Well hello there…*avoids the tomatoes being thrown in my direction* I know I know I haven't updated in like 3 months but (there's a but don't kill me yet!) I'm on an exchange program guys I'm on the other side of the world on a bloody boarding school!
So I haven't had time to finish my draft of this chapter and now that I've finished I will update!
i know it is like the lamest excuse ever but it's true! i am really sorry for not updating in a lot of time!
Hope you like it!
Star's POV
"She's not worth it" Robin said
"I knew she was nothing but a slut" Beast Boy said
"No I'm not" I whispered more to myself than to the others while trying to stop the tears cascading down my face
"SILENCE!" roared Cyborg slapping me across the face making me fall.
"Please friends stop you are hurting me" I pleaded trying to get up only to be kicked down again
"Who cares slut?" asked Drina the smirk audible in her voice while she grabbed my hair pulling it backward so I had to face them
"We never did love you nor cared for you" said Cyborg in a dangerous whisper
"It was all pity" Concluded Raven kicking me in the chest throwing me backwards while leaving unable to breathe.
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I woke up with tears streaming down y face that's when I felt a gentle hand in my shoulder
"Sending you t sleep wasn't the best idea huh?" said raven pushing me back to the bed. Once I was lying down again she continued "want to talk about it?"
I shook my head I didn't want to tell anyone about this yet
"Star I hate to be this direct but what happened yesterday?"Asked the half demon
I shook my head again
"Ok then. Want to go for some breakfast?"
I nodded
"I will go to get it. Don't move" she said getting up from the spot next to my bed
"No friend I will go no need to worry about me I am the fine" I said as I tried to get up only to be invaded by the feeling of dizziness
"You sure you are ok? I don't mind at all"
"Oh no! Friend stop worrying about me I am the fine" I said as I headed to the door
"Ok I will be in my room if you need me" said the short haired girl before disappearing
I headed out of my door and to the kitchen.
Once I entered I saw Drina there sitting by herself drinking a glass of water.
"Hello friend Drina isn't it a glorious morning!" I said while spinning
"Oh hey slut! Let's get this straight once and for all. First never call me friend because I'm not your friend; never speak to me I don't like your voice, style, dyed red hair or, ever so annoying, personality generally I don't like you so let's make this easy for the both of us. Is that ok sweetie?" Said the brunette in a mocking tone
And that was it! I wouldn't let her insult me in that way!
"You know what FINE! I will not call you FRIEND nor will we be friends. Let me just make myself clear I was willing to be friends with you but if you do not want to be friends with me then fine! WE SHALL NOT BE FRIENDS!"
Just in that moment a very confused Beast Boy came in
"What's going on? I heard screaming" he said rubbing the back of his head
"Nothing friend I was just discussing with Drina but it is all the alright now" I hurriedly said
"Ok…" the changeling said but then Cyborg stormed to the kitchen
"Who's up for some meat for breakfast?" he asked generally
"What? No way man tofu!"
"Meat"
"Tofu!"
"Meat!"
"Tofu!"
"Just shut up and cook both like every morning" barked raven entering the room with Robin
"Good morning friend Robin" I said once we were all seated
"Morning star" he answered sending a smile in my way
Once we were all eating an awkward silence fell upon us and I knew what was in everyone's mind. Why did I suddenly fall and then have a breakdown?
"So… mind to tell us what was going on yesterday star?" Robin finally said speaking for everyone in the room well minus Drina
"I…" I started but was cut off by a metallic hand placed on my shoulder
"She will tell us when she is ready isn't that right star?" he said smiling down at me while I nodded and mouthed a thank you in his direction.
"Cyborg is right Robin let the little freak be" Drina added with a smug grin on her face
"I…I do not feel the hungry anymore" I said picking up my barely touched food and setting the plate near the dish washer
"Come on little lady you got to eat something" Cyborg said getting up but before he could reach me I floated a little
"I thank you for your concern friend but I do not feel hunger anymore" I said walking out of the room and into my own room.
Once I entered I caught sight of the unfinished charm that lay on top of my drawer.
Seeing it made me smile a little, they represented what my friends meant deciding to use my time in something productive I took the unfinished charm and started searching for the glass and metals that the trinket was made of.
After some time a knock on my door broke the silence that reigned at my room.
"Star… are you ok?"
I got up from my bed in which I was finishing the charm and opened my door only to find the familiar face I plastered the most convincing smile I could muster at the moment
"Hello friend Robin I am the ok. Why do you do the asking?"
"I came to check up on you, all of us are worried you missed lunch and dinner" and that's when I realized he had a plate full of food in his hands.
"Oh is tit that late? I am the sorry for doing the worrying of you friend, it was unintentional, but I am the fine I do not feel the hungry after all but Thank you" I said before I closed the door without leaving him a chance to reply.
I leaned on the door and heard him sight in frustration placed the plate in the floor and dropped himself next to it then I heard soft footsteps coming his way.
"Hard day?" asked the slightly high pitched voice
"You don't know half of it" he answered
"Why do you put up with twit over there?"
"She isn't a twit and we don't put up with her but sometimes feels like it with all the new to earth concept you know?"
"Sometimes you need a break I can see it's hard on you. It must be exhausting"
"At times but I wouldn't change a thing"
"Really?"
"Really"
I looked down to find their shadows barely separated from each other showing how close they were.
There was utter silence and just some soft breathing could be heard until that transformed into jagged breaths full with passion.
And the tears stroked me once again.
"Wow" I heard robin whisper
"How about we go for a date and I'll think about giving you more wows?" She said getting up from her spot and disappearing down the hallway.
I lay on my bed after that. I'm guessing it would be another sleepless night