A.N.

Sorry this took so long. Kat had work etc.

Hope everyone did good on results day yesterday. I'm so proud of you all :')

Also I started a mini PWP series. So if your a fellow pervert, go look and review :)

Disclaimer: I do not own Death Note


-Mello-

I woke up alone in my bed, but could smell fresh smoke.

Matt was here. He stayed.

I wrapped myself in a blanket padding softly into the living room. Yawning I crawled ontop of him curling into his chest. Still asleep he wrapped his arms around me. Content the nightmares would stay away I fell asleep.

I woke alone. I was about to panic when I realized I could smell coffee. Relaxing, I wrapped the blanket around my shoulders walking into the kitchen. I couldn't help but smile; Matt was singing under his breath cooking breakfast.

"Oh! Hey Mello." I looked awkwardly down at my feet.

"Thanks for staying…" I looked up as a kiss was pressed to my forehead.

"Don't mention it. Now go shower. Unless you forgot you have a shoot in two hours."

Shit.

I had forgotten, it was an ad for a jean company…I guess I needed to get ready then, and I was looking forward to spending a day at home…

"I'll be there, stop looking so…un-Melloish…" Rolling my eyes I stalked to the bathroom slamming the door behind me.

"Better!"

A couple hours later I was dressed in a pair of tight, low-rise jeans as a giggling girl (trying to make it in the business no doubt) was rubbing oil on my chest. Matt just scoffed at her antics and continued to set up the black and white film. I was leaning against the wall as Matt took the test shot. He looked pleased about something…

"Matt…."

"Yes?" Oh that was too innocent to be good.

"What are you so happy about…?"

"Nothing?" Narrowing my eyes I crossed to him and yanked the picture from his I smacked his head with it.

"I told you not to mark me asshole!" He looked way too pleased with himself.

"Not my fault you're such a delicate little flower."

"You're an ass." Matt opened his mouth to reply when the director came onset calling for order. Giving him a "this is not finished" glare I walked to my position getting ready for the shoot.

Regretting my decision to car-pool with Matt I climbed in the back letting him know I was still angry.

"Mello…get in the front."

"No."

Rolling his eyes he put the car in gear driving us home. When we arrived he kissed me in the lobby, before walking down the hallway to his place leaving me alone.

Alone…

Mad though I was I suddenly realized I wanted him around… Clinging to my pride I forced myself to my penthouse and into my empty room.

What did he do to me? I used to be a hard ass, now I trembled like a little girl at the thought of being alone.

He took care of me.

He understood me.

He loved me.

Love, such a foreign word to me, it was something I hadn't had since before Krista died, even then it wasn't the same.

And I …loved him?

Why was this so hard?

It had been three days since I last saw the red-head.

I was miserable.

Sighing, I gathered my pride and walked down to his apartment. He answered the door and I was ontop of him, kissing him deeply.

"Mello! What the fu.." It was cut off by a moan as I bit his neck. He finally managed to pull me to arms length.

"Mello, what the hell are you doing." Shifting awkwardly I ran a hand though my hair.

"Nothing, never mind…" I turned to leave.

"Hey," I was pulled back against his chest. Wait he was… "never said I didn't enjoy it. Just wanted to know why I was randomly attacked like that."

A weak "three days…" Was all I could manage.

"So pathetic, Mells." He pulled away; the comment stung.

"Well, are you coming?" I looked up from the patch of carpet I had been staring at. He had pulled off his shirt and was leaning against the door to his room.

"About to be."

"Perv"

"You took it out of context." Rolling his eyes, I was pulled onto the bed.

"Out of context my ass." I shut him up with a kiss, pinning him down; yelping as he flipped us.

"So, I never got to cash in my favor the other day…"

"No, I guess not…" I warily looked at him.

"I want to top."

Oh hell no.