This is set in book 1: The School for Good and Evil

Sometimes I look at other girls and then I stare at myself and feel vulnerable. Pretty girls make me hate myself, pretty girls make me cry myself to sleep at night, pretty girls are the reason I'm not loved.

When I stare at Sophie, all I see is a beautiful soul destined to be great in life. She has flowing golden locks and green eyes.

When I look at myself, all I see is a witch, a failure. Do I believe what they say? I don't know what to believe anymore...

I'm ugly and that's a fact. I will never be loved and I'll never get married. I'll never have children and I'll never have someone looking over me.

Sophie has it all. Ever or Never, she still has boys running for her. I'll never really know how things are for her down in the School for Evil, but all I know is that where she am isn't right.

"Sophie!" I called out, spotting her by the school gates. I waved as she caught my attention, moving her eyes over to Tedros who was making his way to her.

I sighed, turning my back. Pretty girls get boys, ugly girls do not. I sat by a tree and couldn't help but stare at them laugh.

Her smile was oddly hypnotizing, causing Tedros to keep staring at her. Yet he seemed quite out of it, deep in thought. The awkwards silence was always filled with forced laughter. Is that true love?

They must really like each other. I'm pretty sure Sophie likes him. I try to help her, just to get us home, but sometimes I envy her love and wish I could have something like that.

That's why I'm evil, for sure. I don't want Tedros. I want someone better than him, to make me feel like a princess for once.

Tedros won't kiss Sophie. I'm oblivious to the reason why, they seem to like each other, but the spark that should be there isn't.

I tell her to dig deeper, but all she sees is skin. His blue eyes, his half smile and his tanned skin. She likes his muscles, that's what she told me. They're okay, but I don't see the difference between a skinny, muscly or overweight human being. What matters is the inside and I believe what's inside him is a cold soul.

Sophie doesn't diserve a boy like him. Tedros doesn't diserve a girl like her. He should be forever alone for he is a murder, a friend stealer and all he knows how to do is cause conflict.

I stood up, dusting myself and headed inside. "Agatha!" Someone called from behind, I turned, my eyes falling on Kiko.

"Hi." I waved simply, waiting for her to catch up. "Tristan talked to me today..." She informed. I sarcastically gasped. "Really? Oh my gosh."

She rolled her eyes, opening her mouth to continue. "We were talking about school. He's going to tutor me on Survival."

I forrowed my eyebrows. "But you're tutoring me on that. You already know how to surrvive in the woods."

"I know," She chuckled. "Agatha you know nothing about love. I'm just trying to get us closer, you know?" I nodded, trying hard not to fight back with another word.

"He's coming over to my dorm tonight. I'm so excited!" She squealed. I sighed. "I've got to do homework anyway. They're the ones due tomorrow."

Kiko shook her head, laughing. "Of course." We got to the stairs. "I've got to go to my dorm and get ready." She ran off, the other direction.

"He's just gonna tutor you, dress casual!" I yelled. She nodded, screaming a 'thanks' before disappearing from my view.

"Since when we're you a love guru?" Someone asked from behind. I turned around, my eyes settling on Tedros.

I sighed, folding my arms. "Since love became mainstream." He chuckled, resting on the rails. I turned around, not realising that he was following me.

I turned around, hands on my hips. "Why are you here? This is the way to the girls dorms, ya know." He nodded.

"I wanted to ask you a question." My eyes popped, quite set back by his words. "You want to ask me a question...?"

He nodded, kind of regretting even coming up. "About what?" I asked, quite intrigued. "Well," He rubbed his neck. "Since you're the love guru and stuff, I just wanted to ask you how you feel about Sophie and I, if what I'm doing is right."

I sighed, rolling my eyes. "Tedros, we both know I don't like you," His lips curved into a smug smile. "But I guess you make Sophie feel good-"

Tedros cut me off. "Because she is good." I sighed, nodding. "Right. Well I was saying, if you stick by her, you'll show everyone that she was right all along and I might be in the wrong school."

Tedros nodded. He chuckled, feeling a rush of guilt flood him. "After talking to you, you actually made me believe that you are good. Funny, right?"

I stared at him, unable to say anything. He noticed the awkward silence. "Thanks for the advise. Well I better be going." He turned around, making his way to the boys dorm.

"Wait," I called, making him turn around, quite frustrated. "Do you like...Sophie?" Tedros shrugged, scratching his head.

I sighed, feeling my eyes burn. I shut them tight before walking into my dorm and slamming the door shut.

Pretty girls get love first. It's all too stereotypical.

"Sophie!" I called out from my dorm window. She was down in the grass, don't know how she got there, but now I had a chance to speak to her.

She looked at me, smiling weakly. "Come down, I've got to talk to you." I nodded, walking out of the school and I to the midnight air.

"Hi." I waved. She didn't wave back, but stayed in her place. "I've got to speak to you about something."

I nodded, waiting for her to continue. "I think its time you move on." I forrowed my eyebrows. "Move on with what? What do you mean?"

"I don't want to leave, Agatha. I'm going to live my life with Tedros in a castle and kids and everything!"

"What?" I whispered. "But what about going home?"

"If you want to go home, you better find some type of Prince Charming." She shot back, fire in her eyes.

"But Sophie," I whispered, my voice cracking. "We're a team."

Sophie cackled dryly. "Since when? I'm good and soon Tedros and I will prove it." I nodded, turning the other way.

"Okay, well...I'll see you around." I ran into the school, aiming for my dorm.

"Hey?" I turned back, forgetting the fact that my eyes had red circles around them and I had already been crying.

"What?" I spat, staring up at him. "I've got the answer to your question." I rolled my eyes turning calc around but warm hands tugged me back.

"But I've been thinking about this all day." I sighed, turning around. "Fine, spill. Tell me how you love her and want to spend eternity with her forever and have babies and live in a magical castle."

He forrowed his eyebrows and then it turned into laughter. "But why would I want to spend my life with her if she isn't the one?"

Now it was my turn to look speechless. "Okay, alright. Who is it then?"

Tedros shrugged. "I don't know. I'm starting to think I might fly solo, live a life without heartbreak and stuff."

"That's pretty much my life summed up " I sighed, causing him to smile. He took my hand, squeezing it. "I guess we can do that together then."

Maybe we will. I'm not pretty sure where my life will go from this confusing line he just gave me, but maybe pretty and ugly girls don't exist.

How did you like it? I wrote this because about the lat chapter of my story I wrote about how Sophie said that Tedros broke her heart and stuff. I created since this was the first time they felt a little something for each other.

The point of deleted scenes is where I enter snippets from my story which we're deleted and for me to write ideas that you want.

I only have three more spaces until I finish with this story forever. o_O

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