[A/N]Been on a hiatus. Very, very sorry. Had a lot of things going on and I actually still haven't fixed my problems yet.
So that's why... GORE CHAPTER! OF COURSE PERVY, BUT ALSO GORE! IF YOU DON'T LIKE READING ABOUT BLOOD, PLEASE JUST... DON'T READ :I
Just sayin'. Thanks. Need to write down my anger/sadness right now.

Sheri-kun looked at me, being all serious. I gasped a bit, and took a step backwards. He began to scare me a little…

''Jin-chan… I…'' He began, but I already cut off his sentence. ''No. Don't say anything. We're over, okay? 'Us' is the past, I'm moving on. I have Kana-kun. I'm sorry everything happened like that. But it's better like this,'' I replied.

Sheri-kun sighed deeply, a little irritated perhaps. ''That's not what I wanted to say. Well, maybe a little bit but…'' Then he looked straight into my eyes. ''I'm getting you back someday. Prepare for that. Even if it means killing Kanata-san.'' And with that, he walked away.

I just stood there; blinking a couple of times with my eyes, trying to realize what the heck just happened. This was no good, as his boyfriend(and best friend, I didn't even know anymore), I had to tell Kanata so he could protect himself…

I took my cellphone out of my pocket and called Kanata, as I walked away from the school. I didn't feel like going back to class again. Yes; my bag was still in the classroom, but I was sure I could get it back from the teacher or someone else the other day.

''Ah, honey-chan~'' A happy voice replied on the other side of the line. Kanata finally picked up his phone. I probably woke him up. He was homeschooled, you see? And his parents didn't really hold an eye on when he had to take a lesson or whatsoever.

''Kana-kun. Can we meet up at my house? I ehm… I'm really bored right now and I don't feel like going to school,'' I lied, just to get him at my house.

Kanata chuckled softly. ''Of course. I'll be there in ten minutes if nii-san brings me. Otherwise it'll take a bit longer~''

I sighed, relieved though. ''Thanks. See you then. Bye.'' I replied, as I hang up the phone and continued walking home.

My hands were shaking a bit; I didn't want Kanata to get hurt… Alright, let me tell you about Kanata as I walked home, so we can skip all the shit about 'I walked on the streets. And now in the grass.' Etc, that's all unnecessary.

Okay. As you might know, Kanata and I have been friends for as long as I can remember. Best friends immediately, if you tell me. He was actually the one who helped me a lot and learned me not to give up. However, I recently figured out he really changed a lot. As you might have noticed, he does everything to keep me with him. Yet he doesn't take good care of me. It's just… I really couldn't reject him. Not after what he told me, he was so right about it…

Anyway. He used to be really helpful and caring. It just changed a lot when Ryuu-nii became his senpai. After that, he kind of got into an obsession with me. Or rather to say; into an obsession of having sex with me. Oh yes, Kanata loves guys with a young and cute face. Kind of… Shota's actually - And NO I am NOT calling myself a fucking shota, okay?!

So that's kind of what you have to know about him, for now… And otherwise I'll tell you more about him later on, if you'd like.

I arrived home after twenty minutes, since I walked really slow and actually took a longer route. Of course Kanata was already standing at the front door. ''Yoohooo~ Ho~ney~chan~'' He said as he pulled me in a close embrace.

''O-Oi.. C-Can't…breathe…'' I sort of said, as I tried catching my breath. Kanata immediately let go off me and chuckled. ''So what's wrong?'' He asked with a smile.

''Let's go inside. Only Cherry is at home right now. The rest is either at work or… out.'' That last part(the –out part) was more meant about Ryuu-nii. Mom and dad were, of course, working. Well, probably having a deal with someone from another country again.

''Let's just talk and ignore her, then. And maybe do some… Other stuff~'' Kanata innocently replied, as he opened the front door with a spare key he got from Ryuu-nii. He walked inside and I followed him, closing the door behind me.

I sighed deeply and looked at Kanata. ''I ehm… Was wondering.. Are you good at defending yourself?'' After I asked that, I looked away.

Kanata grinned a little bit. ''Of course I am. It's the first thing my father learned me and Ryuu-senpai learned me…'' He chuckled. ''Why? Is my sweet honey-chan worried about me~?'' He asked in a teasing way as he stroke the right side of my red cheeks.

''Y—Yes. I talked to Sheri-kun this morning again. It wasn't really special but… Just take good care of yourself, and don't get yourself killed okay?'' I replied as I held a bit of his clothing.

Kanata smiled, and chuckled softly. ''Ne. Have you ever killed? As in, a human?'' He suddenly asked. I looked up, and shook my head.

Of course not. I only learned how to kill animals.

''Then it's time. Fujin, you really can't keep on living like this, do you understand? You are seriously turning into one of… 'them'. Those who don't know how to really live their lives; your classmates and such.'' Kanata's face was all serious, not even one smile appeared on his face.

I gasped a bit, and just agreed with him by nodding once. ''I-I understand… But why would I kill someone?!'' I then asked, a bit panicked.

Kanata was thinking for a moment, and then smiled. ''Let's start like this;; who would you want to be killed RIGHT now?'' Of course Kanata was hoping I would say 'Sheri-kun', but no way. Actually, Sheri-kun never did anything wrong to me.

One person did. One person annoyed me all the time, no matter what. A little smirk appeared upon my face. ''That bitch who's home right now,'' I replied.

Kanata looked surprised for a second, but then smiled again. ''Alright. Then let's start with her~ I mean, your father doesn't care about it, right? He hates her just as much as you hate her, am I right?'' He asked.

I nodded once again. ''Yes. Even Ryuu-nii hates her. Except for mom –''

''Yes but your mom is kind of a whore, to be honest. She took advantage of your father when he was drunk, right? That's how she was born.'' Kanata quickly said.

I chuckled. ''Yes. That's why I always say she's my half-sister. We are biologically brother and sister. But because my father wasn't himself back then, I just say we are from different fathers.'' I replied again.

Kanata nodded. ''Anyway. Go grab the sharpest and biggest kitchen knife you have, alright?'' He smiled.

I did what he asked from me, and walked towards the kitchen; searching for the sharpest, cleanest and biggest kitchen knife we had. I walked back to Kanata. ''Is ehm… This good enough?''

Kanata laughed loudly. ''Holy shit dude, what the fuck does your mother use to cook?! Is she cutting a pig alive or something every evening for diner?!'' He joked.

I chuckled softly. ''I suppose…''

Kanata gave me a soft kiss on my lips and smiled. ''Anyway. Let's do something about that one miserable piece of your life, shall we~?'' He winked as we walked upstairs towards Cherry's room.

Of course the little bitch was having a 'tea party' with her fucking teddy bears and plushy ponies.

I hid the knife behind me, as Kanata instructed me just before we walked in. Cherry looked up and smiled happily at me. ''Onii-sama~! Are you joining me, Mr. & Mrs. Teddy and Mr. Pony-chan with our tea party~?''

A big feeling of annoyance slid over my whole body. However, she just continued talking. ''Whoaa Kanata-san is here as well!'' She smiled happily and stood up.

''SHUT YOUR FUCKING MOUTH!'' I shouted at her, and she took a step backwards. She bowed a bit; she was used to me yelling at her. Yet she didn't really care.

''G—Gomen, onii-sama…'' She apologized gently.

''Quit your stupid apologies! They don't work! I'll never forgive you!'' I snarled, as I showed the knife.

Suddenly her eyes became big. She started to sweat a bit from angst. ''O-Onii-sama?!'' She asked with a tremble in her voice. She was scared. She was definitely scared. She knew what was about to happen…

She started to yell, and quickly ran out of the room. Kanata was too slow to catch her. ''DON'T FUCKING LET HER GO!'' I yelled angrily at Kanata, as we ran after her. We stopped running as she couldn't go anywhere anymore.

''Well, well, Cherry-chan. Seems like you've trapped yourself.'' Kanata chuckled and looked at me after he said that. ''Now, take your chance before she gets away, ne?'' He winked.

My hands were shaking a bit. Yes, I was really able to kill an animal, but I've never killed a human before.

Cherry cried at me, her Bordeaux red hairs hanging in front of her face. ''O-Onegai, don't… don't hurt me…!'' She sniffed.

Kanata sighed deeply. ''Tch.'' Kanata snatched the knife out of my hands, and harshly stabbed Cherry in her left shoulder with a bright smile on his face. He took the knife out of her shoulder, and stabbed her again. He repeated those steps over and over again.

Cherry was yelling out loud from pain as she cried. Blood was dripping out of her shoulder as she gasped for air.

The same big smile as Kanata had, appeared on my face as well. The sight was just… beautiful! Something I'd like to see every day of my life…. ''Oi! It's my turn now.'' I smirked, not being able to hold myself back anymore. If Kanata was able to do it, I was able as well.

Kanata chuckled, gave me a kiss filled with passion, and gave me the with blood-covered knife. ''Have fun, honey-chan~'' He winked, as he held Cherry for me.

Of course Cherry was struggling, trying to get away, by trying to kick me. However, it didn't work. I tightly grabbed her right hand with my left hand. The knife was in my right hand and I chuckled. ''Seriously. You're so ugly. So stupid. An annoyance. To everyone~'' I smirked as I murmured a soft tune. I slammed her right against the wall and laughed.

''This will be so much fun~'' I stated, and cut off her pinky/small finger. Cherry's cry became louder, as well as her yell did. All I did was laugh, and cut off the rest of her fingers slowly and painfully.

My right hand was also covered with blood now. However, I didn't care. I was enjoying the moment way too much. This was just… lovely.

Soon enough her other hand was fingerless as well. Cherry was panting from all the yelling, yet still crying a bit while gasping for air. ''S-Stop it… One…gai…'' She cried. Kanata held her tighter.

''Do it. Finish it. Finish it now.'' He ordered me.

As a reply on that, I lifted her chin up a bit and made some small cuts in her face while smiling. ''Stop what? Your life? With fucking pleasure.'' I chuckled, and stabbed her a lot of times through her throat.

Blood was spitting all over my face, my clothes. Pleasure covered my face as I laughed. ''You're getting… So beautiful now…'' I chuckled, and then stabbed her at her heart to make sure she would be dead.

Kanata let go off her small, dead body, and let her fall on the ground. He smiled proudly at me as he was also covered with her blood.

I, however, panted a bit from the intensive stabbing from just now. I looked at her dead body and couldn't help but to keep on smiling; it was so beautiful…

Kanata walked up to me and took the knife. He threw it inside her body with the sharp side and then turned back to me. ''Ne, you did a great job~ Even better than I expected…'' Kanata complimented me, and embraced me as he softly kissed me.

I kissed him back and wrapped my arms around his neck. Before I knew it, I felt the wall against my back. I didn't care though. I knew exactly what Kanata wanted now, and I let him. My whole body was his.

Kanata's cold hand touched my bare skin under my shirt and slowly went up towards my chest. A shiver went down my body from the cold hand, as well as a very soft moan escaped my lips. ''Mn… Kana-kun…''

[A/N]OMG THIS IS SO BAD I SERIOUSLY GOT INTO THIS AND THEN I NOTICED I ALREADY WROTE AROUND 2,000 WORDS. OMFG I'M SO SORRY AHAHA- I GUESS I DON'T HAVE A WRITERS BLOCK ANYMORE WHOOOOHOOOO.
And I do not regret killing Cherry- okay maybe I do, just a little.. o/A/o;; /embarrassed now.