[A/N] E-EEEHHHHH?! CHAPTER 19 ALREADY?! Whoaaaa, this is going so well! ^_^
Thanks everyone for the support! ^^ I think this story will reach it until chapter 30 or 35, and then it'll be done.. Well, let's move forward to the story, then!
I really hope you like this chapter. I'm sorry it took me so long... I am still very busy, sigh. So.. GOMENE! T u T
Kantoku-senpai opened the door and I walked inside when she gave me permission – the house was also huge from the inside… At that moment, I literally was surprised since I first thought my house was as big as it could be in a (small) town like this. But to my big surprise; it definitely wasn't. I took off my shoes before I continued walking more inside the big house.
''Y—You live here by yourself, kantoku?'' I asked her, but she just smiled without answering my question. She took off her boots and walked further into the house as well, with me following her.
''Ne, Tamota-kun. Do you want a cold glass of fine coconut milk?'' She asked me, in return, I just smiled. Kantoku-senpai laughed a little bit. ''You win, you win. I will answer your question later on, is that okay with you? I am more worried about you, at the moment.''
I nodded once. ''T—That's fine with me. O-oh, and no, please. I…'' I blushed a little bit and looked away. ''I'm allergic to that, kantoku. A—A glass of water is fine with me, too.'' I replied.
''Okay, then. You may take a seat in the living-room. If you'd like, you can turn on the television and watch some series or something; make yourself feel home!'' She winked, and walked towards the kitchen. I just made my way through the big, long hall and eventually ended up in the so-called living-room.
'Just put a bed in here and it's a sleep room for the elder people.' I grinned in myself, and took a seat on one of the couches. I looked around, first at the walls and then at the ceiling; yes, even the ceiling was interesting! The whole house looked like a lounge room from a five-star hotel. It was huge, luxurious and it felt really good to be there. The atmosphere was also really relaxing, unlike the atmosphere at my house. It was always chaotic at mine, stressful… Yeah, that's a little bit of a description of my house.
After a couple of minutes(I was still staring at the walls and the ceiling), kantoku-senpai came back with a tray. There was a glass of coconut milk on it, a glass of water with ice cubes and two pieces of strawberry-chocolate cake. She put the tray down on the table in front of us and smiled at me. ''I hope you like strawberry-chocolate cake, though. Or that you aren't allergic for that.''
I shook my head with a slight smile on my face. ''I am only allergic to coconut milk, that's about it. But thanks a lot, I'm sure I'll be enjoying this!'' I happily said.
I had a slender body, even though I ate a lot of unhealthy food. I just didn't gain weight. And believe me, I was(and still am…) really happy with that. I mean, eating is just awesome, right? … Yeah, well. Ehm, let's continue before we stray off the story itself. You wanted to know it, after all.
''Ah, anyway, Tamota-kun. I don't want to push you but just now outside, you looked really bad. Can you please tell me what happened?'' Kantoku-senpai said, once again with that warm and sweet smile on her face. Normally, that would disgust me, but when she is doing it. Well... I don't really mind.
''W—well.. Eh.'' I picked my glass of water and looked in it, feeling a bit nervous. ''It's just… I just broke up… with someone.'' I sighed.
''Oh… Yeah, ending a relationship is… Really hard. Believe me, I understand. I once had a relationship and that ended. Never had a relationship with someone else ever since.'' She smiled. Then she patted my head. ''If you want to talk about it, please do.''
I nodded once and began to explain what happened, only the relationship part, though. When I was done, kantoku-senpai looked quite surprised. Probably because I was a boy and had a boyfriend, maybe she disliked that?
''I see… Well, to me that best friend of yours, Saitō-kun, ne? He sounds like he tried to turn you against Akuro-kun. It might sound harsh, but perhaps he was really jealous and made it all turn out like this.'' She replied.
''I never actually thought about that… But, I think so. However, all the things he said about Sheri-kun, he was just right about it. Although at some point, Sheri-kun was definitely right about a thing…'' I, once again, sighed.
Kantoku-senpai looked at me with a curious expression on her face. ''Oh? May I ask what that might be, Tamota-kun?'' She smiled slightly. I nodded once; I could trust her, right? She was my kantoku, after all. And to be honest, a very good person to talk to. ''Immediately when I got into a relationship with him, my brother… Didn't do… Things to me anymore.''
''Things? What kind of things?'' She asked politely.
''Things as in kissing, having sex… Well, forcing me to kiss and have sex with him. When Sheri-kun became my boyfriend, my brother didn't force me. He actually didn't do a thing to me in a sexual way.''
''S—So your brother actually… Raped you? Did you ever said this to your parents? To the police?'' She asked, and pulled me into a hug for some fucking reason.
''M—My father knows it but… He is too busy with things, I don't want to bother him with it. And my mom… Well, she will punish my brother for it, but then he will lock me up, so…'' I said with a little smile. ''A-ano kantoku-senpai… Y—You can let go of me, you know?'' I laughed.
''I'm sorry, when I just hear this I feel terribly sorry that all of that happened to you…'' She replied while letting go of me. ''Just remember that when you want to go somewhere else, you are free to come here anytime you want.'' She smiled.
''Arigatou, kantoku-senpai.'' I said with a smile back, and took a sip of my cold water. ''Can I ask you a question?'' I suddenly said to break the silence.
''Sure, go ahead. What do you want to know?'' She replied with a warm and gentle smile on her face, again.
''How was your relationship with your parents and siblings if you had them?'' I shyly asked her; I was really curious about it… Yet she giggled a little.
''Well.. Honestly? I had a GREAT relationship with my older brother, I still have. I never had a good relationship with my father and I still don't. And my mom… Well, she died when I was very young, but I'm sure that if she would be alive I would have a great relationship with her, and also with my father.'' She said with a wink.
A great relationship with her brother, huh? Yes I was really jealous of that. I mean, why did (almost) everyone in the whole fucking world have a great brother(if they had one), and I had to live with a rapist dude?
''It's really great you had a great relationship with your brother!'' I smiled at her, and she nodded once. ''Yes, it's really fine to have one indeed. But you can also have very good friends and make it feel like they're your brother as well! That's what I have with Kidou-kun, to be honest.'' She chuckled. ''We've been best friends for so many years, it feels like he is just an older brother to me now.''
We continued talking about such things as friends, family and a lot of other stuff. As for example how kantoku-senpai got into soccer and the reason she also still loves to dance.
A couple of hours later, I realized it was time for me to go home. I was actually really glad I could talk about it with someone, and also talk about a lot of other things with someone else, instead of only Sheri-kun and Kana-kun.
I opened the front door and walked inside. ''I'm home!'' I yelled through the whole house. Immediately Kana-kun ran towards me. ''And? And? Did you two break up? I suppose not… You made out again, didn't you? That's why you are home so late…'' He said with a disappointed expression on his face.
THAT was the reason I actually didn't want to go home… But I had to confront him again soon, otherwise it would look like I was avoiding him…
I sighed a little bit and shook my head. ''No, we did not make out. I broke up with him. I just went somewhere else for a little while. I'm sorry for making you wait…''
Kanata's eyes began to sparkle a little, and he pulled me close with one arm. ''Does that mean… You are mine now~?''
I blushed a little and looked away. ''Y—Yes. BUT… Just for a little time, to be sure if I really love you. If not, I just break up without mercy and you have to accept that… Understand it?'' I said, facing him again and looking quite serious.
Kana-kun gave me a kiss full of passion and smiled. ''I'm sure you'll love me~ How about we go upstairs and make love to each other, hm~?'' Kana-kun said with a naughty smile on his face.
When I sighed a little bit as some sort of reply, Kana-kun dragged me upstairs to my own room; and here goes my uke-mode again. 'I'm not strong enough… There is no way I can fight against someone like that..' I thought by myself, and didn't struggle.
Once upstairs, in my room, Kana-kun locked the door once he closed it and roughly pushed me on the bed. He quickly took off his own shirt and came onto the bed as well, kissing me wildly while playing with my tongue. ''You have no idea how long I waited for you to be mine, Fujin.'' He smiled and ripped off my shirt without any mercy and began to play with my nipple; I let out a soft moan.
I quickly wrapped my arms around his neck while kissing him back wildly as well and with passion. Yes, maybe… maybe breaking up was a good idea… However, I felt like I could still be happier with Sheri-kun, yet I destroyed our whole friendship…
Next chapter will be a lemon chapter, euehhuee.
So... Because my character dumped Sheri Akuro-sama... I'm going to claim that smexy guy myself :')
Ice and Heaven, may I have Akuro-sama as my boyfriend~? /I am willing to change into a guy if he wants? C: