Turned out Callen had arranged for them to leave Thursday afternoon for their trip. That way they would get there that night and have two full days away. The closer to the time they were supposed to leave the more nervous she got.

Finally Callen stood up and grabbed his bag. "Ok Finn let's go."

Finn looked up and closed her lap top and picked up her bag. They stopped for burgers to eat on the way. The drive took a few hours and they mostly stayed quiet on the drive.

At some point Finn fell asleep. She woke up when the car stopped. Callen had pulled into a bed and breakfast that sat right on the water. "Nice place."

"Hetty knows the owner so we got the best room in the place."

They checked in and were led down a long hall to a room in the back. It had to be the honeymoon suite. Finn was going to kill Hetty. The room had French doors that opened to a patio and a path to the beach. The bathroom was huge with a sunken tub. But it was the bed that drew Finn's eyes. The thing was huge.

Callen was busy unpacking and didn't seem to notice. "So I thought we'd take a walk and see what's around here then find a place to eat."

"Yeah ok." Finn finally snapped out of it and pulled her stuff out of her bag.

"You ok?"

"Yep just fine."

"Finn what is it?"

"I haven't been away with anyone in a very long time is all."

"Hey noting has to happen ok."

"Ok."

They headed out to explore. It was still early so there were a lot of people on the streets. Callen had been her many times but mainly for work. After about an hour they found a little café that looked good. They then headed back to the room.

Once they were back Callen really wasn't sure what to do. Finn knew he was being cautious and decided it was time to come clean.

"Callen I think we need to talk."

"Your breaking up with me aren't you?"

"No." Finn looked at him and took a deep breath. "You might want to sit down."

"Ok what is it?"

"Remember that nut case I told you about from when I was a marine?"

"Yeah."

"Well a year and a half ago he got out on good behavior." Finn looked at Callen. "He came after me."

"Finn what did he do?"

"Tom grabbed me when I was letting myself into my apartment." Finn started to pace. "He decided that if he couldn't have me he'd make sure no one else would ever want me either."

Callen was confused. He want to say something when Finn stopped him. "Let me get this all out ok." Callen nodded.

"It was a Friday and I didn't have to work that weekend. I figured out that no one would miss me until Monday. Tom must have known that too." Finn started pacing again. "He drugged me. Most of the time I was pretty out of it."

She wrapped her arms around herself. "It was some time around Saturday that I came out of it enough to know I was really in trouble. He had a knife out and the next thing I knew he was cutting into me."

"Crap." Callen said. He was holding onto the bed afraid to move.

"I'm not sure how Gibbs knew but he showed up at my place that night." Finn stopped pacing. "If he hadn't showed up I'd be dead right now."

"Finn how bad did he cut you?"

"It might just be easier to show you." Finn took a deep breath and pulled her top over her head. Callen first saw the scar that ran across her left breast and down between them. She pulled off her bra and he then noticed all the small cuts in X's across both breasts. They had been made with shallow cuts but the scars they left where still visible.

"Ok that's not that bad."

Finn sighed and kicked off her shoes then dropped her jeans. Callen's eyes got huge. A deep scar ran from her left hip across her lower belly and dipped between her legs. Finn closed her eyes and pushed her panties down kicking them off.

Callen rubbed his face with his hand. He didn't know how anyone could do something like this to another human being. He looked up at her face and Finn still had her eyes closed. He realized she was afraid of what she would see in his eyes if she looked at him.

Finn was standing close enough that Callen could reach out and touch her. He put his hands on her hips and pulled her closer so she was standing between her legs. Callen put his head against her and wrapped his arms around her body.

"I don't care about the scars."

"You shouldn't have to look at them."

"Neither should you but it's something we can deal with."

Callen leaned his head back and looked up at her. "You are so beautiful."

"I don't deserve you."

"Yeah well you got me anyways." Callen stood up and pulled her into his arms. "I'm going to run and get us some beer. Get dressed and we'll find a movie to watch. Callen kissed her and headed out to find beer. Finn shook her head and got ready for bed. She pulled out one of Callen's shirts and pulled it on with her panties.

Callen came back with a six pack and a bag. "Hey I found donuts too." He kicked the door shut and stopped dead. Finn was sitting on the bed wearing his shirt. "Ok didn't expect you to be wearing my shirt but ok."

"Didn't think you'd mind."

"Yeah I don't." Callen put the beer down and handed her the bag of doughnuts. "I'm gonna go get changed."

When he came back Finn was surfing the tv looking for something to watch. "So find anything good?"

"Not really." Finally Finn found the new Batman movie. "Oh the Dark Night sweet."

"You like Batman?"

"Who doesn't"

Callen laughed and joined her in the bed. He opened them two beers and they settled in to watch the movie. It was almost over when Callen looked at her. "So do I get to see what you bought with Abby this weekend?"

"I don't know I kinda like this shirt better."

Callen laughed and turned the tv off. "The shirt does look good on you but I think it would look better on the floor."

"Really well who am I to argue with you." Finn giggled as Callen pulled the shirt off her body and tossed it away. "Way better on the floor."

Callen started kissing his way down her body licking each and every scar on her chest. He wanted her to understand that they really didn't matter. Finally he latched onto her nipple and sucked hard.

"Shit." Finn said as she arched her back up off the bed. She grabbed his head and held it in place. Callen finally pulled away and moved to her other breast giving it the same attention. Finally he started moving down her body till he came upon the scar that ran down between her legs.

He licked the length till he met her panties. Callen pulled them off tossing them across the room. He liked the entire scar to it's end then pushed his tongue between her folds. It had been a long time sense either of them had been with anyone so their bodies were in a frenzy to find release.

Callen wanted to hold back as long as he could and just let her enjoy this. He started to suck on her and Finn screamed. He was glad they had a room off to itself right now. Callen looked up at her and smiled. Finn had her head tossed back and her eyes closed.

Callen pushed in two fingers finding her tight and wet. He moved his fingers and went back to sucking on her. A few minutes later Finn exploded around him."

"Wow."

"Yeah and it's not over yet." Callen spread her legs and sunk into her. It took him several thrusts to get completely into her. "God this feels so good." Callen started with deep long thrusts until he could feel Finn raising her hips up to meet his. Callen kept moving faster and harder until they were both calling out each others names and collapsing.

They lay there for a long time afterwards just holding each other. Finally Finn drifted off to sleep. Callen simply held her.