Natsu pov

"Did you hear about that Lucy kid?"

"I heard she transferred to a different school with that erza girl. You know? The red haired girl?"

"I'm glad for her"

"Yeah. I felt bad for her. But lissana should be happy"

I over head the conversation. My heart stopped every time I heard Lucy's name. I felt bad. But she made lissana cry, and threatened her. So.. I guess I made it even..

Right?

"Hey natsu" lissana said and sat on my desk. She smiled at me and waved. "Oh. Hi lissana" she yawned and stretched her arms. "I'm so happy right now" she chirped.

"Lucy's gone." She said. Again I felt that regret. "I was really scared for a moment there. But now that she's gone I feel safe.. Natsu." I clenched my fists.

"Well at least you're happy right?" I said. She looked at me. "Now that she's gone. You don't care about anything else" she frowned.

"Where did that additude come from" she scoffed. "I thought out of everyone you'd be happy" I frowned and looked at my lap.

"I'm heading to my own class now. I'll see you at lunch" she hopped off and left. I stayed quiet. I.. Couldn't think. The only thing on my mind was her. Lucy.

She left?

It's been a week. No sign of Lucy anywhere, her desk is empty. No one sat at the table we ate lunch at anymore. No one was there to stand at the side lines at gym. No one was there. There was no Lucy.

Why should I be worried about her? I like lissana don't I? It's retribution right? For me to leave her, its… retribution. It has to be.

I felt the regret sinking more and more everyday. I missed her. Why didn't I miss her when she was here? Why didn't I talk to her? I breathed in as I walked home.

I remember the first time we walked here. She told me about.. Lissana. How she was to her. What she did. But I remember her smile, her laugh.

I shook my head. I can't miss her. She should miss me. I broke things off anyway. It's her that should be sad. Sad without me. But its me thats sad without her.

I also remember when we met. She was crying. Crying her heart out at school. I never knew what she was crying about. But it seemed bad. Her and erza always hid it from me.

I bet erza hates me now. For what I did. But its retribution. I know it is. I also bet that Lucy hates me most of all. She hates my guts, Our friendship, the moments we spent. I bet she regrets it all.

I wouldn't hate her if she did.

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Lucy pov

Im at jellal's school now. It's pretty fun. Everyone gave a warm welcome to me and erza. I even met some of jellal's friends. They all acted nice, no they didn't act.

They are nice.

I smiled as I walked down the halls. I couldn't help but be a bubble of joy.

I escaped my hell. The school that tortured me since the moment I got there. I escaped lissana's grip. And natsu's.

"Hey you're Lucy right? Lucy heartfilia?" I turned. I seen a girl with blue hair tied back with a ribbon. She was short and petite. She was cute.

"Yes that's me" I said. She fumbled with her hands. She raised it at me. "I'm.. Levy mcgarden" I grabbed her hand and shook her hand. She smiled.

"hey?are you crying?"

I widened my eyes. She let go. She started talking. I was blanking out again.

"i'm natsu dragneel"

I shook my head. "… I guess we're in class together. Let's make the best of it!" She cheered as the Bell rang. I smiled. I nodded as she walked away. I followed behind her.

I was walking home with erza and jellal. They lived near me, thank god. So we always walked home together. I couldn't hell but think about the other school. How it must be without me there.

They all must be happy, celebrating. Celebrating that I left, lissana was probably the most happiest of all. I looked down. Natsu must be happy too. Happy he can be with lissana now.

"I'll see you guys later!" I shouted. They waved and turned as they walked away. I ran towards the front door of my house. I breathed in as I got in. I was so tired. I was actually able to play in gym today.

I went to my room. I took off my school uniform and went into the shower. My dad was happy that I wanted to go to a private school. I practically fought to go to a public school, just to be normal.

Worst decision I've made.

I was walking to meet erza. We were supposed to go and see levy. Levy also became my best friend. She's super nice, shes even a bigger book worm than me. The three of us we inseparable.

I smiled thinking about it.

I looked up. My heart instantly dropped. I felt weak in the knees again.

Lissana strauss.

"Hey Blondie long time no see"

She walked towards me. Her little posse behind her. She smirked. Oh how much I wanted to wipe it off her face. "Heard you ditched. How's the other school? Do they actually like you?" She crossed her arms.

"Yeah they do." I said. She frowned. "I'm glad natsu doesn't hang around you anymore," she stared at me with her beady eyes. "He's actually rejoicing right now, glad that you left." I breathed in.

"Good. I'm glad I'm away from him too" I said as I walked up to her. "N-natsu doesn't want to see you anymore" she stuttered. I smiled. "Good." She stepped back. "You bitch" she said, I smiled again and ignored it.

"You can all go to hell. Especially you" I said and pushed her. She stared at me. I looked away and began walking away. "This isn't over!" She shouted. I stopped. And started walking away.

I didn't look back.

…

Natsu pov

I sat in school. I haven't had much sleep. I've been up thinking or doing something. The hours passed by fast. I picked at my lunch. I never put hot sauce in it anymore. It tasted bitter to me now.

"Natsu." I looked up. Gray was looking down at me. "I need to talk to you. After school" he slammed his hands on the table and looked at me. "It's about Lucy" I sighed. I nodded. He got up and walked away.

I didn't eat my lunch.

"What now" I said as I put my hands in my pockets. He walked up to me, fast. He punched me in the face. "That's for Lucy" he said. I fell to the ground. I sat up. He stared at me again.

"What were you thinking?!" He yelled. "How could you do that to her?! How could you just throw her away?!" He growled. I frowned. "You dont know what she went through before you came!" I stared at the ground.

"She never smiled. Did you know that?" He said. "No" I said and got up. I dusted my pants off and looked at him. "She was practically zombie. No smiling. No sign of emotion. Just sadness." He said quietly.

"Then you came"

He clenched his fists. "She started to smile. For once. It made happy. I was glad for her..." He gritted his teeth. "But you wrecked it all. All for lissana?" He questioned me. I stared at the ground. I looked at my shoes.

"Lissana was the one who made her the zombie."

I paused. Lissana? She.. She couldn't. No.

"Lissana was the one who picked at her. Bullied her. Made her depressed. Had everyone shun her away.."

"No…" I whispered.

"Erza became her friend. But she barely smiled."

"No.." I said even quieter. My voice was bare.

"You destroyed her smile"

I felt like crying. And vomit came to my mouth. I swallowed it. The lump in my throat didn't go down.

"You bastard! She didn't deserve this! None of this should've happened to her!" He was about to swing another punch at me.

I spreaded my arms. As if I surrendered. He stopped. "Do it" I said, he put his arm down. "I deserve it" he gritted his teeth again. "Please…" I felt the tears coming.

"No."

I looked up at the sky. "You don't deserve it." He stood there. Clenching his fist trying hard not to punch me. "You deserve to rot in regret." He spit on the ground and walked away.

I fell to my knees.

I started to cry. I couldn't handle this. All of it. It made my stomach turn. My chest hurt. I kept thinking about her. Lucy heartfilia. I wanted to cry even harder every time I thought about her.

"Lucy…"

Lucy pov

"I seen lissana"

Erza paused. We sat beside each other on the bench outside. "That bitch" she said obviously angry. I put my hand on top of her hand. She sighed. "What did she do?" I looked ahead.

"Told me that natsu was happy I left, she was too obviously. I told her to go to hell" she laughed. "Good. I hope she does." I smiled and started laughing.

"I'm happy for you. You stood up for yourself." I smiled. I did. I actually did. It made me proud. "Yeah." I said. She grabbed my hand. "I'm still..scared of her though." She looked at me.

"Why? What did she do?" I sighed and lifted my head. "She said it wasn't over." She sighed too. "Well next time. I'll be there." She squeezed my hand. I smiled.

The next time I seen lissana was when me and erza were walking home. Jellal had some other things to do he said. So it was just me and her. Erza did keep her promise.

"I told you" lissana said. She walked up to me. She pulled up her phone. And typed in a few words. "This wasn't over" she flashed the screen at me.

There was a message. Sent to lissana from natsu.

"Lucy? I'm glad she left. She was so annoying. And a bitch. Of course I'm happy she left"

I stood there. So it was true. He didn't want me there anymore. I looked at the screen. Disappointed. Lissana smirked again. She stuffed the phone in her pocket

"So? Thoughts?" She stared at me. "Yeah actually." She looked surprised. "Natsu can be happy all he wants. I don't want to see him again" she laughed.

"Leave her alone" erza stepped in front of me. "Fine." She said. She turned on her heel and left. "I'll be seeing you again." She waved.

Once she left erza yelled in frustration. "That bitch!" She kicked the garbage can near by. "What did she do?" I said. "Everything! She just-" she breathed out.

"I hate her. For everything she did to you. For wrecking everything" I put a hand on erza's back. "Its okay" I said. She looked at me. Her eyes started to water.

"Lucy.." She started crying. I hugged her. She cried into my chest as we stood at the sidewalk.

"H-how can you not cry?" She asked me wiping her face. "I cried many times. At home, school, you name it."

"Dont cry"

I stopped. "What is it?" She asked me. "Nothing." I said. She nodded and see started walking home.

When I finally got home. I felt weak. Weaker than the last. I fell to the floor. And started crying. I didn't know why I did. But I cried. Hard. I couldn't help but feel the emptiness.

Natsu didn't want me there anymore. That's what bothered me the most. What was my friendship to him? What were those memories to him? A game?

A game to make me feel like the worst person in the world? To make me cry? Make me even more depressed?

I started to cry even more. Pouring my heart out.

I fell asleep. When the crying became to much. When I couldn't handle it anymore.

I fell asleep on the floor.

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I'm sorry I didn't post last night. I had my tablet taken away XD. But here it is. Enjoy

this chapter makes me seem sadistic XD

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