First of all, I'm sorry for not uploading anything these days. My grandpa is at the hospital and I'm fucking worried as hell. And sad. *I'm about to cry again.. damn* He is precious to me, and I got depressed YEAAAAAAARS ago when my other grandpa died... So be sorry I'll be depressed again if this one dies... /ORZ *sob sob*

Anyway. A new chapter. In the end I was like: OK. WRITE ANOTHER CHAPTER OF A STORY.
But then I was like: OK. LET'S PLAY ''IB'' AGAIN!
And THENNNN I was like: ... Shit :) Forgot to update my story/stories. Well, tomorrow. C:
And that happened this past days.

Gomeneeeeeeeee. /sob.

Hope you like this chapter.
If you wonder why it's crappy: now you know why. I'm kinda unable to write... Tomorrow I'll update all the other ones and I will start with ''Ice and Heaven 4Ever'' her request; a story about SuzunoxAphrodi ; v ;

Oh, and for your information: I passed my exams. That made me a little happier ^_^ Okay, a lot xD But still I'm worried, okay? ;_;

Please review though. Just don't be too hard. ((maybe some other time, I can't take that right now.))

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''Never mind. I'm going to tell him tomorrow. We just had a great week and to immediately ruin the mood is just stupid.'' I said to Kanata with a sigh, we were still sitting in bed, naked.

Kanata started to stroke my hair softly while looking at me with a smile.

''You just told me you'd do it today, because at some other day you wouldn't have the guts.'' And with that he pressed a soft, gentle kiss on my lips.

''Man, this is SO unfair.'' I sighed deeply once again.

Kanata laughed a little while he continued to stroke my hair.

''Life is unfair, honey-chan. Just call him to meet up somewhere. The longer you wait, the more desperate you'll be.'' Kanata replied.

''That's true… Thanks.'' I thanked him, and gave him a kiss.

I tried to take my phone, but Kanata slowly pushed me down after the kiss I just gave moments before that.

''Man, I so hope he is going to dump your or… You are going to dump him. I want this body to be mine, forever.'' He said with an evil smile that graced his lips.

I blushed a little. Then I cleared my throat.

''Whatever. Can I call Sheri-kun now? The longer you let me wait, the more desperate I'll be, ne?'' I said with an innocent smile on my face, and sat back down while Kanata laughed a little.

''Hm, you got me there, honey-chan.'' He chuckled.

I took my phone and sighed deeply; quite nervous.

I went to 'my contacts' and called Sheri, waiting for him to pick up his phone.

Beep. Beep.

Beep. Beep.

''Akuro Sheri, speaking~!'' A happy voice began the conversation.

''Sheri-kun, it's me.'' I said with a serious tone in my voice.

''Hey Fujin. Something wrong?'' He immediately asked me, already sounding worried. Looks like he noticed my serious tone.

''I.. Well. Um..'' I stuttered.

''You….? What's up darling? Want me to come at your house or something? … … Ryuu-san didn't rape you again, now did he?! If so, I'm going to make him stop FOREVER by killing that guy, seriously!'' He started to scold.

''No, no. You don't have to come and Ryuu-nii didn't do anything bad…'' I replied.

Another sigh of mine.

The conversation was about to die.

Then Sheri spoke again, calmly.

''Then, what is it? Want to meet up somewhere- Want to go to my house?'' He offered.

''Yes, please. I want to tell you this face to face, instead of being a pussy-ass and just telling you on the phone.'' I answered.

''Okay, then. I will see you in a couple of minutes then, I guess.''

''Yes, see you.'' I finally said and ended the conversation, while letting out a big sigh.

''Good job, honey-chan. Now dress up and go… wherever you decided to meet up.'' Kanata winked and stroked my chest softly.

Even though I felt guilty for what I just did, I couldn't help but to kiss Kanata again, and again… and again. His lips felt so good, and I wanted to feel them over and over again.

Why? I don't know, perhaps because… I was in love with him?

So in the end, while he stroked my chest, I kissed him with a lot of passion.

''H—Honey-chan, aren't you supposed to.. hng.. go to Akuro-san right now?'' Kanata said while letting out a moan when I rubbed my body against his.

''Yes. But I like it here.'' I said with an innocent smile on my face. Kanata laughed a little.

''Just go to him, already. You can go back to me once it's all done, okay?'' Kanata replied while stroking my hair.

I started clinging on Kanata, like a little kid.

''I really don't want to right now….~'' I whined.

Kanata looked at me with a serious face.

''You. Out of bed, now. You're going to dress yourself up and go to Akuro-san. After that you'll get back to me and I will please again~'' He winked.

I sighed deeply and let go of him, jumping out of the bed. Then I started to dress myself up, starting with putting on my boxer, followed by my jeans and then my t-shirt.

Kanata dressed himself up as well, smiling at me.

'Ne, you can do this~ Call me when it's over.'' He winked.

''Over? The event or the relationship.'' I smirked.

…. 'Both of them~'' He laughed and gave me another kiss, filled with passion. Filled with love.

I closed my eyes as soon as he kissed me, wrapping my arms around his neck.

''Oi, oi honey-chan~ You should really go right now.'' Kanata laughed.

''Okay, okay.'' I mumbled, and let go off him once more.

I unlocked the door again, and walked downstairs towards the front door.

''Where are you going, Fujin?'' Ryuu-nii, whom was sitting in the living room watching television, asked me with a curious tone in his voice.

''Sheri-kun.'' I replied.

''Wasn't Kanata good enough for you, or something?'' He smirked.

Then I started to smile a bit.

''Have I ever mentioned I was going to Sheri-kun because Kanata wasn't good enough for me?'' I laughed, though Ryuu-nii took this all seriously.

''No, but it's just a question.'' He sighed.

''Don't worry about it, okay? I'll probably be back soon…'' My smile disappeared.

Then Ryuu-nii kind of figured out what was going on; he nodded once.

''Okay then. Don't make it too late, hm? And don't make Kanata wait too long, as well.''

I smiled at him, and then opened the front door. I walked one step outside, and then I closed the door behind me.

'Osu! Let's go!' I thought by myself, and began to walk towards Sheri's house.

- Akuro Sheri's house, Entrance of the House -

I arrived, and rang the doorbell once. I was shaking, nervous of what Sheri would do. I cleared my throat, to make sure my voice wouldn't crack when I would greet Sheri.

Finally, after I almost wanted to ring the doorbell again, Sheri opened the door.

''Yo, come in.'' He smiled, gentle.

''Hey.'' I replied shortly, an walked inside.

Since I've been there so many times, decided to immediately walk towards the living room and sit down on a couch.

Sheri took a seat next to me, and laid an arm on my shoulder.

''Tell me, what is it?'' He asked, seriously, while stroking my neck a little bit.

I sighed deeply, and started to shake a lot.

''E—Eto…'' Was the only thing I could say.

''Don't push yourself, that'll only make it more difficult to say. Take your time.''

I was a crybaby those days, so of course I immediately began to cry. I flied into Sheri's arms while laying my head against his chest; crying like a baby.

''Ssht. Don't cry, what's wrong?'' Sheri comforted me while stroking my hair. He did his best to calm me down; I appreciated that.

''W—Will you ever hate me?'' I cried.

Sheri laughed a bit.

''Of course not, silly. Why would I? I love you, okay?'' He winked. ''Why do you ask that?'' He continued. ''Did someone says he hates you?- It wasn't that Takahashi again, was it?'' Sheri immediately smirked.

I shook my head while holding Sheri tightly.

''N—No. It wasn't him. It wasn't like that. I've done something wrong. And… Sniff… You are probably going to hate me for this.'' I said, still crying.

Sheri sighed.

''I will never hate you, okay? I promised you. So please tell me what you've done.'' He whispered in my ear. ''And stop crying, please.''

I sniffed again, trying to stop crying. Of course, I was still sobbing. I released Sheri from the tight holding, and looked at him.

''W—Well….'' I sighed deeply.

'Fujin, you can do this! Just TELL him already! IF he breaks up, you still have Kanata!' I thought by myself, trying to encourage myself a bit.

''I just… had sex with Kanata.'' I said, quickly looking away.

Though I could tell Sheri was shocked(OF COURSE HE WAS!), since I heard a little gasp coming out of his mouth.

''W—What? Why? Did he… force you? Or was it of your own will?'' He asked. ''Please LOOK at me, when I'm talking to you!'' He ordered.

I carefully looked his way, and saw the very shocked expression on his face.

''First he was forcing me a little, but in the end I let him do whatever he wanted with me. When it was about to go to sex, I—I agreed.'' I confessed.

A long, uncomfortable and scary silence was hanging around in the room. The whole atmosphere was like that; uncomfortable and scary.

''You hate me now, hm? I thought so. Of course you would.'' I stood up, not looking at Sheri. ''Then I'm going now.''

Just when I wanted to walk away, Sheri grabbed my hand while he stood up as well. Then, he pulled me into a VERY tight hug.

''I don't hate you. Yes, I'm shocked. Surprised. Perhaps, a little disappointed. But the fact you immediately tell me, that you're even COMING to me… It makes clear you feel guilty about it.'' He said while he buried his head in my hair.

''Of course I feel guilty! I CHEATED ON YOU!'' I sighed.

''I know you did. But I forgive you.'' He softly said to me.

There we stood. He was hugging my tightly, while I was hopelessly standing there.

''Ne, Fujin. Be honest,'' Sheri began after a couple of minutes.

''What is it?'' I asked.

''Did you like it? Don't worry, I won't get angry if you did.''

''Yes, I did. In fact, I enjoyed it.'' I once more confessed.

''I see. Was he… Better than me?'' Sheri then asked.

I looked up to him; not knowing what to say.

Okay, for your notes, I had TWO options: 1. Tell the truth and hurt his feelings RIGHT away. 2. Lie, and hurt his feelings afterwards when he would figure out somehow.

''—jin? Fujin?'' Sheri snapped his fingers, since I was lost in thoughts.

''H—Huh?'' I shook my head. ''Sorry, what?'' I asked.

''Was Saitō-kun better than me? I mean, with the sex.'' He asked one more time, now a little more detailed.

...

...

I chose for option one, because I'm a motherfucking jerk.

''Yes. H—He definitely was. I love you! I REALLY do! B—But it was the best sex I've ever had, to be honest.'' I said, and looked away again; not knowing how Sheri would reply to that.

I hope you liked it.
OH AND LOOK AT THE COVER OF THIS STORY! It's AkuFu(AkuroxFujin)! ^^
Drew it myself. Will color+shade it soon. (:

Fujin: :CCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCC WHY. DILEMMA.
Me: ... Shaddap.
Kanata: Writer-chan isn't in a good mood ^^;;
Fujin: .. Oh. ... ... DON'T CARE.
Kanata: ... I do.
Ryuu: So am I. Fujin, show a little more respect.
Fujin: *sigh. Pat's writer* Gomene.
Me: ^^ I wuff u guys. *cling*