. She still refuses to tell me who the boy was but she cleared up Dean's name. I'll be getting her the help she needs when we get back to my hometown. Again...I'm sorry Eve..." Naomi said, her head turning when the secretary called her name. Eve watched her diappearing through the door and bit her lip. Part of her wanted to stay in contact with them, to make sure they were okay after all of this. The where abouts of not only her brother but the ones who had Castiel worried her to no end...but she couldn't dwell on this too much. She had other important things to think of, like both her sons turning 18 tomorrow. A smile stretched her lips and she found herself hurrying down the hall out of the school, her fingers already texting Benny and Dean.
Samandriel blinked awake, the room was covered in darkness, the only light being the digital clock on their nightstand. Benny's arm was draped over his hip, still trying to be careful of his ribs. He couldn't wait until Benny could hold him for real...make love to him again. He rubbed at his face and sighed heavily, there was a reason he woke up in the middle of the night and it wasn't to pout that he couldn't have sex with Benny at the moment. He peered over at the clock and blinked a few times...1:30 am shone brightly in red and he had to stifle the laugh.
He was 18. December 13th, 1:30 am was his birthday. Their birthday. Samandriel eased slowly out of the bed, grabbing up the hoodie that had been thrown carelessly to the floor. He pulled it on along with a pair of sweats and quickly tip toed his way through the house, the thick socks silencing his footsteps. It wasn't hard to know exactly where he'd find Castiel, the magnet that pulled them to each other was like a pull on his gut. He followed it to the back porch where Castiel sat huddled under a blanket, his knees drawn to his chest.
"Happy birthday twin," Samandriel said softly, grinning when his brother simply opened up the blanket to allow him to snuggle into his side.
"Happy birthday...I can't believe I'm finally 18," Castiel laughed softly, his eyes shining in the moonlight. Samandriel smiled leaning his head on his shoulder and taking in the sweet smell of Castiel's soap. His hand subconciously found Castiel's left one and twirled the simple silver band around his ring finger.
"Are you two going to run away and elope?" he teased. Castiel scoffed but shrugged, settling further back into the swing that had it swaying gently.
"Maybe...I'm not sure now," he whispered.
"How come?"
"Because...before I didn't...I didn't have you or actual parents who I would want to be there...before I didn't really...think of going to college first and getting that all settled. That and...if we were to get married...we'd have to move anyway," Castiel explained. Samandriel swallowed hard, his head turning down to watch his own fingers play with the ring. He knew, without a doubt, he'd follow Castiel where ever he went, whether that was across the country or just to a neighboring state. But where would that leave him and Benny? They had just started their relationship...it was much too early to ask him to leave everything behind and come with. Even if it was to follow his bestfriend...it was too much.
"Sam and I are applying at the same college...and I really want you to apply there as well. They have an amazing English depeartment..." Castiel said, his voice becoming excited. Samandriel laughed a little, shaking his head.
"Cas...the only college I'll be getting into is a community college," he said. Castiel gave him a dirty look before he was turning, his fingers gripping Samandriel's wrists.
"Not if I have anything to do with it. I've read your writing, you're amazing! You could blow any of those applicants out of the water. Just...try please? It's just one essay...and they may even offer you a scholar ship!" Castiel pleaded. Samandriel closed his eyes and chewed on his lip as he held his breath, the weight between wanting to further his education and staying with Benny was heavy on his chest.
"You know he'd follow us don't you? That he's already planning on it?" Castiel asked. Samandriel's eyes flew open while his mouth flopped open and closed like a fish.
"I overheard him and Dean, you should definetly talk to him about all of this," Castiel said with that little sneaky smirk of his. Samandriel laughed, playfully nudging his brother with his shoulder.
"You really think he'll leave this place?" Samandriel asked chewing hard on his lip. Castiel rolled his eyes and laughed heartily. The noise echoing but sounding like music to his ears.
"Of course! He's in love with you, not this house or even this state. At first the only reason he stayed here was because of Dean...but we're a family now Alfie. All of us," Castiel said and Samandriel beamed at him. He snuggled closer to his brother and sighed softly as the swing swayed with the breeze.
Benny groaned, rubbing at his head when he woke up. The space next to him was cold and that made him jerk up right. He was quickly scrambling for something warm to wear when he realized that not only was his hoodie gone, but so were the sweats that Alfie had worn last night. He swallowed down his heart beat and laughed at himself. His nightmares were really starting to wear on him...the talk he'd had with Dean the other night had not helped at all. He pulled on some clean jeans and one of his thicker flannels before leaving the bedroom, looking around for anyone walking around.
There was no coffee made, so Castiel and Dean weren't up either. He quickly glanced over at the clock and frowned, it was almost 9, they were always up by now. Something outside caught his eye, he moved over to the window and chuckled softly. The twins were cuddled up under a huge blanket, still blissfully asleep.
"I didn't want to wake them up yet," Dean said from behind him. Benny jumped a little but laughed, moving towards the fridge to start up some breakfast.
"How long they been out there?" he asked. Dean shrugged, dutifully starting a pot of coffee. Even with the doors closed, that smell would rouse Castiel from a dead sleep.
"Don't know...woke up around two this mornin freezing my ass off. The little shit took my warmest blanket," he laughed. Benny eyed him with a knowing grin as he started to pile up anything he could find in their fridge and cupboards.
"You mean Castiel and not the actual blanket right? Cause I know how much of a snuggler you are Dean," Benny laughed. Dean blushed but didn't even try to deny it. Benny let his head tip back and laugh, the smell of fresh coffee and the start of cooking bacon filling the room. Soon enough, the back door was being opened and two very sleepy 18 year olds came bustling into the room. Castiel bee lined it for the coffee pot, barely pecking Dean's lips on the way. Samandriel suckered himself to Benny's back, mumbling that he was freezing.
"That's what happens when you choose to sleep outside in the middle of December Angel," Benny teased, a very undignified squeak somehow coming out of his mouth when Samandriel eased his frozen fingers under his shirt. Alfie huffed a little laugh but didn't budge, not even when Benny moved to grab other things off the counter. Benny couldn't even find it in himself to be annoyed, he loved the gentle little patterns Alfie was drawing on his stomach.
"I need to shower," Alfie groaned, his words muffled against his shirt. Benny grinned, patting his hands before covering up the hashbrowns. He turned in the circle of Alfie's arms and cupped the sides of his boyfriend's face.
"Don't kiss me...my breath his horrible," Alfie pouted and Benny barked out a laugh, leaning in to kiss his forhead instead.
"Then go wash up already, wanna give you your birthday kiss," he said. Alfie still wouldn't budge, just gave him that adorable little pout of his. It was in those little moments he could see the likeness between him and Castiel. They had that pout down and it always had him and Dean scrambling to do whatever they wanted. It made him shake his head and hug Alfie closer, humming softly into his hair.
"Shower with me," Alfie muttered, squishing his face into the space between Benny's chest and arm.
"I'm makin you breakfast cher," Benny chuckled.
"I can finish it brother," Dean said with a yawn, patting him on the shoulder to get him to move away from the stove. Benny glanced over at Castiel only to smirk, he looked murderous as he drank slowly at his cup of coffee. It would take probably another 30 minutes for that boy to have any will to give Dean some affection.
"He is like some grumpy ass cat," Benny teased. Dean looked over at his fiance and laughed, nodding with a knowing smile.
"That's an understatment. The only times I can get him to be anything but grumpy is if I wake him up with my mouth on his dick," Dean laughed. Benny made a disgusted noise and slapped his bestfriend hard in the shoulder while Alfie cracked up, his shoulders shaking against Benny's arms.
"Dean! God you're an assbutt," Castiel grumbled, throwing something towards Dean's head. Benny quickly lead Alfie out of the kitchen towards their bedroom, both of the cackling at the sounds of a teasing argument happening between their friends.
Samandriel groaned as the hot water pelted against his back, wincing only slightly when it touched his sides for a little too long. The solid weight holding him upright felt even more amazing, gentle hands moving across his skin to wash him up. He looked down at Benny on his knees, one arm wrapped around his waist while the other moved the puff along his legs. Samandriel loved these moments more than anything, Benny was always so gentle with him even when he wasn't hurt. Always treating him like he was something precious and valued. It always took his breath away and his heart would pound so hard in his chest.
"Lean up against the wall for me cher," Benny said softly, helping him to move. Alfie sucked in a breath when large fingers spread him open, the puff going between his cheeks. He groaned at the very slight intrusion of one of Benny's fingers, he couldn't help wiggling his hips, waning it in him deeper. Benny chuckled, pressing his lips on his cleft as his fingers moved away.
"Benny..." he heard himself whine and blushed, pressing his hot cheek against the cool tile.
"You're still hurt Angel," Benny argued kneading his fingers into his ass. Alfie moaned, pushing his hips out and wincing at the straing on his ribs. It wasn't as painful as before but the need to have his boyfriend in him in whatever way made the pain a dull throb.
"Please?" he panted looking over his shoulder at Benny. His was staring up at him with huge eyes, completely blown out and Samandriel shuddered, reaching behind him to run his fingers through Benny's short hair. Without another word Benny was turning him back around and before Samandriel could complain, Benny was swallowing him down. He gasped as his head fell back with a soft thud and moaned. Heat surged through him, starting from the base of his spine. Every nerve tingling, sending little shocks with each lick to his tip.
"Happy birthday Angel," Benny grumbled taking him into his mouth again. Samandriel laughed breathelessly, his hand scrambling to grab up their little bottle of lube they kept in the shower. Benny took it from him, Samandriel's eyes fluttering when he heard the click of the cap.
"Benny!" Samandriel laughed when his boyfriend hoisted him up, plopping both his legs on his shoulders. He winced at the pain in his side but it quickly disappeared with the sudden press against his rim, the tip of Benny's finger slowly slipping into him.
"Yes!" Samandriel gasped gripping Benny's hair as that finger sunk deeper, just barely grazing at his prostate. He mewled, his hips wanting to move but really couldn't in this position. Benny had done it on purpose and as much as he wanted to be irritated, a second finger was quickly making its way next to the first one. He cried out and threw his head back again, this time with a louder thud and Benny was chuckling around his throbbing cock.
"I'll take care of you sweetheart, don't you worry," Benny grinned. Samandriel was a mess, his breathing was ragged and it was almost too much looking down at his boyfriend crouched down and between his legs. The fingers in his ass started to move slowly, thrusting in and scissoring before pulling back out. Samandriel hiccuped through a moan when they finally touched at his prostate, massaging at it teasingly. There was no way he was going to last long at all, not with Benny's mouth wrapped around him and being touched so intimately. Benny had him shaking and whimpering within minutes, his hips jerking forward when his gut clenched.
"Benny! Oh God, I'm...fuck!" he cried out burrying his fingers into Benny's hair and pulling when his orgasm washed through him. Benny moaned around his cock, sucking him dry and almost to the point of too much. He let out a pathetic whine when the fingers slowly slipped out and Benny pulled off with a deep breath.
"Mmm, taste so good cher," Benny grinned kissing the base of his cock before nuzzling his face against Samandriel's stomach.
"Holy shit," Samandriel groaned, his entire body tingling. He was hardly aware of Benny moving them around until he was being lowered, his legs shaking too much to even hold himself up. Benny's strong arms were still holding him up but he was almost sitting in the older man's lap. He could feel the heat of Benny's erection and his boyfriend's heart beat was thunderous under Samandriel's fingertips. He was going to regret it later but right at that moment he didn't care. He cupped Benny's face and kissed him, licking into his mouth hungerily as he willed Benny to lower him that last few inches.
"Baby," Benny gasped but Samandriel sucked the words right out of his mouth, moaning against his lips as the blunt tip of Benny's cock brushed at his stretched hole. Benny hesitated, growling when Samandriel bit his lip hard. When he finally started to breach him, Samandriel quickly licked at the bite before sucking it into his mouth in an apology. A sharp gasp fed into Benny's mouth when they were finally pressed flush together, the heat and pulse of Benny's cock filling him perfectly.
"I don't want to hurt you," Benny grumbled, his fingers digging into his ass to keep him still.
"It'll just give you another reason to pamper me later though," Samandriel teased, his little laugh turning into a cry when Benny thrust up into him hard. It was easy to forget and ignore the pain in his side with each hot slide of Benny slipping into him, Samandriel's head falling back with mewls and cries. He was hard again and leeking all over Benny's stomach but neither of them cared, the water was quickly washing it away.
"I'm close," Benny grunted, moving Samandriel's body a little faster. Samandriel just held on tighter, loving how easy it was for his boyfriend to move him however he wanted. It was something straight of his earlier fantasies, before he had even knew a man like Benny existed.
"B-Bear...c-cum for me," Samandriel gasped, his eyes going blurry with the need and pleasure coarsing through him. Benny growled low in his throat and that noise alone had Samandriel coming undone, his cum painting up Benny's stomach and chest. It took two more thrusts before Benny was shaking through his own orgasm, filling up Samandriel, making his eyes flutter shut. An quick image of Benny pressing a plug into him to keep it inside flashed through his mind and he whimpered, turning his face to quickly bite into Benny's neck. The older man gasped, his hips jerking with the last spurt of cum.
"Shit baby...what...what the hell was that?" Benny laughed soothing his hands up and down Samandriel's back gently. He could already feel the tell tale throbbing of his side and he winced, knowing he'd be stuck in bed until later that night.
"N-nothing...just...just had a thought," Samandriel swallowed hard and gasped in pain when Benny eased out of him. Benny frowned deep but said nothing as he quickly cleaned up the mess they made.
It wasn't until he was wrapped up in a clean ace bandage with an ice pack and snuggled into the blankets when Benny eyed him curiously. Samandriel blushed, turning his face only to have it slowly moved back to gaze up at Benny.
"I'm used to your little nibbles...but this?" Benny laughed pointing to the clear teeth marks in his skin. Samandriel blushed even harder and tried to cover his face again but Benny was having none of that.
"It was just a passing thought, nothing serious," Samandriel stammered. Benny sighed, moving to lay next to him, his face hovering only inches away.
"You know you can tell me anything sweetheart, no judgement," he said. Samandriel felt himself blush even more but he finally muttered out a word that had Benny's eyes bulging comically wide.
"What was that?"
"A plug...I was...I was thinking about you plugging me up," he groaned covering his face again. Benny didn't move, if anything his body stiffened and Samandriel peaked through his fingers to see his boyfriend's eyes twinkling.
"So...being Kinky must run in your family," Benny smirked and Samandriel whined, covering his face again.
Up Next: The birthday party and the all the college talk!