So I thought about it and a few of you were against Hanna and Caleb having an affair but I have so many ideas about them sneaking around that they just have to begin an affair. So I'm sorry to those of you who were against it, but I promise to make them very cute, sexy and at times funny, hopefully this fanfic will be enough to keep you going until Haleb officially return in January.

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Chapter Eight

Regrets?

Hanna lay on her bed that night thinking about what had happened this afternoon.

She and Caleb had had sex, twice.

But it was just sex right?

It wasn't like they were making love to one another, which was totally different.

No, they had just had a relapse. A moment where they needed to remember what being together had been like, and it had reminded Hanna they'd been good.

Better than good.

She'd forgotten how Caleb's touch had made her feel, the electricity that his touch sent through her.

But she could feel something else in the pit of her stomach now.

Guilt or regret?

Or both?

"Mummy," came a gentle whisper from in the dark, Hanna sat up and saw Harry standing in the doorway,

"What's the matter darling?" She asked him, Harry rubbed his eyes with the back of his hand,

"I dreamt there was a monster in my room," he told her.

"Come on then," Hanna replied getting out of bed,

"Mummy will come check for monsters," she said.

"He can stay in with us if he's frightened," she heard Mark tell her from the opposite side of the bed,

"No it's okay," Hanna replied taking Harry's hand and leading him back to his bedroom.

She managed to sooth Harry by tucking him back into bed and checking the room for monsters promising him that there were none, but still he didn't want her to leave so she climbed in next to her boy and cuddled him close.

She wasn't sure why, but when Mark suggested Harry get into bed with them, it didn't seem right. If Harry was scared he should climb into bed with his mummy and daddy. As caring as Mark was with Harry he was not his father.

Harry's gentle breathing eventually soothed Hanna to sleep.

She dreamt she and Harry were in the park. Then Caleb appeared with three ice creams, which they ate together on a park bench, Harry between the two of them. Then they were playing hide and seek together and walking home hand in hand. Finally in her dream she saw the three of them climbing into bed to read a story together.

Hanna turned over and almost fell off the edge of Harry's single bed.

She did have regrets.

But she didn't regret what happened that afternoon.

She only regretted what she had lost.

Caleb.

Caleb, Harry and herself.

Her family.

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