Chapter Five

I could tell it was getting late by how high the moon was in the sky. I was sitting on a boulder just listening to the water in the creek and the crickets singing their song of the night. It was so peaceful, I never wanted to leave. This place almost seem magical to me. I know Edward must be worried about me but he knows better to come after me again. I closed my eyes taking a deep breath. I could hear someone approaching. I know it wasn't Jake or any other wolf. The footsteps were light and whoever it was moved swiftly. The smell wasn't Edward. Shit, it was him.

"Bella… I thought you would be out here." His voice sounded like poison to my ears now.

"Go away Jasper." I growled. Edward must have gone complaining to his brothers about me. That's the only way Jasper could have known about me being out here.

"Would you just please let me apologize about earlier." He kept his distance away from me. He was smart to do so.

"I don't want an apology Jasper I just want you to leave me alone."

"Will you just please listen to me?" He begged.

"No damn it, you already done and said enough. I just want to be left alone."

"I can't help how I feel about you." He said coming closer.

"Just stop it Jasper! Why are you doing this to me?"

"Why won't you just give me a chance?" He exclaimed.

"Because I'm married and I love my husband and my daughter and I will never do anything to hurt them." I could feel the anger boiling inside of me I've had enough of this.

"If you love him so much then why are you out here and not home with him?" He challenged.

"Ugh what's with it with everybody? Is there a law stating Bella Cullen is not allowed to go out whenever she pleases. I'm a grown adult, I'm free to do whatever I want and I don't have to explain myself to you or to anyone else."

"Bella cut the crap, I know you and Edward had a fight." He was really close now. I wanted to back away from him, I wanted to run away from him, but something inside of me was so drawn to him. It was like when I met Edward for first time. He touched my cheek.

"You are so beautiful." He whispered. The light from the moon was shining brightly on us. All I could do was stare at him as he leaned down, our lips lightly brushed. My body felt like it was on fire. He ran his hands down my back as the kiss hardens and deepened. It felt so good, the way our bodies were pressed against each other. Jasper was hard already. I could feel the bulge poking my thigh through his pants. This is so wrong I thought as I wrapped my arms around his neck. I knew there was no going back from here. He held me tighter kissing down my neck slowly and softly. I whimpered softly.

He picked me up and I wrapped my legs around his waist as he easily held me and he slowly went down and we were on the ground. He laid me down gently on the ground and began kissing my neck again tugging at my shirt. I sat up and let him take my shirt off. He took his off as well. He kissed me again with his tongue in my mouth.

He unbuttoned my jeans, sliding his hands down my wet panties. I gasped and tensed when he gently touched my throbbing clit.

"You're so beautiful Bella. Just relax." He whispered hotly into my ear. I whimpered again softy. I cannot believe that I'm doing this. He kissed my neck and brushed his lips over my stomach until he was at the hem of my panties. I closed my eyes as he pulled them down all the way off my body. He pulled my legs over his shoulders as he started licking my clit sucking on it gently. I moaned softly.

"Oh god." I whispered. I think he loved that respond because he sucked on my clit harder slipping his tongue in and out of my pussy. I grabbed my breasts, moaning a little louder. My whole body felt hot I felt dizzy but all in a good way. I've never felt like this before. He kissed my clit softly and looked up at me as he slid a finger inside of me. He leaned up towards me with his finger inside of me and he kissed me passionately. I could taste my pussy juice in his tongue.

"Bella let me make love to you." He said his voice a bit raspy. He was much into this as I was, maybe even more. I didn't say anything as he pulled his pants off along with his underwear. Even in the dark I could see his penis it was huge. I became instantly nervous. Edward wasn't as big as he was. I looked him up and down and saw the entire crescent moon shaped marks all over his body from the days he fought in the vampire battles in the south with Maria.

"Just relax ok?" He said licking his hand then stroking his cock preparing himself. I nodded and prepared myself as the tip of his cock brushed my pussy gently pushing his way inside of me. I cried out, he was fucking huge I don't know if I could take it all.

"Bella stop tensing up, you have to relax I won't hurt you." He said soothingly, pushing further inside of me. He laid on top of me kissing me as he started thrusting inside of me. My whole body started to tingle.

"Damn Bella, you're so tight." He whispered at my lips. He leaned back up and grabbed my hips as he moved a little quicker with his cock all the way inside of me now. I moaned really loud grabbing my boobs again. It was getting really hot and the dizziness was getting stronger.

"Oh my god Jasper." I cried out. The only sounds now were our skin slapping against each other as he pounded his cock into me and us both breathing heavily.

"You feel so good Bella." He moaned into my ear. His voice made chills run up and down my back, it kind of made me want him more.

"I want to ride you Jasper, let me get on top." Wow what has taken over me. I sound like a whore right now but I'm so lost in my own pleasure I don't even care. It was like I was under some weird spell of ecstasy. If possible I would do this all day. Jasper grabbed me holding me while he turned on his back keeping me on his cock as I sat on top of him. His strong arms around me felt amazing. I felt safe and secured. I pushed the hair out of my hot face as I started grinding slowly really feeling how big he was. I moaned again as he grabbed my hips making me move a lot quicker with him thrusting into me at the same time. We were moving in rhythm, like our bodies were one. I leaned down my breasts pinning against his chest and wrapped his arms around me again and started pounding my pussy again he kissed my neck as he moaned in pleasure.

"Jasper, J-Jasper I think I'm about to cum." I breathed.

"Oh yes Bella, cum for me baby, drench my cock with your pussy." He whispered hotly in my ear. He pounded harder; I moaned louder breathing heavily feeling myself in a world of nothing but pleasure.

"Shit Bella, you're really wet, fuck yes cum all over that cock baby." He held me tighter as I cried out and he started grinding softly. I was whimpering my legs and everything were shaking as I released all over his cock. He moaned softly rubbing my clit as he started to thrust inside of me again.

"Oh shit, I'm almost there Bella." He bit my neck softly.

"I want it inside of me Jasper." I whispered.

"Oh yea, is that where you want it? Tell me again." He groaned.

"I want it inside of me." I repeated.

"What you want baby?" He yelled he was slamming my pussy now.

"I want all your cum inside of my pussy!" I screamed.

"Here it comes!" he shouted and with one final thrust I could feel his hot cum exploding inside of me. I jerked a little and got of his cock. We were both trying to catch out breaths. I lay down on top of him exhausted still trying to catch my breath.

"Wow that was better than I imagined Bella." He whispered stroking his hand down my back. I cannot believe that I did this. All I could think about was how hurt Edward would be when he found out. How selfish could I be for doing this to him?

"I have to go." I said getting up already slipping my clothes back on.

"What why?" Jasper looked up at me upset.

"This was wrong, it should have never happened and it will not ever happen again." I zipped my jacket up.

"Why can't you admit that there's something between us Bella!" He was angry now.

"This was a mistake Jasper." I was getting frustrated now.

"So now I'm a mistake?"

"No. What we did was a mistake, and it will never happen again. Just forget about this." I left before he could respond. I feel terrible. For hurting him, and Edward. I ran through the forest as fast I could, all I wanted to do was get home to my husband and daughter and just forget about this night. I made it home.

"Bella." I heard his voice as I was pulling off my jacket.

"What Edward?" I said tossing it on the couch walking past him to our bedroom I just want to take a shower.

"Why do you smell like Jasper?" I froze. Shit. What am I supposed to say?

"He came to check on me. On must have told him where I was." I rolled my eyes

"Yes but I didn't tell him to go after you." He frowned.

"Well he did." I walked past him.

"What were you two doing out here, you were gone for a while." H was on my heels.

"What do you mean, "What we were doing"? Nothing happened he was only making sure that I was alright." I felt so bad about lying to him like this. I would never forgive Jasper for this. All I want right now is to take a shower. No more questions. I walked to Renesme's room and peeked inside. She was sleeping soundly. I was thankful for it; maybe she will stay asleep this time. Edward followed behind me.

"His scent is so strong on you."

"Edward nothing happened! I'm married to you and I really cannot believe you don't trust me!" It did kind of bother me that Edward was so quick to jump to thought of me cheating.

"I'm sorry Bella. It's just – Jasper, he had some thoughts today that really um, concern me." He looked down. Oh crap. I think I'm going to be sick.

"What kind of thoughts Edward?" I asked hiding my nervousness.

"Well I did go talk to my brothers about our issues with Renesme's nightmares. Emmett suggested that she have a sleep over with Alice and Rose to calm down her nightmares."

"That's a fantastic idea!" I immediately got excited over the thought of that. Renesme would have so much fun with Rose and Alice that she would forget all about those horrid nightmares.

"Yes I agree but what concerned me that Jasper was a bit bothered by the fact that we could possibly be spending the night alone doing whatever we wanted." Great, that idiot cannot even keep how own damn thoughts controlled. What do I do? I just can't tell Edward the truth, it would crush him. He would never forgive me. I wouldn't if I was him.

"Edward don't be silly, why would Jasper be bothered by us being alone, that makes no sense at all. Look it's been a stressful night for the both of us. We're both worried about Nessie and from the look of your eyes it's time for you to go hunt. So put that silly thought away, I will here no more of it." I said touching his cheek softly. He smiled and nodded.

"You're right my love, I guess that was a bit silly. I'm sorry about this about everything that happened tonight. Let's not fight again." He pulled me into a hug and held me. We were silent as he held me. Me too Edward, I'm so sorry. For everything.

JPOV

Damnit, why does she make me feel this way. I made it back to the house, took a shower and locked myself in my room. All I could do was pace back and forth around my room. I don't know what my next move is going to be, but I do know that I won't stop at nothing until I can call Bella mine. I did accomplish a lot tonight. More than I expected. I didn't expect Bella to just so easily give me her body the way she did tonight. That just proves that there is something there between us. There was a quiet knock at my door. I already knew who it was. Alice. She knocked again.

"Go away Alice." I said softly. I know she heard me.

"Open up Jasper, I need to talk to you."

"We can talk in the morning but for now go away. I don't want to see or talk to anyone right now." I sat down on the couch in my room and closed my eyes. I wish I could sleep.

"I bet if I was Bella you would open up." She said deviously. I opened my eyes and shot up and raced to the door unlocked it and grabbed Alice pulling her in with so much force that when I let go she went flew onto the couch. She was giggling as I shut the door back locking it.

"Did I say something to upset you?" She giggled laying out on the couch.

"What do you want from me Alice?" I growled. Her giggles turned to a little chuckle.

"I think you already know the answer to that."

"If I did, why would I ask you?" I was getting irritated with her.

"I saw what you did tonight with our dear sister in law." She looked up at me she was smiling but looking into her eyes she was really hurt. I felt a little pang of guilt.

"Be quiet before the others hear you Alice." I whispered.

"Maybe they should know. They should know how you betrayed me and your brother. How much of a whore Bella is." She snapped.

"Don't call her that." I snapped back.

"You're so quick to defend her. Pathetic." She chuckled again.

"So you came here tonight just to irritate me?" I was getting annoyed by her now.

"No, I came to warn." She sat up looking at me.

"And what is it that I need warning about?" I asked.

"If you don't stop this and forget about those feelings for her it will all end in pain for the both of you. She will resent you; she will never love you like you say you love her."

"I don't see this ending bad Alice. You're just jealous."

"Ha don't make me laugh. I'm not jealous of anything. I actually feel sorry for Bella having to put up with a pest like you." She chuckled.

"Shut up, and get out I've had enough of you."

"You will stop this, because if you don't I will bring this situation to Carlisle and Edward both. That will not be a pretty sight. So think about it Jasper is your life here really worth her. Let her be happy with Edward and that daughter and let's make things between us right again."

"Things between us will never be right again. Never go to normal. So get over it. Get over us because it's not going to happen."

"We shall see now won't we? I will play this little game of yours Jasper but I can promise you at the end of all of this will come out as the winner." She smiled.

"Well then Alice, game on." I smiled back at her.