Many people seemed to be confused what episode I was referring to at the end of my last chapter. So for the ones who are interested - It is Criminal Minds 'The foundation' I once mentioned it at the beginning of the first chapter but that was like three months ago xD Also I have no idea what happened to the length of the chapter… Like one moment I was still around 1000 words, and the next moment I looked I had 6000 words :P Well hope it was worth it!

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My head was pounding softly, trying to wake me up from my sleep. I didn't want to wake up. Every time I woke up I was back once again. My dreams were mostly filled with my brothers, my family, the ones that I had left behind. They were torturous, seeing them but not being able to be with them and always cried when I had them and at the same time I was dying for them to haunt me. I did everything I could to remember them. A simple dream was enough to keep me sane.

I needed them, I needed them so badly right now. Everything was burning. My arm was burning from the countless times they've cut it open, my legs were refusing to work. I wanted to cry, hug someone, anyone but there wasn't anybody. There was only them, they would taunt me, cut me open and hurt me. They knew about my brothers, but not because I talked, I never talked to them. I cried for them, praying for them to come, before they silenced me.

They muzzled me, strapping it against my beak so tightly no sound could come through other than the animalistic hisses they forced me to make. I was an animal, nothing more in their eyes, but I knew better. I had brothers who loved me, my family who loved me. I had a human friend who loved me, and who continuously pointed out I wasn't a freak, none of us were. We were just as human as she was. We were humans, apart from the green skin, our shell, our tail and the few animalistic characteristics we still had.

And still they weren't here, no matter how much they loved me. They never came. I stopped counting after 2 months. They weren't coming anymore, I was alone. After all those nights I had cried when I was younger, too afraid of the thought I'd be alone one day, I was really alone. No brothers to watch my back, and nobody to protect me from those people.

My chest restricted, I could still see them, feel them cutting into my flesh, tearing it apart to see my insides. Every muscle, ever droplet of blood, every vein being exposed to the cold air, sending shivers down my spine. I would've complained, if I hadn't been screaming my throat raw beneath the muzzle, if I wasn't wearing that cursed muzzle. I would've attacked them if it hadn't been for the restrains. Or my legs giving out at every attempt of standing. I would've struggled if it wasn't for the excruciating pain I got used to. I would've been home if it wasn't for them.

My eyes twitched slightly beneath my eyelids. Bright light was shining into my eyes. My cell had always been dark, nothing but darkness and dirt I was forced to lie in. And for what? In the name of science. Of course it was, they never cared about me anyways. They thought I was a mindless monster, needing to be chained and muzzled, and that I was doomed to be alone. I knew they were wrong, I knew they were, but as the months progressed and my brothers didn't come.. I found it harder to deny it.

There was soft breathing next to me. It was something to hold on to, it was always silent in my cell, they made it sound-proof on purpose, driving me insane with all the silence, only to break me with the noises of all the tools they used, the buzzing sound of the saw I remembered everything. I haunted me in my dreams. It took me a while to figure out I wasn't there anymore, but it didn't help me in any way. Even though I was out of that terrible place, I would never truly escape.

The wounds would always be a reminder of what happened, how foolish I'd been that night when Karai captured me, the blood that was poured into my mouth and the whole year I'd been separated from my family, the nights I had cried for them to come. My fingers unintentionally twitched beneath me, my wrists and ankles were burning like the chains were still around them. I wanted to look, just to assure me I wasn't there anymore but I couldn't look.

I couldn't face my brothers, not after what I've done. I choose to be a coward when it became too much, I choose to end it right then and there. The only problem was that I didn't want to end it, I wanted to live but the thought of living was unbearable right now. I wanted to live as Mikey again. Not the scared and cowardly teen I was right now. The teen they turned me in.

"I know you're awake Mikey" A stern voice suddenly cut through my thoughts. So many nights I had cried, begged for him to say something to me, just to hear his voice, anything at all and right now I cursed his voice for speaking. I didn't want him to see me right now, I couldn't face him after I had been so cowardly. But I knew I couldn't ignore my oldest brother for long.

I carefully pried my eyelids apart and winced slightly. I was still in the lab but Donnie had been smart enough to put every tool away. A cannula was pushed down my nostrils to give me extra oxygen and to my horror there was a needle in my arm. My heart started to beat a bit quicker as I slowly followed the needle. The beeping noise next to me, which was probably my heartrate, quickened until I finally landed on the sack of blood on a stand next to me. I choked on a breath as I stared at the blood in fear.

"Don't look at it, you need it" Leo said harshly and I flinched slightly, trailing towards my older brother. He was wearing his blue mask again and to my surprise there was a bandage wrapped around his arm. "You lost a great amount of blood, I had to donate some" Again, I flinched. Leo's voice sounded so harsh, something I hadn't heard in a full year. Ever since I came back from that hell hole Leo had either avoided me or be kind to me but right now all that kindness was gone, replaced with anger and irritation.

"What the hell were you thinking Mikey?! Taking your own life like that?!" He suddenly snapped and this time I managed to remain silent. "Do you have any idea what it was for me to find you like that? And what about Raph, Donnie and Master Splinter?! Heck, have you seen Raph?! He was completely covered with blood, your blood. He's completely out of it because of your attempt to take your own life" Leo continued to snap, I just stared at him. I didn't know what to say but unfortunately he did.

"You almost died on us Mikey. You went into shock and I had to give you so much blood because you lost way too much, we even had to use a defibrillator to restart your heart. Do you have.. any idea what would've happened if you'd died Mikey?" He spat out, inching closer to me. I gulped slightly and tried to get away from him but my body refused to do so. I couldn't do anything, I couldn't do anything to protect myself from the scalpels and the scientists, I could only plead for them to stop. To stop the bleeding, to stop the pain. But nothing came.

"We fell apart without you Mikey.. Raph almost fell into depression and Donnie and I weren't any better… We were lost it without you, and now you decide to kill yourself, end it again?!" I whimpered slightly, again, I was going to die again, at least for them I was. Tears jumped into my eyes, I never wanted this, I wanted them to be happy. I wanted nothing more than to be with them again, to love them again.

"Do you have any idea what it would've been like for us? Having you finally home and then dying on us again.. Do you have any… idea…" His voice cracked and for a second I was left confused. Tears slowly started to drip down his cheeks, falling onto the ground without care and then hell broke loose. "I can't lose you again Mikey, I just can't. We finally have you back baby bro. I love you so much, we all do" Leo suddenly said, sobbing and wrapping his arms tightly around me in an awkward hug.

I choked on a sob and wanted to lift my arms, embrace him, hug him back but my arms were refusing to do so. The only thing I could do was bury my face inside of his hug, nuzzling in the crook of his neck and allowing him to cry his heart out. "I'm sorry" I mumbled in his embrace which only caused Leo to cry more. Leo rarely cried, he never cried and yet here he was, fresh tears streaming down his face and wetting my shoulder.

"Why'd you do it Mikey? Do you really want to die? After everything you've survived?" He softly mumbled back. His arms started to shake slightly but still he didn't let go of me, and I wasn't pulling away any time soon. I felt safe within his embrace, like nothing was ever going to happen to me. Like those people could never hurt me again. Something I had wished for for so long now. Someone to protect me.

"I don't want to die Leo" I softly spoke and only then he broke the hug, though he never released me. His hand was firmly sealed over my hand, squeezing it softly. "I-I s-saw the w-wounds I … I-I thought of t-them.. and t-the next m-moment I-I… I…." Tears were now blocking my view and I angrily blinked to get rid of them but more kept coming. I couldn't talk about it, it was just too painful.

I was scared, even Donnie could see it but the wounds had to be looked at, so I allowed Don to unwrap the bandages. Never I intended to look at them, knowing full well I'd be too much of a coward to face them, but the moment Donnie left my side I made a wrong move, my eyes caught the stitches on my arm and I just… lost it. I remember tears streaming down my face.

I needed someone to hold me, I needed Raph to protect me. Donnie has always been my best friend, but Raph was my protector, someone who would protect me against everything, and I needed him. I never intended on killing myself, and sending Don away so I could do so… it just happened when he was gone. I wasn't in the lab, I was back again, them searching through my body, vivisecting me, keeping me locked away for months, and the next moment the knife was at my hand but I was the one that pressed down, screaming for the memories to go away. I couldn't talk about it, not yet and luckily Leo noticed it.

"I understand little bro, you don't have to talk about it when you don't want to" I smiled at his offer. I wasn't ready to talk about it just yet but I also recognized that look in Leo's eyes. He wanted to know what happened, all of them wanted to know. And I wanted to tell them, clarify what happened because they are my brothers and we had always shared everything. But right now I just couldn't. Every attempt ended up with me shaking and crying, and I didn't want them to know what they did to me, they still knew so little.

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The rest of the day was practically a blur. I continuously slipped in and out of consciousness. Leo stayed with me until I had fallen asleep, and when I woke up after who knows how long, Raph was sitting next to me. He wasn't planning on talking any time soon and somehow I was relieved. I didn't want to explain myself again. I didn't want to talk at all right now. I didn't want to talk at all, but three over-protective brothers made me rethink.

Talking meant sharing. It meant I had to talk about what happened, and I couldn't just yet. Raph never talked, he rarely talked about his feelings, he mostly hit things. And I was grateful he didn't talk, I was too tired anyways but somehow I couldn't get myself to sleep. I tried to ignore him but his presence was painfully obvious. And while it creeped me out, him staring at me like a trained dog, it strangely comforted me, knowing I had my big brother to watch over me.

I didn't know when I had woken up but the next thing I knew was Donnie being next to me. Rather than sitting next to me and just staring at me, guarding over me, he was holding my hand and was sitting on the edge of the bed. He was looking at me with big auburn eyes, eyes filled with concern and fear. And I hated to know that the fear was because of me, the concern was directed to me.

And unlike Raph he did try to talk to me, asking me numerous question about how I was feeling, if I was in any pain and so on, I ignored him. I couldn't stand the look of betrayal and hurt in his eyes but I knew I would lose it when I started talking. I was in pain, my wounds were throbbing and my stomach was begging for something to eat. It was something I was used to, I could handle it, I've been handling it for over a year now. The constant hunger, the never-ending pain, it was something that still made sense.

So I remained silent through his questions, allowing to drop my head to the side and for me to close my eyes. Eventually he left me alone and I once again felt asleep.

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Raph had always been the thick-headed brother, never listening to Dad's, or Leo's orders. Once an order was given he never listened and always did the complete opposite. The only thing that seemed to make him obey was to either punish him badly, or something to go wrong. When either of us would get hurt Raph would immediately turn into an obedient puppy, after beating up everyone who was responsible of course.

Leo and Donnie were worse, in a way. While Raph was continuously plagued by his stubbornness, Leo and Donnie had them occasionally. Donnie would stay up all nights just to make us better, lose sleep to make another invention, and we rarely managed to change his mind. Leo was our crazy leader, every time something would happen to him he would just vanish, being replaced by this cold-hearted machine that was the definition of determination himself. Nothing could get him off reaching us.

Don once got hurt in a fight because he defended Leo from an attack. Once all the enemies were actually defeated Leo was left with a bleeding foot and Donnie had passed out but not in any danger luckily. And even though me and Raph could've easily carried him, Leo insisted on carrying Donnie instead, and not even Raph dared to argue with him.

But if I were to believe my family, I was the worst. At least they told me so, but it wasn't true, I wasn't stubborn, I was just determined. And that same thought rang through my head at the moment, I wasn't being stubborn, I was just determined. My legs were trembling heavily beneath my weight but I pushed past the feeling. The stitched in my legs were pulling and it felt like they were going to rip any second now.

My whole arms were bandaged, going all the way from my upper-arm to my wrists. The right wrist was wrapped up even more, and I knew what was beneath it. It weren't the scars that were forced upon me by those scientists, it was my cowardly attempt to end the pain right then and there, to never feel pain again. And with that breaking my family from the inside out.

The first steps were bearable, since I had a wall to hang onto but the way towards the kitchen was hell. My lungs were burning from not getting enough oxygen and I ended up folding my right arm around it. My left arm was continuously flailing, trying to grab onto something that could support me. But as I shakily made my way over to the kitchen, I found nothing.

They had to be in the kitchen. It wasn't late yet, barely 6 in the evening and they weren't in the living room. And with no way I would be able to climb the stairs leading to the dojo, they had to be in the kitchen. I would laugh if it wasn't for the tears stinging in my eyes or my burning limbs. The last time I practically ignored my brothers and right now I needed them more than anything, I needed something to assure me I was safe at home, that I wasn't alone anymore.

I groaned slightly and did the first step inside the kitchen, warily looking around. They weren't here, my brothers weren't here. Instead I was looking at the face of a human boy, Casey. My heart started to race again, I wanted my brothers, my family, April anyone I knew. I gasped and shakily did a step back but it was too late, the teen had already noticed me.

"Mikey..? What are ya doing here?" The teen called out and walked over to me. A hiss escaped my mouth and I just wanted to cry then and there. Even after all these days I was still left with the animal they made me into. Casey however didn't seem scared of me, startled but certainly not scared. It was all too much for me, it felt like the flesh on my legs was ripping apart and I lost my footing.

"Wow easy" Casey called out and I felt two warm hands wrap around me. I sucked up a sharp breath but didn't complain. He was Raph's friend, he saved me together with April, he wouldn't hurt me. He quickly put my arm around his shoulders and helped me over to the kitchen seat. I was surprised for a second, my brothers and father always picked me up but then I remembered we weren't human.

We were way stronger than the average human, we could lift more than they could, and with our shell and plastron weighting us down there was no way Casey could be picking me up with those arms. I couldn't help but to release a satisfied sigh as he placed me down on the kitchen seat and I bent over to ghost my fingers over my legs. The bandages ran all the way from my knees until my ankles, literally half of my body was filled with bandages.

"What are you doing out of bed Mikey, you.. you should be resting" Casey pointed out and I looked downwards. All I wanted was my brothers, not someone I didn't know. The rest may trust him, but I had not enough to trust him as well. "Your brothers are to April, apparently there were people sneaking around her apartment but Splinter is still here, do you want me to get him?" Casey's voice was surprisingly low, filled with the same and yet strange kindness Raph would have at times.

I shook my head numbly. I didn't want Casey to disturb master Splinter for me. And at the same time I wanted nothing more, I wanted dad with me instead of being alone with Casey. I trusted my family, I trusted April because I knew all of them before everything that happened. I knew them, but I didn't know Casey. The rest seemed to trust him, but I didn't trust him yet, and yet I didn't distrust him.

"I don't think we properly met each other and all.. I'm Casey Jones" He suddenly started and I frowned slightly. The kind voice was gone, replaced by his 'normal' voice but it wasn't filled with irritation and it was strangely comforting. I slowly looked up and was looking right into his face.

"Hamato Michelangelo" I replied in a soft voice, earning a toothless smile from the boy in front of me. He was tall, maybe even around 6 feet tall. He was probably even longer than Donnie. But unlike my genius brother he wasn't very muscular. Donnie's arm were all muscular, all of my brothers' arms were, from all the training Splinter had forced us to do. And unlike his hardened features, he was still obviously a teenager, older than April was but not a lot.

"Look Mikey, I don't know you very well and all, so what do ya think about playing a game? You ask me one question, and then I ask you one question. And I won't ask about … well y'know. I just want to know more about you… from you instead of your brothers" He started awkwardly, rubbing the back of his neck with his right hand. I looked down again, my heart beating in my chest again but forced myself to calm down.

"I won't answer them all" I replied honestly, carefully glancing up to the teen again. Casey's expression softened slightly and he nodded with eager. A smirk stayed plastered on his face as he reached for a chair behind him, lowering himself so he wasn't towering over me anymore.

"I understand Mikey.. but I won't ask you anything bad" He shrugged but it was obvious that he wasn't entirely relaxed, and glancing down at my bandages body I could take a wild guess why. "Okay.. first an easy one. Your brothers all have weapons, what were yours?" I grinned faintly, that was an easy one, I still remembered my babies.

"Nun chucks" I replied immediately and smiled at the memories. I always loved my weapons, they were flailing, and they weren't restricting in any way. You could do so much with them, unlike my brothers' weapons, I looked up to him as I remembered it was my turn. "Uhm… family?" I asked and I tilted my head slightly. I had always been curious about learning things, not like I was interested in seeing the insides of my own arm, but if I were to believe dad I was continuously asking questions to him. Why this? Why that? Something that had stuck with me over the years.

"I live with my father and my 9 years old little sister, Shadow. My mom passed away when Shadow had just been born, I had practically been her mother figure" He said with a shrug but I could still see he missed his mother greatly. I could see it in his eyes. "Favorite animals?"

It was plain obvious Casey was deliberately not trying to ask hard question but I didn't care, I found myself actually enjoying it, I could freely ask him questions, find out the answers I didn't have.

My brothers already knew him but I didn't, I had no idea who this guy was and this was probably the best way to do so. "All animals" I replied, my voice still a bit low. "How'd you guys like meet? I mean I know April was almost abducted, but what about you?" I asked lowly, something that has been bugging me for a long time, I always wondered how these two met each other.

The first time we met April was on our first night out and Donnie had immediately fallen in love with the red-haired teen. Of course his little moment creepily staring at her was interrupted at some points, by the ones who in a way created us. Donnie saved her from falling out of a helicopter but was unable to save her dad and after that rescue attempt we had slowly started to become friends.

"It started out as a normal night when I…" Casey started and I found myself immediately drawn into the story. And the more Casey told about the night he had met Raph, or how they fought at first, the more my smile brightened but never quite reaching my eyes. I was happy to hear about how they met but at the same time it saddened me, because I wasn't there to share Raph's experience of finding another human friend, something I know he had wanted for a long time now.

We continued to talk to each other, each asking question and the more Casey told me about him, about his hobby's and even some things that happened to him in the past, I noticed I began to like him more and more. The strange teenager that I didn't know wasn't the one in front of me anymore. And while I slowly started to get more comfortable around him, I had yet to figure out whether I could trust him or not.

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"Mikey what are you doing out of bed?!" The voice came so unexpected that is startled me. My body tensed immensely and my head shot to the source of the sound. My three brothers were standing in the doorway and staring at me with either angry or scared expressions. Donnie's expression however changed immediately when I looked at him. "Oh sorry Mikey I'm just… you shouldn't be walking yet" Donnie continued to ramble and shot forwards towards me.

Donnie immediately crouched down and reached for my legs. Raph walked over to me and put a comforting hand on my shoulder, giving me a soft squeeze to assure me. Donnie gave a soft sigh and started to unwrap the bandages around my right leg. It was still burning but I didn't really notice it. I glanced away and didn't look at Donnie while he was unwrapping my bandages.

"Mikey.. you've torn two of your stitches" Donnie suddenly gasped and I winced slightly as he pressed on top of my leg. I could feel a droplet of blood sliding down my leg but I tried to ignore it. "Leo, give me a towel, it isn't bad but I'll need to clean it" Donnie said in a monotonous tone, something he always used when ordering us around when either of us needed a check-up but I knew it was a way to keep his emotions at bay, so he could focus on getting us better. Though when one of us was in direct danger he turned really scary, basically worse than Raph or Leo.

A towel was pressed against my leg and I winced again, it started to throb a bit more but I ignored it, this was nothing, I have had much worse. The towel shifted slightly and when I accidently looked I saw that Leo was holding it in place. He had grabbed a chair and had dropped my leg on top of his lap, pressing the towel against my supposedly bleeding leg. At the same time Donnie was unwrapping the bandages around my other leg.

"You didn't pull any on this leg but whatever you did didn't do anything good to them. I can see visible strain from the stitches on your leg Mikey" Donnie said with a sigh and put away the bandages. "We need to clean it, and honestly it would be better to bathe you but with what happened the last time.." I shifted uneasily, of course Leo would tell Donnie about that. And it wasn't like I really blamed them.

"I-It's not my fault …" I hesitantly started, drawing the attention from both my brothers and Casey. I glanced up to the latter, looking at him with pleading eyes, hoping he'd get the message. Took him a few seconds but eventually he seemed to understand what I was trying to say. He gave me a short nod and then quickly left the kitchen. Leaving just the four of us. My brothers seemed a bit confused when Casey left the kitchen but none of them said anything.

Donnie had left my leg alone and was now curiously looking at me, waiting for me to start talking. Leo still had the towel pressed against my leg but the pressure had loosened so it wasn't pressed too tightly, and Raph still had the hand on my shoulder. I closed my eyes in an attempt to calm myself down, something that was doomed to fail from the beginning.

"T-They would ….clean me with this… garden h-hose… i-it hurt, especially m-my .. my…" My fingers ghosted over the wound on my arm and I looked down, unable to look them in their eyes. I looked up to them with watery eyes and Donnie nodded slightly, indicating he knew what I was referring to.

"They w-would chain me and spray the cold w-water at me and I … I couldn't do anything to stop t-them. The w-water was i-ice-cold and .. they would l-leave me to dry for hours" I finished and wrapped my arms around my body, in an attempt to get rid of the imaginary cold that lingered around me. I closed my eyes as another shiver rolled down my spine.

I'd be helpless when they would shoot the icy water at me. I wouldn't be able to move for hours due to the extreme cold, waiting for nature to dry me and eventually warm me up again. The only positive point was the fact that they'd leave me alone for a full day. Which always was bliss. My scars never had time to heal, every time they would cut the same wounds open again, every time they would….

My eyes snapped open as two arms wrapped around me from behind me. I raised my hands in a defensive gesture and within seconds the arms left. My hands however didn't stop there, going straight towards my head and grabbing my temples. I wanted to run away, get away from them but I couldn't. If it would be them I'd still try, being free from the chains, but right now I was done.

If I would've been there I would've run, push past the pain and risk tearing my stitches. I would do anything to go back to my brothers but it was no use trying now. My brothers would stop me before I could leave the kitchen. I couldn't help it really. After months of being alone, and learning company meant pain and being cut open, I found it hard to relax in their presence. I knew they'd never hurt me but it was something I couldn't get rid of so easily.

Confusion and yet hurt was shown on Leo's and Donnie's face and for once I was grateful I couldn't see Raph's face. I rejected him while I needed it, and yet I couldn't help it. "M'Sorry… I just…" I mumble, and I was pretty sure nobody had heard me but I didn't care at the moment. I was just so confused. I wanted to be with them, really but too many people made me uncomfortable.

"If you're not comfortable with us bathing you, you can tell me… if you really don't want it I can do it by hand" Donnie never said the words 'but it would be better if we would bathe you' but I knew he wanted to say it. I knew my older brothers, and yet I didn't. They were so different than I remembered. Raph seemed less angry all the time and more passive, Leo wasn't the teenage leader we always knew, who mostly didn't know what to do but he had grown into a full leader and big brother.

Apart from the moment I talked to him a few nights ago. Donnie was different too. He was like Raph less loud. He would mostly be energetic, not as much as I was, but still very energetic and present. But right now he was more grown up, and less noisy. Donnie was still looking at me, and so was Leo, waiting for my answer but I simply shook my head.

"I'll manage.. it's just that…" I stopped for a while again, trying to find a way to say it. I didn't want to look like a whine baby but I wanted to tell them. "They were with so many .. and I was on my own" I softly started, scratching the back of my neck uneasily. I watched as Don's face fell slightly but there was a twinkle in his eyes. I knew that look, it meant he understood.

"It scares you when we're with so much right? It makes you think of .. that place" Donnie asks, deliberately avoiding the word lab, and it was obvious he was struggling not to say it. Pausing in the middle of the sentence to form another word that wouldn't 'hurt'. And somewhere I was grateful he did, I had no idea what hearing about that place would do to me, and I had no desire to find out what would happen.

"If I'm the only one with you, will that be okay for you?" He continues, glancing over to me, and I nodded to him. I'd rather not but no matter how scared I was of being washed, I couldn't deny that the last time with Leo and Raph wasn't bad at all. The water was warm and they wouldn't soak me in the water, they wouldn't leave me gasping for air and they didn't leave me alone to be dried by the cold air.

"Okay it won't be long, after I cleaned your wounds I just need to take those two stitches out and replace them, Leo, Raph can you find a crutch in the meantime. It'll help him to get weight off of his legs, so if he'll be careful he'll be able to move through the lair without our help or tearing his stiches again." He said and I smiled at him. Even after a full year he still remembered how I hated to be stuck on the couch, or being dependent on my brothers to move around the lair when I was either sick or injured.

Leo nodded and shot a look to the person behind me. Raph however didn't complain, the only sound he made was an annoyed huff before he left the kitchen. Leo sent me an apologizing look before he carefully set my leg down again, which had probably stopped bleeding, and walked after Raph. My genius brother let out a sigh and stood up as well, walking over to me.

He had no problem picking me up at all, and it surprised me how much muscles he has gained over the last year, Raph had always been the muscular guy but Donnie was coming pretty close. I glanced at my own arms, over the months I could only watch to see mine disappear until only little remained. I shook it off and allowed Don to carry me to the bathroom. Can't say I wasn't nervous, but I trusted my brothers, I trusted Don so I allowed Donnie to carry me around, the motion already way too familiar to me.

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Answers :D
Also Nick decided to copy my idea of having a Casey/Mikey bonding episode/chapter… Well technically I was after that episode but no joke, I actually had this planned for like weeks xD. And I honestly can't believe I managed to get 6000 words of Mikey POV without revealing too much ^^