They released Sean and we were now in my car ready to head back to Toronto, but before we left I had to tell Matt I was going. I was nervous, and afraid. All the hard work, all the promises, and I was leaving him again. I knew that this time, he may never forgive me. Sean turned down the radio, causing me to scrunch my face in annoyance. "Excuse you? Don't ever turn down the Classics." I stated.

He rolled his eyes. "What's wrong? If you're having second thoughts, then stay here. No one would blame you."

I pulled into the parking lot, and then slowly turned to face Sean. "I want to go back, yet I don't...or rather I shouldn't. I have so many things running through my head, it's all so much and I can't take it. The only thing I know for sure is that we lost Vince, and now Emma. I know that I need to be in Toronto, with all of you, but I am afraid."

Sean pulled his hoodie off of his head, "What are you scared of? Look me in the eyes, and be honest. Is it Eli?"

I bit my lip, hesitating before speaking. " Yes, and no. I should be scared that I'll ruin my career, or that I'll disappoint the man who is a father to me, but what I'm really scared of is not being wanted. I'm a top FBI agent, why would Eli or any of you guys want me around? If it had been anyone else in that interrogation room besides you I would have broke them into tiny pieces. I would have thrown them in jail, and shown no mercy. I am the enemy Sean. I'm not the same Clare I was before."

Sean stared at me, the building, and then back to me again. The corner of his lips slightly lifted, and he let a chuckle escape. "Shut up. You're so stupid for someone who is so smart." My mouth opened in awe. "Don't give me that look, dummy. This building, and this parking spot with your name on it, isn't you. Sure, you're a suit and tie, but you are still loyal to your family. You proved my point by saying that if it had been someone else, you would have thrown them in jail. You let me off the hook because I'm your brother, that's all that matters."

I opened my car door, and ran to the passenger side. Sean got out, and we both hugged each other. Hugging him made my brothers face appear in my mind, and for the first time I didn't feel guilty. I felt like my brother was watching me, and that he was happy I wasn't alone.. "Sean. Thank you."

He pulled away, playfully shoving me. "For what?"

"Being my brother."

His face softened, "It's not a choice, you can't pick your family."

I nodded, and began walking to the side door entrance. Flashing him a thankful grin. "Let's go."

"Clare." He called out.

I turned around. "Yes?"

He smiled, "You've always had a brother, you just have more now. He's proud of you, I know that much."

I felt a lump in my throat as I nodded, "Come on, we're wasting time. Dummy."

When we approached Matt's office, I looked at Sean in agony. "Oh my God, do you have to?"

Sean stood by the door hunched over, with his grey hoodie on over his head, and his hands in his pockets. "Are you embarrassed of me?" He laughed.

I rolled my eyes, and opened the door. We slowly walked in, and Matt didn't flinch. He kept his eyes on his paper work, "Clare back so soon? Did you get the bad guy?"

I crossed my arms, barley whispering. "Yeah, I caught him alright."

Matt laughed as he looked up from his paper work, running his hand through his jelled black hair. When his hazel eyes landed on Sean, he dropped his pen. "Who is that, Clare?" He questioned.

I shut the door, and then walked to his desk with sadness in my eyes. "It's Sean, my Sean." Sean smiled and waved, as Matt's face turned pale. Matt didn't know much about Sean besides that he was the leader of the family, and I knew Sean being near me infuriated him.

"No. Oh God no. Was he the bad guy?" I nodded ashamed. "Matt stood up, throwing his hands in the air. "How! Clare why? Why is he here! What did you do!" Matt's usually tan skin became red in anger. "Why am I even asking! It's obvious, you gave him a get of of jail free card!"

"I'm sorry!" I yelled in desperation. "I couldn't let him go to Jail, especially not with Emma's service being tomorrow! I had no choice." I sobbed. "Understand, please."

Sean took a step forward in a protective manner, causing Matt to lift his eyebrow. "Don't even think about it, homeboy." Sean looked away, controlling his anger for my sake. After a few awkward seconds of silence Matt's face softened, and he pulled me into a hug. "Clare I know this is hard, but you can't keep doing these illegal things and then expect to stay with the FBI. It doesn't work that way my darling."

My eyes widened, as I pulled away. "You're going to tell on me?"

Matt shook his head, "Tell on what? I can't tell what I don't know. Get out of here, and don't come back unless you've made a choice. A real one." His face was hard, and I could no longer see any sympathy left in his eyes. I didn't blame him. I gave him a thankful glance and then grabbed Sean's hand, pulling him out of the office. He didn't say a word to me, not on the way to the car, and not even on the way back to Toronto. He knew I needed to be alone with my thoughts, Sean was always good about leaving things alone when necessary.

Anon-Do you know that you're my favorite person? thank you for your support!