Ok I know it´s been a while guys but I´m determined to update as quickly as possible! And sorry for the spelling mistakes if I happen to have one

Anyways on with the story

Disclaimer: I own nothing as we all know

"Hey Star you ok?" Beast Boy asked me, yet again

"Yes" I answered a little too quickly but smiled anyways

"You sure?"

"Yes, thank you friend" I said before continuing to stare out of the window. It was a gray rainy day, a perfect reflection of my feelings. Though it had been weeks since Drina and Robin kissed and officially became a couple I couldn´t get rid of my feelings for him and to worsen things up everyone in the tower knew something was up with me and I wished so badly that I didn´t knew myself.

Robin wasn´t my boyfriend whatsoever but why did I feel jealous of Drina? Why did it hurt when I saw them together? Why did I feel so betrayed by him? Why did feel so numb inside?

Because you love him a voice inside of me answered. As I pushed those thoughts aside I resolved that Robin could date whoever he wanted. I was no one to stop him and I will just have to play pretend for a while.

I tore my gaze of the window when I heard the door slide open and here came the both reasons of my mood. In strode the brand new couple holding hands while peeking at each other from the corner of their eyes.

I could not stand this very long so I got up from my spot and walked past them, not before I give them my best fake smile. Robin seems to see right through it because a second later he is holding my wrist and forcing me to look at him. I lower my gaze willing myself not to look up, knowing the consequences of doing so.

"Are you ok star?" he said as he let go of Drina´s hand to take mine

"I am the fine friend" I mumbled not daring to look up

"C'mon star what's wrong?"

"Nothing is wrong friend why would you think that?"

"You are walking" he said with a smug look on his face. I cursed my stupidity, now everyone knew something was really wrong. I quickly thought of an excuse

"It is nothing friend, it is just that my brother´s disappearance anniversary is in a few days. I am the sorry if I worried you" That was not a complete lie but I learned to accept the pain of Wildfire's disappearance a couple years back.

Comprehension dawned on Robin's face as I jerked my hand and wrist out of his hands and continued to walk down the hallway. I needed to talk to someone and I decided that will be Cyborg not only was he one of my best friends but he was really protective of me and Raven, he even told me that I was his little sister and I was glad I could always count on him plus he knew my feelings towards certain leader of the group.

Once I reached the door I raised my fist to knock and after a few seconds the door slid open only to reveal the half robot behind it.

Before he could even mutter a word a launched myself at him and started sobbing uncontrollably finally letting my grief and pain over take me, he quietly closed the door behind us and led me to his bed giving me a comforting hug all the way.

Once I managed to calm down enough to finally break the hug he looked at me and with a serious face asked

"This is about him and Drina isn´t it?" I nodded as a response

"C'mon Star its ok"

"I think she is only using him friend, I don´t do the trusting of her" I said and immediately felt Cyborg tense up and abruptly pulled me away. I looked up only to his hard gaze towards me.

"You just say that because you´re jealous! She is dating Robin why shouldn´t you? But you know what? You can't always get what you want and in the moment you wanted Starfire! You think you are above us all because you are a princess?! Then let me break it down for you! PRINCESS YOU ARE NOT IN TAMARAN ANYMORE! Just because the biggest problem you ever had was what dress you are going to wear or what shoes match your dress doesn´t give you the privilege to judge people like that! You are so FAKE! God I can't believe I bought your act!" He yelled

I stared at him in disbelieve. Soon enough tears welled up in my eyes but I refused to let them fall. After a moment or two of silence all that sadness suddenly became a rush of anger.

"I am NOT the jealous friend! I also know that I cannot always get what I want in the moment I want it! To add more if you don´t do the remembering I came to Earth escaping from the Gordians plus if you know the nothing about me then don´t do the judging, what or who gave that privilege to you friend?" I started to walk towards his door but before I disappeared into the hall I turned back to him and added "I cannot believe I bought your act friend!" My voice dripped with sarcasm before I walked out of his room

I decided that some training would help me calm down so I headed to the training grounds failing to notice the other smirking female disappearing from view.

ok this was meant to be longer nut i couldn't let you guys wait more so here it is! Again thanks to forever. robstar for letting me use her story as inspiration!

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PS: I hate making cyborg the bad guy but you'll se why letr on! bye! till next time!