Selene POV: So much had happened over the last few nights. Liam's girlfriend Hayden was turned into a werewolf by the Dread Doctors who then kidnapped both Liam and Hayden. Mason learned that Corey is now also a Chimera as the wounds from Lucas' scorpion venom were completely healed.
Kira's fox was taking over her body thanks to something the Dread Doctors did to her so she left town to go learn control of it. Deaton also left town to try and get some answers. Parrish was the one stealing the bodies and he doesn't even remember doing it.
Also Selene had her vision of what the Dread Doctors did to her after she healed from her night at the hospital.
"They did what to you?" Stiles asked.
"They blocked my power. I can't feel the werewolves anymore. If Scott was right next to me I wouldn't be able to tell he was a werewolf or track him the way I can. I can't feel Isaac or Ethan even Jackson it's gone."
"So you also can't tell who's a Chimera and who's not" Stiles said after a moment.
"I think that was their plan" Selene nodded.
Selene sat on Stiles' bed and he pushed her hair off her neck.
"It's a little red and warm but that's it" Stiles told her looking at where she said the needle went in.
"I'm like a normal werewolf now Alpha yes but no command voice no way to sooth those in pain or fear not that I'd know if they were" Selene growled in anger.
"Hey hey if it's just blocked we can fix it somehow some kind of unblocker. For now I'll be your voice" Stiles said rubbing her arms.
"Damn with everything going on I haven't had time to show you how to use the Command voice I'm so sorry."
"It's okay I think I'm getting more used to it and figuring it out little by little. Soon you'll have your power back and can show me everything."
"I'm hoping the super moon coming up can unblock it. My mom's powers will be doubled like every werewolf in the world" Selene explained.
The nights were busy the days blur. School look for the Nemeton with Lydia then night that's all the past few days no one is really talking to each other much. The next morning Stiles Selene and Lydia were out once again looking for the Nemeton.
"It's almost like this thing doesn't want to be found" Stiles said.
"I know it doesn't it's also a supernatural entity if it doesn't want you to find it you probably won't" Selene said.
"Maybe it knows we're late for class… Because we've been here twice" Lydia said looking at a tree.
It had two white X's on it from them.
"Crap" Stiles sighed.
"Can we talk to Parrish now?" Lydia asked.
"Hang on. If the Nemeton's covered in bodies should you be able to find them?" Stiles asked Lydia.
"Me?"
"Yes you that's what you do. You're the Banshee you find the bodies."
"Well the Banshee's having an off day."
"Even if she can't find them I should be able to by smell. Blood death rot should be all over the Nemton yet I can't get anything but forest us and animals normal woodsy smells" Selene explained taking a deep breath.
"So how about we talk to Parrish?" Lydia said.
"We can't" Stiles replied.
"Why not?" Lydia sounded annoyed.
"Because one of the bodies… one of them… one of them could be…" Stiles tried to say it.
"Could be what?" Lydia finally asked.
"One of them could be a clue" he said causing Selene to sigh.
"I'm leaving now Stiles I'm going to talk to Parrish and tell him he's the one taking the bodies. It's always better when they know" Lydia said walking away.
"Well then he should know he owes me a Jeep" Stiles said following her Selene at his side.
Stiles POV: At school Theo caught up to Stiles who had his arm around Selene.
"You're looking good for a dead girl" Theo told her.
"Thanks" Selene replied.
They all walked toward the Library and Stiles explained about the Nemeton and Parrish.
"You guys are sure that's where Parrish is taking the bodies?" Theo asked.
Stiles gave Selene a little nod and she walked off farther into the Library where she would still be able to listen in.
"Lydia says that's what happens in his dreams."
"I mean you know if Lydia finds the Nemeton she's also going to find Donovan… sorry" Theo said when Stiles gave him a look.
"She's also going to find Josh" Stiles said.
"You know what maybe she should. I think things are different now for Scott especially after what he did to Corey. I don't think he's going to blame us for defending ourselves. I know he won't blame you" Theo said.
Stiles looked over to where Donovan's body was the night he died but instead of Donovan with the poll through his chest it was Stiles with blood coming out of his mouth. Stiles shook his head and looked back at Theo.
Without another word Theo left to go to class and Selene came back over.
"I don't trust him. I may not have my abilities but I don't trust him" she said.
"Yeah that makes two of us" Stiles said putting his arm around her shoulders as they headed for class.
During class an ambulance showed up Selene said they were taking Corey away. After class they saw Malia walking in a daze.
"Malia? Hey hey what happened?" Stiles asked seeing her almost crying.
"I hate this I hate losing like this. I'm not like Scott I can't deal with another dead body another failure" Malia said then she walked away from them.
"So there's another dead Chimera and Corey is another failure and will soon be dead… I kinda agree with Malia I hate this" Selene said softly.
Sure enough Scott called a little while later and said Corey was killed by the Dread Doctors. Stiles immediately called Lydia since she had already left school to talk to Parrish.
"Lydia for the love of God answer your phone. There's more dead Chimera's so right now is probably not a great time to be alone with Parrish. If he's coming to get the bodies you can't get in his way. Lydia do not get in his way" Stiles said leaving a message when Lydia didn't answer her phone yet again.
"Maybe we can follow Parrish to the other bodies?" Selene suggested.
"Yeah and make sure no one tries to stop him" Stiles added softly.
Night fell fast and as always things spiraled into chaos. Hayden was attacked by the Dread Doctors. Scott texted Stiles to meet him at the animal clinic. So instead of trying to follow Parrish in the pouring rain Stiles drove to the animal clinic.
Selene jumped out and ran inside to try and help Hayden.
"Hey sorry I had trouble starting the Jeep again. That thing's barely hanging on. I couldn't get in touch with Malia or Lydia. Scott?" Stiles said as Scott just stood there saying nothing.
Slowly Scott reached into his jacket and pulled out Stiles' wrench the one he hit Donovan with.
"Where did you get that?" Stiles asked softly.
"This is yours?" Scott asked.
Slowly Stiles took the wrench from him as the rain kept coming down.
"Why didn't you tell me?"
"I was going to."
"Why didn't you tell me when it happened?"
"I couldn't."
"You killed him? You killed Donovan?"
"Well he was going to kill my dad. Huh? Was I supposed to just let him go?" Stiles asked getting defensive and angry.
"You weren't supposed to do this. None of us are."
"You think I had a choice?"
"There's always a choice."
"Yeah well I can't do what you can Scott. I know you wouldn't have done it you probably would've just figured something out right?"
"I'd try."
"Yeah because you're Scott McCall you're the true Alpha! Guess what? All of us can't be true Alphas. Some of us have to make mistakes. Some of us have to get our hands a little bloody sometimes. Some of us are human!" Stiles yelled.
"So you had to kill him?" Scott asked not seeing the point of anything Stiles just said.
"Scott he was going to kill my dad."
"But the way it happened… there's a point when it's… it's not self-defense anymore."
"What are you talking about? I didn't have a choice Scott! You don't even believe me do you?" Stiles said softly.
"I want to."
"Okay all right so… so believe me then. Scott say you believe me… say it. Say you believe me" Stiles pleaded.
"Stiles we can't kill people that we're trying to save."
"Say you believe me" Stiles said taking a step forward but Scott took a step back and looked at the wrench still in Stiles' hands.
"We can't kill people! Do you believe that?"
"Well what do I do about this? What do you want me to do? Okay just be… Scott tell me how to fix this all right? Please just tell me what you want me to do" Stiles begged.
"Don't worry about Malia or Lydia we'll find them. Maybe uh… maybe you should talk to your dad."
Then Scott walked away into the animal clinic leaving Stiles alone in the rain crying.
Selene POV: "Hey where's Stiles?" Selene asked seeing Scott come in.
Scott said nothing just looked behind him and the back to her. Selene knew then that Scott knew what Stiles had done to Donovan and that Scott had now turned his back on his best friend.
Selene grabbed Scott by the arm and dragged him off down the hall so the others wouldn't hear.
"You know what Stiles did then I take it?" Selene whispered harshly.
"He killed someone Selene" Scott argued.
"I know what he did. I've killed hundreds thousands and while learning to control myself sadly not all of them deserved to die. Do you think I care that Stiles killed Donovan to save himself and others? I've killed Scott and you know what I'll do it again to anyone who crosses the line you think you can stop me? Try it."
Selene stepped up right beside Scott and spoke without looking at him.
"From now on you're on your own I'm done trying to help you through this. You're a terrible Alpha and a horrible friend."
With those last words Selene left.
Once outside she saw Stiles just sitting in his Jeep soaking wet. She climbed in and kissed his deeply.
"Let's go home I'm done here" Selene said angry at Scott and wanting to ease Stiles' pain.
With a soft smile Stiles started his Jeep and turned away from the animal clinic.