Chapter Three

I sighed softly, "Come on Bella pull yourself together." I ran my fingers through my hair as I started walking back to the room. On the way there I peeked in Renesme's room to make sure she was alright. I was so relieved that Jasper's blowout didn't wake her, I wouldn't even know how to explain that to her. She was sleeping peacefully; I kissed her forehead softly, smiling down on her. I would never do anything to hurt my beautiful child and my wonderful husband. I really need to forget about what happened tonight, about all the things Jasper told me. The things he did. How he's made me feel. How his hands felt all over my body and the feel of his lips touching mine.

"Stop it Bella." I said shaking my head. Dear god, help me.

JPOV

I slammed the door to my room and sat on the couch, hiding my face in my hands. How dare she reject me like this? Clearly she enjoyed how I was making her body feel. I could still hear her sexy, mesmerizing moans as I moved my fingers in and out of her wet pussy. Just thinking about what happened makes me hard.

"Damn this." I grumbled. I don't know what I'm going to do but I do know that I'm going to make Bella mine no matter what. I won't let anything or anyone get in my way.

"You're sick you know that right?" Alice appeared in front of me

"What are you doing here Alice? Shouldn't you be at the part with the others?" I didn't look up at her; my face was still hidden in my hands. I could feel her stare, it was hard and cold.

"I knew what you were going to do tonight. I saw it but I was hoping you would have come to your senses and realize that this was wrong and not go through with it. But you have proven to me that you are indeed an idiot!" She was clearly angry. I don't care that she's upset though. I knew she was going to see what would happen before I acted out on it. I knew she has been watching my future closely a lot lately and that's exactly what she gets for being nosey.

"I knew that you were going to see what happened tonight Alice, and quite frankly I don't give a damn." I said.

"How could you do something like this to me?" How could you do this to Edward, your brother?" She yelled.

"He's not my brother." I growled.

"What has gotten into you lately? You are not the same man I waited for in that diner that night many years ago. You're not the same man I fell so deeply in love with Jasper." I finally looked up at her.

"I guess I'm not."

"You're not this heartless Jasper." She whispered looking down.

"I love her." I whispered as well.

"No you love me!" Alice cried out.

"You're wrong, I used to love you. Those feelings for you are no longer there" I looked away.

"And why all of a sudden your love has moved on to Bella? You know she's married to Edward and they have a beautiful daughter who adores her uncle very much. How do you think she's going to feel if her uncle that she adores, breaks her family apart?" Alice protested.

"Get out Alice; I'm no longer a concern to you." I growled

"I won't let you do this Jasper!" She stood up. I shot up as well.

"And what are you doing to do about it? You can't stop me so just leave me alone." I yelled. She punched me in the face and hard. This is the second time I've been pounded by a girl tonight. Damn.

"You will regret this Jasper; I will make sure of it." She said coldly, and then she was gone.

"Damn, she broke my fucking jaw." I popped my jaw back into place. I'm more irritated than ever, from my mood and feeling Alice's mood. I could feel the dark clouds forming inside of me. Shit.

BPOV

Damnit, I can't even get into my book. Renesme was lying down next to me in Edward's and I bed. I don't even know why we have a bed when we can't even sleep. I guess for decoration I suppose. She is snoring lightly, I got her to calm down it wasn't easy, this was the most violent outbursts she has ever had. She was kicking and screaming like she was in crippling pain, in agony. I wish sometimes that I could take the nightmares away from her and endure them myself. I tried so desperately to get her hand on my cheek so I could see what she was dreaming but I couldn't. I never could, that what frustrated me the most of all. I sighed; I really don't know what we're going to do about them. I heard the front door open.

"Bella, my love I'm home." Edward whispered as he came inside the house. I heard him though like he was standing in front of me. I'm so thankful that Edward couldn't read my mind because I was still thinking about what happened with Jasper, but I was nervous about Jasper. I hope he's able to control his thoughts around him. Oh god. If Edward finds out about what happened tonight there's no telling what he would do. God I hate that Jasper would even do this! He knows how important my family is to me. I will never forgive him for this.

"I'm guessing she had a nightmare again right." Edward asked gesturing to Renesme as he kissed my forehead.

"Yes and it was rather violent this time. They're getting worse, we have to get her some help Edward."

"Carlisle said that this will all pass soon we just got to give it time." He said taking his shoes off and undoing his tie.

"Edward this has been going on for a month now."

"Darling let's just give her some time okay?" He asked, his eyes pleading.

"Fine, I will give it until the end of the week but if something doesn't give then we will her get a specialist to see her Edward." I said.

"Vampires don't need specialist Bella."

"She's not full vampire, Edward."

"We can't risk having a human examining her." He was getting irritated with me.

"You're being ridiculous Edward." I rolled my eyes.

"Why can't we just let Carlisle take a look at her?"

"Because Carlisle isn't a physiologist Edward, if I don't see any signs of improvements by the end of this week then I'm taking her to a specialists and that's the end of this discussion." I said crossing my arms.

"And since when do you make all the decisions about our daughter?" Edward was angry now.

"I'm her mother I know what's best for her." I know I'm being difficult but I don't care.

"And what am I? She's my daughter too Bella WE had her together." He yelled.

"Yea well YOU didn't almost lose your life bringing her into this world now did you?" I yelled back. Renesme moved and she yawned softly. We both turned to look at her as she started rubbing at her eyes.

"Mommy?" She said groggily.

"I'm here sweetie." I said immediately by her side.

"Has daddy come home yet?"

"I'm here princess, let me tuck you into bed my love." Edward said picking her up gently cradling her in his arms.

"Okay daddy." She yarned again. Edward held her tightly as he kissed her forehead.

"We're not done talking about this Bella." He said walking out. As far as I'm concerned though we are finished.

"Whatever." I mumbled under my breath I grabbed a coat out of the closet and decided to go out for a while before anymore damage could be done between Edward and me. I wish I could just get away for away. Away from everything and everybody. Especially Jasper Cullen.