Lissana pov

I stared at the two people in front of me. I recognised natsu. Pink hair. But beside him stood a pretty girl in a black dress. I frowned at the both of them. "Natsu?" he tightened his hands. I looked at the girl, she was a ghostly pale and her eyes seemed dark. I smirked once I realised who it was.

Lucy fucking Heartfilia.

"Blondie" I say, expecting her to flinch or something. But she smiled, at me. What the-. "Lissana" she kept smiling at me, but her eyes were still dark and lifeless. I looked behind her, it was only her and natsu. Good. I could hurt her. Make her hurt, maybe make her cry even. I needed my frustration out.

"So you still a slut these days?" I say to her. "Isn't that your job? Wouldn't want to make you broke" again she smiled. It pissed me off, how could she be so smug. After what she did to me. That bitch..

"You bitch think you're the shit don't you" I was annoyed now. And pissed, she keeps smiling at me. "You still fucking piss me off" Lucy crossed her arms, still having that smug smile.

Who the hell does she think she is?!

Lucy pov

I stared at her, I kept smiling at her. And I could tell she was pissed now. "You're still that fucking dumb ass blonde" she says to me. I keep my smile. "You're still a whore" Is all I say. She's clutching her fists, tighter and tighter. "Stop fucking pissing me off" she spat at me. "Then you should've stayed away" she was angry now.

"You fucking piece of shit!"

"It's your fault I left! I was bullied! i'm a victim! Did you even know how embarrassing that was for me? To endure it? I was practically chased away thanks to you" She yelled at me. "Victim? Please don't make me laugh." you could almost see the steam coming out of her ears. "You took my one friend away!" she pointed at natsu. Natsu just made a disgusted look.

"I had no friends thanks to you! You ruined my life! Destroyed everything I had. I was a victim.. No.. I am a victim. Thanks to you." she stood there silent. "Besides, you had all the guys didn't you?" I say without control. And she gets even more mad.

"YOU FUCKING SPOILED BRAT"

"HOW DARE YOU TALK TO ME LIKE THAT."

"YOU'RE SO WORTHLESS. DON'T YOU REALISE THAT?!"

I held my breath.

"YOU STILL FUCKING DISGUST ME"

I clenched my fists.

"I BET YOUR FRIENDS DON'T EVEN GIVE TWO SHITS ABOUT YOU"

I breathed out.

"I BET YOUR PARENTS DON'T EITHER, ESPECIALLY YOUR FILTHY RICH DAD-"

My fist collided with her face. She went flying backwards and hit the ground hard. She winced in pain and grabbed the side of her face in which I punched. I looked down at her and walked towards her.

"You bitch" she hissed at me. Clutching her cheek. "Thats a lie" I say to her. "Poor lissana. A 'victim'. Had to face bullying all because of me. Well I wasn't the one who ruined someone's life, destroyed her pride, courage, everything. Even her smile. I wasn't the one who beat down a girl enough to make her bleed.. internally. I wasn't the one who took all her friends from her. I'm not a low life. I'm not you." I turned around and looked at natsu once I was done.

"Lets go" I pulled on his arm. And ran. I wanted to be away from her as much as possible. He ran faster than me. So he was the one pulling now. I ran as fast as I could. I just wanted to get away.

But..I felt…different. After that, after I punched her. I had to restrain my self though. I wanted to punch her so many times she'd look different, but I didn't. Same with the words. I still had a million things to say. But I bit my tongue, so I wouldn't say a million words.

He took me to my apartment. Once we stopped we both were out of breath. He kneeled down and looked up. Smiling. I did too. Eventually we both started laughing. Out of breath. We laughed uncontrollably. We probably look like maniacs. But I didn't care. It felt good to laugh. I guess natsu did too since he didn't stop either.

Once we did stop. We breathed heavily again. I propped my self on my front door. He stood up and walked up to me. I could see the sweat dripping down the sides of his head. Running a hand through his hair. He smiled at me, almost proudly.

"Great punch"

"Thanks, tae kwon do"

He laughed a bit. So did I. I felt a weight on my shoulders getting lifted off. And I felt even greater than before. "See? I told you. You were strong" I smiled at him. He looked down at me, still having that stupid smile on his face. He leaned in a bit. I could smell the sweat on him, mixed with his cologne. He leaned even closer. I felt my back against the door. He put his arms beside my head.

"Natsu?.." I whisper.

Natsu pov

I stared at her. Her lips. I felt my self leaning in even closer. I shouldn't. But I do. Her brown eyes seemed even more beautiful this close up. She looked at me innocently. "Natsu?…" She whispers. I lean even closer to her, trapping her.

I kiss her. I feel my lips collide with hers. I kiss her deeply, and passionately. Like the world was going to end. She started kissing me back. I tasted her strawberry lipgloss. I leaned in even more. She was the first to pull away. We both gasped for air. I put my forehead against hers. I smiled at her, she smiled back. The taste of her lips was still in my mouth.

I kissed her again. Even more deeper and feirce.

And with that the night ended.

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Lucy pov

I woke up. I stretched my arms and sat up. I scanned the room. My eyes burning from the light. I rubbed them and got up.

The memories of last night all came back flooding in. I remember lissana, I punched her. Good. I wished for that for so long. I stopped in my tracks once I remembered when I got home.

Natsu kissed me. He kissed me, fierce like a flame almost.

Shit. I shouldn't have done that. He shouldn't have done that. We shouldn't have done that. I put a hand on my lips. A smile soon formed on them. I felt my self getting even happier.

I'm happy. After all. I liked him before, and it isn't my fault. He kissed me. Me.

What should I do? I.. still don't think I could forgive him.. Or do I?

What do I do now?

Natsu pov

I smiled walking down the street. Skipping almost. I kissed Lucy freaking Heartfilia. The girl I had a crush on for how long? It made me happy. I just hope she's happy about it. I breathed in the cold air, waiting patiently.

She walked out and locked her door. She didn't glance at me or look at me. She walked away, I followed beside her. I waited for her to say something. But she didn't say anything.

The entire time we didn't say anything. I didn't want to say anything either. So I stayed quiet.

I asked Lucy to come to the side of the school, the usual meeting place for us. I sat on the ground with my back against the wall. She came and stood there, quiet and looking at the ground. I got up quickly "luce" I call out to her. She looked up at me, I smiled at her. But she looked down again.

"Natsu, I-I've been.. meaning to talk to you. About last night.." She looked down even more. I stayed silent listening to her. "I...I.." She kept stuttering. "What is it?" I ask her, and she gets frustrated. "I.. just.. Ugh!" She looked up at me, I froze once I seen the look in her eyes.

"Natsu.. the kiss.. was a mistake"

She looked at me, staring into my eyes. "I.. I'm just not ready to..forgive you yet" I stared down at the ground. Why did I kiss her? I knew it was a stupid idea. "How am I supposed to forgive you?" she asks me. "You still didn't give me a reason to forgive you.. you promised me you would.. didn't you?"

"Yes Lucy I said I would.. but still.. was it a mistake?"

"I don't know.. I'm just.. confused, angry, and upset. I'm still iffy about lissana yet. I'm just.. I have a lot going on okay? You, lissana, erza's been on my ass about us. She's still worried"

She sighed, so did I. I ran my hand through my hair. "So..what.. that's it? What about us lucy? Are we supposed to end everything right here right now?" I wanted to say more. But I knew I shouldn't. "I didn't say that! I told you I-I'm scared, upset. Confused. It's just too much. Plus you stole my first kiss." She covered her mouth after she said the last part.

"I stole your first kiss?" she kept covering her mouth. She removed her hands "Yes natsu.. you did. Why do you think I had someone else?" Her face was red, she was blushing. "No.. But still.. your first kiss?" She nodded. "Don't make fun of me" she looked away from me. I smiled at her. I walked up to her, and hugged her. Tightly. "Natsu?" she says into my jacket. I hold her in my arms close.

"I get it. If you need some space, just tell me." I say into her ear. "I'm still trying to keep my promise too." She buried her face into my chest a bit. "And don't call your first kiss a mistake" I whisper into her ear. I let go of her. And her face is redder than a tomato. "Still natsu.." She trailed on.

"Please don't make it harder for me. Please?" she asked me. I nod in reply. "Of course" She turned on her heel and walked away. I stood there, waiting for her to officially be gone. Once she got inside. I sighed and sat on the ground again.

What could I possibly do to make her forgive me?

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Lucy pov

I sat in class. It's been two days since the kiss. I texted natsu the night after it that I did need some space. To think at least. To think things over.

"I told you, i'm here for you. If you need space, I'll give you space.

But if you need anything I still live down the street"

I read the text message again. I shut off my phone and shoved it into my pocket. I haven't heard of him or seen him since. I guess he really did mean to give me space. I sighed and leaned back a bit in my chair.

"And don't call your first kiss a mistake"

I felt those words ringing in my ears. I sighed again. I really did need some space, I just.. What about lissana now? I still fucking wanna beat the shit out out of her, but what would that solve? "Hey lu-chan" I hear levy say. I turn and look at her. She smiled at me, gajeel stood there looking down at me. I looked down at the desk again. "You okay?" she asks me. I smile and nod at her, trying to ignore gajeel.

Gajeel was levy's boyfriend. I don't know how long they've been together. But still. It sort of sucked, I'm happy for her and all. But still.. He was one of the few who hung around lissana. I'm scared since I don't know if they still do or not.

"Yeah i'm fine.. I'm just tired that's all. I didn't get much sleep" she frowned at me "are you sure? I mean you keep telling me it's nothing.. did you want to tell me something or is it-" I cut her off. "I'll tell you this weekend, come over to my place" I look at gajeel "Alone" I state. He grumbled and looked away from my eyes.

"S-sure" the bell rang, they waved and walked away. I got up and went to my locker. And headed for my next class.

I sat in my room. I had my eyes closed and leaned against the bed.

"I BET YOUR FRIENDS DON'T EVEN GIVE TWO SHITS ABOUT YOU"

I bet your friends don't give two shits about you. I opened my eyes again, I yawned and got up from the floor. I walked into the living room and laid down on my couch. Maybe a nap would help.. I have been tired.

I closed my eyes and tried going to sleep. I startled when I heard someone knock on the door. "I guess not" I mumbled and staggered to the front door. Half expecting it to be natsu saying he was bored and wanting to check up on me.

Erza stood there, by her self. She smiled at me. "Erza?" I tell her to come in. "What brings you here?" I ask her as she steps inside. "You. You're making me worry. So I came to check up on you" I groaned. "Erza I'm fine, I'm not a little girl. I can take care of my self" She sat on the couch and patted the seat next to her. I staggered to the couch next.

"So what's going on lucy" She asks me. I sigh and look at the coffee table. "I always had a knack for knowing something's not right, so tell me" I sighed and looked down at my lap and fumbled with my fingers. "I.. seen lissana the other night" She already had her hands balled into fists, mad. "When? That was the night of me and jellals-". "Anniversary.. yeah.." She breathed out and sat closer to me.

"It was after you and jellal left. She was in front of this cafe. We argued" I look at her. "What did she say?" she asks me.

"YOU FUCKING SPOILED BRAT"

"HOW DARE YOU TALK TO ME LIKE THAT."

"YOU'RE SO WORTHLESS. DON'T YOU REALISE THAT?!"

"Lots. But I took care of it" I put my head back. "Took care of it?" I could feel her eyes on me, ears perked and ready to listen. "I punched her" I tell her straight forward. "Did you send her to the ground" I smiled at her. "That's the Lucy I know" she gave me that signature warm smile. "I feel so much better now, after doing that" I smile.

"I still want to kill her though"

"Go right ahead"

She laughed, I did too. I wiped a tear from my eye. It goes quiet for a short moment "It.. isn't that.. is it" I shake my head no. "It sort of begins.. after we ran.. me and natsu" her eyes went big. "We.. kissed" I say quietly and slowly. I flinch, expecting her to yell and scream and go after natsu. But she doesn't. "I knew this would happen" she breathed out. "Did he do anything else?" she questions me.

"No erza! God.." I felt my ears go red. "Please erza, don't do anything to him." I beg her. "I promise" I look down at my lap. "I told him I need some space though.. I told him I still can't forgive him" I could hear her breathing. "Good, because I would be needing space if I were you too" she puts a hand on my shoulder. "I'm confused though.. do I forgive him? Do I not?" I ask her. But she stays quiet, her hand still on my shoulder.

"It's all up to you, if you want to. Go ahead and If you don't, then don't. It all depends on you" I sigh deeply. "I don't know if I should though. I mean I like him and all. But I know that isn't a reason to forgive him, so what reason should I give him?" this time she sighs. "Just use this time now and think about it. Because I know even if I tell you an answer you wouldn't even listen to me" I look up at her and she gives me a reassuring smile.

After she left, I thought to my self. Endlessly. I turned onto my back and closed my eyes.

I fell asleep, thinking about him.

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I'm getting so much done :). But anyways here it is.

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