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... And now... This is a BAMON FANFIC...

Now I know you must think I'm out of my damn mind with all the fucked up things Damon does and so forth and maybe I am...

So many questions hey let's go over a few.

What's the past story between Damon and Bonnie?

Bonnie, Damon, Stephen and Caroline all grew up in ML. Bonnie Bennet was a 14year old girl when she fell deeply in love with Damon Salvatore. They started dating when she was fourteen and he eighteen. Off course this did not sit well with Sheila who cared for Bonnie after her daughter Abigail left the infant and ran off with a man. Damon was captivated by the girls fierceness, who was not afraid to speak out and who can call him out on his bullshit. He started courting the 14year old girl and soon they started dating. She gave her innocence to him the night she turned 17.

No, Damon did not murder Sheila, He actually feared and respected the old woman. Sadly, Sheila passed away from cancer. She hid her sickness for as long as she can from Bonnie with the help of her lifelong friend May whom you have met. She is the owner of Mays Flower Shop where Zoe occasionally helps out. When Sheila passed away 16year old Bonnie moved in with Damon.

Now where does Olivia fit in or related with Bonnie?

Bonnie's mother is the youngest sister of Liv's mother. It was Lucy who brought the two woman, Bonnie and Liv together.

What's with the animosity between Liv and Damon?

Liv knows Damon have a dark side to him. She is seeing Damon as this guy who is slowly breaking Bonnies free will. She only tolerates him for Bonnies sake.

So Damon's been an asshole? What the hell! how did he end up like this?

I think here I'm portraying a different Damon in his truest 'ugliest' dark form. He is caught in his own darkness and his not even aware of it. His a self made millionaire with a lot of power. He loves what the power can make him do and he will use it by any means necessary. Damon's character is perfectly flawed. He was not like this, but the more he worked outside of ML, the more his company expanded the more he got caught up in the sinful pleasures of the outside world. He adapted a hard business exterior and somehow that stayed with him as a husband and family man.

Yeah so, why is the fucker cheating on Bonnie?

Can you call the first time Damon cheated on Bonnie a moment of weakness? Yes. And Sierra? Not a chance! . He did say he came to love Sierra, but when he had to choose between her and Bonnie... Well we all know how that went down. I think Damon has come too a custom with Bonnie. He loves her and he would never leave her, but the thrill and his sexual perverseness edges him on to cheat. The attention he gets from these women is different from the sexual attentions of that of the woman of ML. In all of his life he only cheated on Bonnie 4 times. Sierra was his last, longest and most serious. When Damon cheats. He wants to have a connection with the woman and not just sexually. That's why he carefully picked them. Sexually with these women he could fuck them how he wanted to and we can see how he is acting this out on his wife. Remember the night he came drunk and then just took Bonnie's body? Or the anal sex in the shower?

A murderer?! WTF

Damon never intended to kill Sierra. Remember he did say she should get rid of it ... but Sierra probably saw herself walking down the aisle to become Mrs Salvatore and the mother of his seventh child... dreamer little dreamer...

But nonetheless Yes. He would take anyone out to keep himself from his downfall and losing his wife and children. His got the perfect wife, beautiful children, a mansion, a fat bank account. To him a perfect life. His perfect life and to the lake house with those who want to ruin it...

When is Damon going to get his?!

Well that Would be a major spoiler alert if I tell you that, but it will be after a major character death. I want to push this dark Damon character and see what happens...