Sigrun woke up, with a sharp, stabbing pain in her head. Jean was still beside her, quietly snoring. She had to do something, if Erwin founds out that they were together, he'll probably separate them for good. Being intimate in any way with someone you work with wasn't allowed. But she'll make up some lie, and Erwin will probably be too busy to notice anything.

„Jean... Wake up." – Sigrun gently squeezed his shoulder, smiling softly to herself. If it wasn't for Erwin, she would never wake him up. Right now, when he was in her arms, glimpse of jealousy crossed her mind.

I am the only person who can hold him like this.

He belongs to me now.

But no matter how hard she tried to chase away those thoughts, the urge was overwhelming her.

„W-What?"

The confused expression on his face made her smile again, and again.

„We were sleeping for three hours straight. Erwin is in his room right now, I have to make something up quickly, otherwise, we're screwed."

She sat beside him, still confused about this whole situation. Her feelings were mixed and she still didn't knew if she liked him or not. Sigrun still wasn't sure how will they act towards each other in public. Jean was probably ashamed and it was too hard to imagine that he would be the one who will tell everyone that they are in some kind ofrelationship.

„Do you want a coffee?"

„Look, Sigrun... I think we should end this. You are a beautiful girl, but I already like someone else... I think it's not fair thinking about her when I'm with you." – He said, gazing at the floor.

„W-What? End? End what? It's not like we had something... Don't worry, I won't stand in your way."

„Y-Yeah... I guess I'll leave now."

„I guess that's it. See you later."

„Yeah, see you."

All this time, Sigrun was suppressing an urge to scream. So she really was just something to him, nothing really important. Why? Off all the people, she could say for herself that she really was a good person. Even now, when he told her that, she couldn't bring herself to hate him. Rather than that, she hated herself, cursing her own weakness. After all, who would like her, when she is such a mess. Not only her face but a body too.

„May I come in?" – Hearing loud screams, Erwin knocked, worrying about her current state.

„Sure..."

He stood at the doorstep, out of respect, he didn't want to bother her.

„We are going outside today. Care to join us?"

„You bet I do!"

In a few hours, everything was set and everyone were set and ready for a long awaited expedition. Although they were all soldiers with a years of experience, their faces held similar expressions – fear and helplessness.

„Soldiers are you prepared to DIE for the HUMANITY?"

Erwin was sitting on his horse, now completely resolved to sucessfully end this mission. His voice wasn't shaky, instead of that, he sounded confident. In this moment, Sigrun realized that she don't know a thing about him.

„YES!" – They all yelled in the same time.

„Then move forward, all of you!"

The fear was long gone now and all that was left was will to survive.

„Listen everyone!" – Erwin yelled loudly so everyone could hear it – „I want you to team up in groups of three people! Jean, Sigrun, Mikasa, come with me!" – Somehow shocked, Sigrun swallowed a lump in her throat, nervously approaching to Jean.

„The purpose of this expedition is to survive and gather as many informations as you can, everyone! Battle only if a battle can't be avoided! If you see that someone is in danger leave him alone and escape as soon as you can! I won't tolerate any reckless behaviour!"

Maybe because they were young that they didn't realized how dangerous this is. Not only that, but right now, they didn't have a clue that this will be the worst expedition ever. Without any trace of informations, they will have to abort mission and leave their comrades to die.

„I-I'm sorry for earlier... I really am an idiot, huh?" – He tried to initiate conversation, but it was getting more and more awkward.

„First of all, in this moment, I don't really have a time to think about you. And the things you did. Instead of that, I should probably thank you, as you were toying with my feelings but for a short time. At least, you were honest. Second, can we please stop talking like we know each other? It's embarassing." – After that, he decided not to talk anymore. Rather than that, he kept her at the distance.

„HELP ME!" – They heard a serious of screams, coming from behind. Sigrun turned around only to see a middle aged woman, trying to escape from Titan's claws.

They didn't knew each other but she saw her couple of times in the bar. She seemed like a good woman and it was cruel how the fate was playing with them. Once again, death chose someone else over her. How many times will this happen? And on top of the all, she was calling for help and Sigrun had to turn her back to the friend.

„Let's go Jean."

„But-

„LET'S GO!"

She was cursing all the time, wondering how she would felt if someone she knew left her, without trying to save her. How does that woman felt now? Betrayed? Probably. But it won't last long. She should be dead by now.

„We are murderers, Jean..."

„Yes, we are."

Just when they were about to run forward, Erwin crossed their path. He was visibly shocked, expression he rarely showed. He barely managed to utter few words:

„Titans ate them all. Run. Run for your lives."

Words weren't needed now as the three of them started to ride faster and faster. Even when they reached the wall, they still heard screaming and yelling.

„Are they all dead..?"

„Most of them, yes..."

Instead of relief, Sigrun felt horrible. Eyes of the villagers were all directed to them. One could not help but notice how condemned they are; angry, because they pay huge taxes for the uncapable soldiers. Whenever they go out, half of them returns while the other half serves as a food for titans.

„Thieves!"

„Robbers!"

„Murderers!"

„Cattle!"

Deep down in their hearts, they knew that all of it is true. Humanity has lost its hope. What should they do, how should they act? Is it for the best to give up on everything? Were they really fools?

„Let's go drink something..." – Erwin whispered, unsaddling his horse. Sigrun did the same, wondering what the night will bring. Actually, she wanted to drink her soul out, at least tonight. To properly forget about the events that occured. She wished more and more pain, to agonize her until she finally give up.

The bar wasn't far away, so they made their way through the empty streets. Few nightlamps illuminated the dirty path that was leading to the backdoor. Erwin went first, then Sigrun and everyone else. Like usual, it was crowded, and some of the soldiers were already there, discussing what happened.

„One shot of votka, please." – Sigrun murmured, settling herself on the bar. Erwin ordered the same. Shot after shot, they drank until her shaky legs couldn't stand anymore. Literally, she had to balance. Erwin wasn't in better state, but he was steady enough to carry them both to his apartment.

„C-Commander... Do you think... We are cattle? I think we are worse than cattle, we are scum of this world, rotten trash with no right to live! I want to die, throw me away in the river!" – She yelled loudly, making him slightly embarassed.

„Interesting... I don't want to get rid of you. Not yet." – He smirked, and although her viison was blurry, he could see that smirk. He had something planned; definitely.

„I have an terrible urge to take you here, on the street, but It will have to wait till we reach the apartment. Got it? Now be a good girl and stop talking or I'll really tear you apart!"

Under normal circumnstances, she would be terrified, but now, when she was drunk, everything seemed bright and funny. She laughed at his attempts, she laughed at everything.

Luckily, apartment wasn't far away either. Erwin took her by the waist and she had to wrap herself around his body, making his pants tighter. Luckily, it won't take too long before he smash her against the table and fuck the shit out of her until the dawn break. And after that, who knows? Future wasn't bright for them and this expedition proved that.

He kicked the front doors and they opened, but he didn't bother to close them. With one free hand, he tossed away content of the desk, throwing her roughly on the solid surface of the desk. By now, the lust totally consumed him, making him look like a savaged beast.

Sigrun tried to cover her body, to somehow protect herself from his hungry look, but opposite to her, his hands were strong. He could break her in a moment. Instead of that, he used sheer force to take her clothes off as sooner as possible. Right now, Erwin didn't even tried to be gentle. All the hatred that he accumulated today was mirrored in his every move. Like a vicious monster, he kissed her, leaning against the massive table. She tried to stop him, to push him away, but the weight of his sole body was keeping her from doing that. Kissing soon turned into a biting – like an animal, he bit her, first jawline to the neck and down to her breasts. Although she was skinny and breasts were nowhere to be found, Erwin was bewitched by her tiny figure.

„S-Stop... I-I never did this before, I don't know what to do..."

„Don't worry honey, your commanders knows everything..."

He pinned her hands above her head, and it gave him a good view of her body. Tiny blood drops were dripping from the wounds he gave her, but he licked it quickly, leaving only bruise marks. With other hand, he traced the line, cupping her cheeks in the interprocess. The terrified expression of her face made him more horny, and he couldn't hold it anymore. Not wasting any time on preparations, Erwin whispered:

„This will be a wild ride, baby! Hold still!" – Without warning, he slammed himself inside her body. Agonizing scream of pain escaped her throat while the tears were streaming down her face. He was so huge and she was so small. Even if she was prepared, it would still be painful as hell.

„I-It hurts!" – She cried, trying to hold onto something. Seeing how far he has gone, Erwin pulled out, taking her bridal style. The alcohol in his body was almost gone, but now he was consumed by lust and there was no way that he could stop now.

„Lay here, darling, I'll do something that will make you feel better." – Completely trusting him, Sigrun laid on the bed, completely vulnerable, waiting for him to come. Soon after that, Erwin sat beside her, settling her in his lap, with her back faced against him.

Gently, he pushed two fingers inside her, making her insides wild and crazy. This was completely different from before and now, she felt good as this was something new to her. Sigrun took his hand, helping him to push even deeper, to the limit.

„I-It feels so good..."

„I know."

When she was on the verge of cumming, they shifted places so the Erwin was one who was at the top. Slowly, he started rubbing the tip of his cock against her entrance. The good things was that he was man who could control himself, otherwise, she would be probably dead by now.

„I'll start slowly, but you have to tell me if it hurts you."

„O-Okay." – She replied with a crying voice.

Now it felt better when she was so wet; it was making it easier for him to experience how deep he can go. She was still a virgin, so the walls of her vagina were clenching his dick even when he wasn't full inside. If this were to continue, he could cum any minute. That was how good it felt.

And then it happened.

Spurt after spurt, his cum filled her small body. Even when he thought it was over, it was coming out, more and more. He tried not to do this, not to release his seed inside of her, but this time, instinct overpowered self control. Wanting nothing more than this, after three more shots, Erwin collapsed beside, almost unconscious Sigrun. She had to breathe, to collect herself.

What the hell happened?

Is that commander Erwin?

The effects off alcohol started to worn off.

rom Tita