A.N

Minor fluff alert and some...orange? Lime? Yeah you get the picture.

Disclaimer: We do not own Death Note

-Mello-

The look on Matt's face when I left was priceless. I couldn't stop the fond smile from appearing on my face. He was going to be pissed when I got back, but I needed to think. I stood on the beach watching the moon rise. Should I have told him? Should I have let him that close? I crossed my arms across my chest; I could feel my fa ade breaking. I was trying to hold it together. Four years, four fucking years, then in three days it all comes falling down. Should I risk it? Was Matt worth it? I knew he was. Deep down I knew he was. I guess the question was, was I ready?

I walked back to the room smiling as I saw Matt sleeping on the bed. Walking over I climbed on top of him kissing him awake.

"Hey." He looked up sleepily, he looked like a puppy. Cute.

"Hey," he mumbled back.

"Wanna go to the beach? Or go for a swim?" He sat up.

"Sure. I could go for a swim." I walked and grabbed two towels from the bath.

"Ready?" Matt nodded and followed me to the pool. We stayed silent on the way down. When we reached to pool we still stayed silent. I placed the towels on a chair and striped. No one else was there and Matt had seen me. So what was the point of going to a changing room? I knew Matt was watching me as I walked to the diving board and did a graceful dive into the water. I surfaced and swam to the infinity edge. I could hear the water moving behind me. Matt paused beside me.

"Mello? Or would you rather be called Mihael?"

I tensed. "Don't call me that. Mihael is dead." He backed away obviously hearing the venom in my voice.

"Sorry."

I sighed. "Don't be. I'm just being a jack ass." Matt slowly moved closer. I held an arm out and he swam over. I threw my arm around his shoulder drawing him close.

"Hey, Mello." I looked over and was surprised when Matt pressed his lips to mine. Pulling him closer I was surprised to notice that he was swimming a la Mello and had ditched his swim trunks. I gasped into the kiss. Matt took the opportunity to press his tongue against mine. We had been kissing awhile when I heard giggling. Pulling away I looked to the side. Sure enough there was Misa.

"Misa Misa is sorry. Misa didn't know Matt-kun and Mello-kun would be here." Matt blushed and tried to hide; rolling my eyes I let him hide behind me.

"Could we get some privacy please?"

Misa giggled, waved and skipped off. "Have fun you two!" You could practically see the anime heart floating above her head.

"So where were we?" I couldn't stop the smirk as Matt turned as red as his hair. Kissing him I ground our hips together. As he gasped I took the invitation to deepen the kiss. Whining Matt pulled away.

"Mello, not here "

Chuckling I moved to kiss his neck. "Why not Mattie?"

"What if someone else shows up?" Running my hands down his sides I gave him my best devious grin.

"And how would that be a problem?"

"Mello " Even though he was beyond embarrassed I could hear the warning in his voice.

"Fine." Pouting, I pulled away. What? He's not the only one who can work the puppy eyes. Matt pressed a chaste kiss to my lips.

"Just not here ok?"

"Yeah, yeah." Grinning I dunked him under the water before swimming across the pool.

"Dammit Mello get back here!" A sputtering Matt chased me across the pool. I laughed. We rough housed in the pool for awhile. It felt nice to just let go and act like a typical care-free twenty-year old. Pinning him against the wall of the pool I kissed Matt roughly.

"Ready to go back?" Breathless he nodded. Climbing out of the pool I wrapped a towel about my waist, gathering my clothes, waiting for Matt. As we walked back I was surprised when he took my hand. When I looked at him he just grinned at me (oh so adorable) and squeezed my hand. I found I liked it. Me, Mello, the one who only had one night stands was feeling all fluttery and giggly like schoolgirl over some nerdy photographer. How the fuck did this happen? Was I actually hoping for a relationship? This was new. Now the question was did he actually want to be in a relationship with me? He knew how fucked up I was When we made it to the room I still needed to think.

"I'm going to take a bath." Much to my surprise I was stopped with a kiss.

"Can I join you?" Raising an eyebrow I walked to the bathroom, swinging my hips.

"Come on then." I turned on the water and watched it fill the tub. Matt stood awkwardly behind me. Once the tub filled I turned off the water, and turned and faced Matt.

"Ready?" He nodded and slipped in after me, settling between my legs once again. I kissed and bit at his shoulder. I loved the way Matt was gasping.

"Mello, stop, we're i-in the room. C-can't you wait until w-we're out of t-the bath?" I gave an over dramatic sigh.

"I suppose." Matt gave another one of his to cute to resist smiles.

"Turn around, Let me help with your hair." Pausing I did what he asked. It was nice, being taken care of like that. After the most fluffy, non-sexy, bath I have ever had Matt pulled me to the bed. Catching me off guard, he pulled me on top of him.

"Now we can do this." Tangling his fingers in my hair he began to kiss me. I shocked myself as I pulled away. Matt wasn't happy either if his face was anything to go by.

"Mello, what? Why?" I placed a finger to his lips. Suddenly feeling like a girl I faltered before asking my question.

"Matt, just what is it you want from me?"