Today I was suppose to have the day off from school because it's President's Day, but we missed to many days of school so now I have to go. Damn.
Well happy Monday, everyone.
"NOW can I go up and stop the potato from probably fucking my brother because he's too fucking stupid to realize what the hell's going on?" Lovino grumbled as he glared over at the staircase.
Checking the time, Antonio nodded. "Si, I suppose so. I'm coming with you though," he said.
Lovino didn't reply as he darted out of the room and raced up the stairs.
Antonio ran after him, hoping nothing was happening.
"Why the hell are the fucking lights off?!" Lovino snapped once he reached the room. "You really are fucking each other aren't you?! You're DEAD potato bastard!"
When the lights flipped on, Feliciano squealed in pain from the sudden flash. "Veh! Fratello!" he whined, sounding tired. He was curled up on Ludwig's lap, having only a few minutes ago convinced the German to finally put his arms around him. "You can't just come into my room!"
"Shut up! Now what the fuck IS this shit?!"
"Get out!" Feliciano screeched, throwing his many stuffed animals at his twin.
"The hell I will!"
"GET OUT!" Leaping from the bed, Feliciano dashed to the door, shoving Lovino back into the hallway and slamming his room shut. "I'm going to get a lock for this door if you don't stop coming in like that!" he yelled.
"Why?! So you can fuck that bastard whenever the hell you feel like it?!" Lovino yelled back through the door.
"I'm not having sex with Ludwig!" Feliciano cried. "Why can't you just trust me?! Nothing is going to happen! I'm not as stupid as you seem to think I am! If he does something I don't like, I am perfectly capable of kicking him out myself!"
"Who says you have to be stupid?! All it takes is ONE fucking drug and the asshole has you!"
"Ludwig isn't going to drug me! He isn't a bad person!"
"That you fucking know of!"
Feliciano smacked his palms against the door, leaning close to the wood as he growled, "I could say the same for Antonio."
Said Spaniard, who had finally caught up, blinked.
"The FUCK was that?!"
"You heard me! If you can talk bad about my boyfriend, I can do the same to yours!"
"Why you-!"
"Er… Feliciano….?" Ludwig spoke up from behind Feliciano. "Maybe it is better if I leave the room for a bit…"
"No!" Feliciano whipped around and sent a bone-chilling glare at the German. "You are in my room and only I am allowed to kick people out or let them in. If Lovi has a problem, he just has to deal with it!" The last few words where directed back at the door.
"FUCK YOU!" Lovino snapped and kicked the door then stomped off.
Worried, Antonio followed after the werewolf. "Lovi?" he asked gently. "Are you okay...?"
"I'm fine!"
"I don't think you are..."
"Well aren't you SO fucking smart!"
Frowning, the Spaniard gently wound his arms around the Italian, hugging the teen close to his chest. "It's okay, querido," he said gently. "You can tell me what's bothering you. That's what I'm here for."
"NO!"
Glad that at least Lovino wasn't fighting the hug, Antonio began to gently rub his back. "Okay, Lovi. You don't have to tell me. But I'm here for you, if you need me."
"… let go."
With a sad frown, Antonio very hesitantly released him.
Lovino glared at him and walked off to his room.
Feliciano turned and walked back towards Ludwig, his eyes watering, bottom lip quivering.
Ludwig reached out and pulled Feliciano close. "Are you alright?"
The Italian sniffed. "N-No," he whimpered, curling up in the German teen's lap, laying his head on the other's chest.
"I'm sorry…."
"F-Fratello hates me now..." Feliciano cried, clinging to Ludwig as tears dripped down his cheeks. "He hates me, and he hates you, but I don't want him to hate you because I love you and that's not fair but he's so mean to you and I can't figure out why and it's so frustrating because I'm not mean to Toni but he's so cruel to you and it's not fair! I love you, Luddy! W-Why can't fratello accept that!" His cries turned to heavy sobs and he shook from the force of them, pressing himself as close as he could to the vampire.
Ludwig continued rubbing Feliciano's back. "He'll get over it…. Eventually. But I know he'll get over it.
"N-No he won't! He d-doesn't trust me at all! He thinks your going to r-rape me every time we're alone! W-Why does he think that, Luddy! It's not fair!" the werewolf sobbed. "He t-thinks I'm to weak to protect myself!"
"Then that's his own problem," Ludwig calmly said. "You shouldn't blame yourself for it.
"I-It is my problem! When he does stuff like this! I-I just want him to accept that I love you! That's n-not asking to much!" Feliciano cried."I f-feel like doesn't care about my feelings!"
"He does care. He's just not thinking."
Feliciano sniffed.
"Er… Maybe you can talk to him…? Or ask your grandfather or Antonio to…?"
The Italian teen shook his head. "N-No. This wasn't my fault. I-If fratello wants to talk, h-he has to come to me this time."
Ludwig nodded in reply. "Good. It's good to see you standing up for yourself."
"D-Does Luddy think I don't stand up for myself...?" Feliciano asked.
"W-Was…? Nein! Of course not! I know you can!"
Feliciano frowned. "Why is it good to see my standing up for myself?"
"Er… Isn't it always a good thing….?"
"Not if it upsets fratello..." the werewolf murmured sadly.
"Uh… Doesn't just about everything upset him though….?"
"Luddy! That's a horrible thing to say!" Feliciano scolded. "Apologize right now!"
"W-was….?! B-But I was just-!"
Feliciano gave the vampire his best puppy dog face. "P-Please?" he whimpered.
Ludwig sighed and said, "I'm sorry..."
Smiling happily, Feliciano leaned up and lightly kissed Ludwig's cheek. "Grazie~. ... Danke~!" he chirped, trying his best to speak the word correctly to show how glad he was, though it sounded very strange in his accent.
Ludwig blushed then smiled a little and patted Feliciano's back.
"Veh~."
"So... is there anything else you want to do…?"
Feliciano answered almost immediately. "Siesta."
"I see," Ludwig answered then started to get up to leave the room. "I hope you have a good one."
Feliciano grabbed his arm, yanking the German teen back down onto the bed. "Where are you going, Luddy?" he asked innocently, looking at Ludwig with hurt eyes. "Are you really going to leave me and make me siesta all alone?"
"B-But I don't… take siestas…."
"Please? Just this once?" the Italian begged.
"Er…. I guess I could try….."
"Yay~!" Pushing Ludwig down until he was laying on the bed, Feliciano jumped up and turned off the lights before skipping back to the bed happily, stripping off his clothes until he was just in his boxers. He slid under the blankets, cuddling up to the vampire, falling asleep almost instantly.
Ludwig sighed and let the werewolf snuggle close.
Antonio was standing outside Lovino's bedroom, unsure if he should disturb the Italian. He wanted to make sure he was alright, but he knew Lovino wanted to be alone. Finally, he made a decision, got up his courage, and knocked lightly on the door. "Lovi?" he called softly.
Lovino curled up into a tighter ball on his bed and pretended like he was asleep.
Opening the door silently, the Spaniard ghosted into the room and to the figure on the bed. He sat down on the mattress, not knowing what to say.
After a bit of awkward silence, Lovino mumbled, "…. Go away, bastard…"
"Lovi, please talk to me," Antonio said. "I want to help. Maybe talking will help you feel better?"
"No. What's the fucking point..."
"You feeling better is the point." Shifting around, Antonio managed to lean back against the wall and pull Lovino onto his lap so that the werewolf's head was now using his chest as a pillow, his arms wrapped securely around his waist. "And I want nothing more than for you to be happy."
"…. Why doesn't Feliciano want to listen to me….?" Lovino mumbled in a small quiet voice.
"I'm sure he does, Lovi," Antonio said, gently stroking the other's hair, being careful to avoid the curl. "I guess just some things he isn't willing to budge on? But he does listen to you about pretty much everything else."
"….. He should listen to me on this, dammit… The potato bastard's an asshole…"
"Can I ask why you say that? I never really understood why you think Ludwig is a terrible person," the Spaniard said, continuing to stroke Lovino's hair.
"No."
"Okay." Antonio switched from playing with Lovino's hair to gently rubbing his back.
"… I hate this…."
"Hate what, querido?"
"… Nothing."
"I know it's not nothing, Lovi. Please tell me."
"No."
Antonio sighed softly, but let it drop, settling for just holding his Italian close.
Lovino stayed silent as well, although he curled up against Antonio closer.
A few hours later, Feliciano shifted and took a deep breath, snuggling himself close to Ludwig's side as he began to wake up.
"Are you awake?" Ludwig asked as he glanced down at him.
Feliciano murmured random noises, turning his head and pressing his face into Ludwig's side.
Ludwig placed the book he was reading to the side and shook Feliciano's shoulder. "Feliciano...?"
The Italian growled softly, not liking being shaken, preferring to wake up on his own time.
Ludwig sighed and leaned back.
After about twenty minutes, Feliciano crawled into Ludwig's lap, cuddling against him, wrapping his arms around the German's neck happily. "Veh~." He leaned up and pressed a kiss to the vampire's cheek.
"F-Feliciano….?"
"Si~?" the Italian cooed.
"U-Um... Well… How do you feel….?"
"Fine~." Feliciano nuzzled closer to the other, giving him another kiss.
"G-Good…."
"You're so cute~. Just adorable," Feliciano sighed happily.
"W-Was….?"
The teen giggled, reaching up and gently caressing Ludwig's face. "Precious~."
"E-Er… W-Was….?"
Shifting around so he was on his knees, Feliciano held Ludwig's face in both hands. He leaned forward and connected their lips in a deep kiss.
Ludwig blinked in surprise but then started kissing back.
As they kissed, Feliciano accidentally managed to knock them both off the bed, Ludwig's landing on top of him with a loud thump, though the werewolf ignored it in favor of continuing his kiss with the German.
Then, a few seconds later, there was a loud knock on the door. "Hey! What the fuck happened in there?! Answer me! What was that damn noise?!"
Feliciano ignored the knocking, not caring if Lovino came in or not as he kept kissing his boyfriend.
A split second later, the door to the room burst open. Then Lovino stared at the two for a few second before growling and baring his teeth, his eyes turning gold and fur starting to grow along his arms as his teeth and nails began to sharpen and lengthen. "You fucking…."
In response to this, Feliciano wrapped his arms around Ludwig's neck, pulling him closer.
Lovino growled and snarled as he changed into a wolf completely then lunged at Ludwig, ready to bite into his throat and rip it out.
Feliciano reacted instantly, jumping to his feet and throwing Ludwig back onto the bed. He turned to face his brother, throwing his arms out to the sides protectively, his eyes glowing as he growled and bared his sharpening teeth, his nails turning to claws.
Lovino stopped short in surprise but then glared back and growled while baring his teeth in warning for the younger twin to move.
The younger Italian shook his head, growling again. He crouched slightly, staying between the alpha and Ludwig.
Lovino growled more and went to dart around Feliciano.
Feliciano moved, sliding in front of the wolf, his eyes glowing brighter.
Lovino snarled and snapped at Feliciano's arm with his teeth.
In answer to this, Feliciano cracked Lovino across the face with his fist hard, knocking the other back. He quickly checked behind him on Ludwig. He panicked for a moment upon finding him not on the bed and straightened, but went back into a crouch when he saw the vampire unconscious on the floor. It appeared that when he had been thrown backwards, the German had bounced off the bed and crashed into the wall.
Lovino let out a angry howl then ran out of the room.
The danger passing, Feliciano ran around the bed to Ludwig's side, giving a soft whimper and gently pulling the teen's head onto his lap, his nails and teeth slowly returning to normal as his eyes returned to their usual color.
Downstairs, Lovino, still in wolf form, dashed to the back door as fast as he could and managed to get it open then ran into the woods.
Hearing the door, Antonio jerked awake, having drifted off. Looking around and seeing Lovino gone, he jumped to his feet and ran downstairs, knowing it was his tomate he had heard. Rushing out the door, he sprinted into the forest.
Lovino ran until he reached a small pond in the middle of the trees, which he plopped down next to and curled up in a ball.
Antonio arrived a few minutes later, startled to find Lovino in his wolf form. He approached slowly, making sure to create noise as he moved as to not startle him. "Lovi...?" he asked. "Are you alright...?"
Lovino glared over at him then growled before curling away from the vampire.
Not knowing what else to do, the Spaniard went all the way to Lovino's side and sat down next to him. "Lovi?"
Lovino growled again and gave Antonio's arm a warning nip.
Unfazed, Antonio didn't move.
Lovino glared more and nipped harder.
Antonio frowned, then gently moved Lovino's top half onto his lap. "Querido," he said. "What happened to your face? It looks a little... swollen." He lightly turned Lovino's head in different directions, seeing that indeed one cheek was puffier than the other.
Lovino growled in warning again and tried to pull away.
"Lovi, what happened?"
Lovino only growled and nipped his arm in reply.
Not knowing what else to do, Antonio just sat there in silence, still holding Lovino on his lap, gently petting him.
Lovino growled while trying to pull away.
"I'm not letting you leave, Lovi." Antonio said, keeping Lovino in his lap. "You'll run off and be upset and I won't be able to be there for you. So we're staying right here until you either change back or feel better."
Lovino growled and glared at him while baring his teeth slightly.
Antonio answered this by leaning down and pressing a kiss to the wolf's forehead.
Lovino jerked back in surprise then glared as he smacked Antonio with his paw.
The vampire smiled and laughed. "You're so adorable, Lovi," he cooed.
Lovino glared back at him then smacked him again.
"Querido, please tell what happened," Antonio said, cuddling Lovino close. "I'm just here for you. I want to help."
Lovino paused then glanced back at the house and whined as he tried to pull away again.
Antonio glanced back then looked down at Lovino. "You want to go see Feli?" he asked.
Lovino nodded as he continued trying to pull away.
Antonio opened his arms and let Lovino free. "Want me to come with you or wait here?" he asked.
Lovino ignored him as he ran back to the house. He padded up to Feliciano's room and inched inside.
The younger twin had moved Ludwig onto his bed where the German was still unconscious. Feliciano was curled up in the corner on a pile of stuffed animals, reading a book. It looked far to complicated for him and was obviously Ludwig's. He was concentrating so hard, he didn't notice his brother enter the room.
Lovino whined softly as he walked over and put his paw on Feliciano's leg.
The Italian's head shot up, his eyes widening when he saw his brother. Throwing the book to the side, he rocketed forward, wrapping his arms tightly around the other, hugging him. "F-Fratello!" he cried, tears gathering in his eyes. "I'm so sorry! I-I didn't! I don't know what happened! I'm so sorry! I shouldn't have hit you!"
Lovino jerked back in surprise and stared at his brother, then growled questioningly.
Feliciano sniffed and rubbed at his eyes. "I-I just got all protective all of a sudden a-and you were going to attack Luddy and I j-just kinda freaked out! I'm sorry, fratello! Please don't hate me!" he exclaimed.
Lovino stared then leaned closer and licked Feliciano's cheek.
The younger hugged his brother. "T-Ti voglio bene, fratellone."
Lovino whined and hugged back the best he could.
They stayed like that for a few minutes before Feliciano finally pulled back, wiping his eyes. "Fratello, d-do you know where nonno is?"
Lovino glanced up at him and shook his head no.
Feliciano frowned. "But... the dance is coming up... I need help picking something to wear and nonno said he would help me..."
Lovino shot him a look that said, 'what the hell do you want me to do about it?'
"Can you help me pick something, fratello?" he asked. "Please? Pretty please?"
Lovino growled and shook his head no then laid back down.
"Aww... Please...?" Feliciano whined, giving his brother is signature kicked puppy expression.
Lovino growled again as he laid down and covered his eyes with his paws so he wouldn't have to look.
There a soft sniffle. "P-Pwease fratewo...?"
Lovino growled and glared over at him from under his paws.
Feliciano locked eyes with his twin, his eyes widening, his lower lip trembling slightly. "Pwease...? Pwease helwp Fewi...?"
Lovino growled and huffed as he put his paws back on the ground and stood up with a shake.
"Yay~!"
Then Lovino closed his eyes as he started shivering and shaking.
Feliciano grabbed a blanket from the floor and quickly draped it over the other.
Finally, Lovino turned back and wrapped the blanket around himself.
Naturally, he was instantly glomped by Feliciano. "Veh~! Thank you, fratellone~! I'm so happy~! I'm glad they still rescheduled the dance~! I've always wanted to go to one~!"
"Like I have any fucking choice…" Lovino muttered as he pried Feliciano off.
The younger twin giggled. "Are you going to go to the dance, fratello?"
"Hell no!"
"Why not? What if Toni asked you? Would you go then?"
"I DON'T do dances, dammit!"
Feliciano pouted for all of five seconds before smiling. "Well, help me pick out an outfit then~! Because I DO do dances and I want to look nice~!"
"Fine. You have fun with that, dumbass. Now can I go get some damn clothes on?"
"Silly~. You said you would help me~! I'm going to wait for you~! So hurry back~!" Feliciano chirped, gently pushing Lovino out of his room and into the hallway.
Lovino grumbled as he headed to his room and grabbed a change of clothes. After getting dressed he headed back to Feliciano's room. "Why the hell do you want to go to this fucking dance anyway?"
"Because Luddy said he would take me~!" Feliciano turned and sent the still unconscious vampire a loving look before turning back to his brother. "And I've always wanted to go to one, but I never had anyone to go with or a reason to. And now I do~!"
"So make that bastard get up off his ass and help for once."
"Veh, I kinda... Um... I kinda knocked him out..." Feliciano said, blushing slightly.
"You… You knocked HIM out?!"
"I didn't do it on purpose! I swear!" Feliciano cried, thinking he was in trouble. "I-I just! He hit the wall when I threw him a-and! It was an accident!"
Lovino stared then burst out into loud laughs.
Feliciano blinked, confused. "W-What's funny, fratello?"
"Y-You knocked that bastard out! Y-You did!"
The Italian frowned. "Why is that funny?"
Lovino didn't answer as he continued laughing.
Raising an eyebrow, Feliciano watched his twin laugh for a little while before getting up and going to his closet. "Anyway, help me find a nice outfit. It's a formal dance, so if we can't find anything, I'll need to go out and either rent or buy a suit," he said.
"Or not fucking go?" Lovino retorted, now starting to calm down.
"I'm going, fratello."
"Fine. Whatever, dammit."
After looking through the clothes for a while and finding nothing, they grabbed Feliciano's laptop and got online, going to a clothing store's website to check out the suits they had to offer.
"What do you think of this one?" Feliciano asked, pointing to a black suit with a dark blue undershirt, complete with blue pocket handkerchief and black tie. "Do you think that one would work?"
Lovino leaned over to get a better look and shrugged. "Guess it does. Still have no fucking clue why you want to go in the first damn place."
"Because I got Luddy to say he would take me. And I've always wanted to go," Feliciano explained for what felt like the hundredth time. "Veh, fratello, would you go if Toni asked you to?" He turned to look at his twin expectantly.
Lovino glanced away and went to walk out of the room. "Have to go to the damn bathroom," He said, completely blowing off the question.
Feliciano giggled.
Out in the hall, Antonio was waiting for the elder brother, a giant smile plastered on his face.
However, Lovino didn't notice him until he crashed right into Antonio's chest.
Antonio's arms wrapped around Lovino quickly to keep him from falling. "Querido~!" he chirped happily. "There's something I've been meaning to ask you, but I kept forgetting until just a little while ago!"
Lovino quickly pulled away and blinked. "S-Something to ask me….?"
"Si!" His smile grew bigger. "Lovino, will you go to the dance with me?"
Lovino swallowed heavily as his face turned red, "W-What…? D-Dance…?!"
The vampire nodded. "Yes. The dance. This weekend. Will you go with me?"
"I-I….." Lovino stuttered as he glanced back at Feliciano for help.
The younger twin began to squeal with joy. "Fratello is going to the dance with Toni! Fratello is going to the dance with Toni!" he cried, dancing around.
Lovino stuttered as he reached out and grabbed Feliciano. "F-Feliciano! I-I never said that!"
"Lovi, you have to go! It'll be so much fun!" Feliciano exclaimed, wrapping his arm's around the other. "You'll have fun, I promise! We can both go to the dance and have a good time! We've never been to one before! We can do a normal person thing!"
"L-Like hell I will! I don't do shit like that!"
"Please, Lovi!? Please please!?" Feliciano begged, gripping the front of Lovino's shirt and shaking him. "It'll be so much fun!"
Lovino yanked himself free and ran into his room, slamming the door shut and locking it before flopping down on his bed and curling up while burying his face under his pillow.
A few seconds later, there was a knock. "Lovi...?" Antonio called. "Querido, what's wrong?"
Lovino glared at the door and curled up into a tighter ball.
"Lovi! Antonio knocked louder.
"Go away, bastard!"
"Did I do something wrong? I'm sorry if I did! Please don't be upset!"
"No! Just go away!"
Antonio bit his lip, wondering what had happened to make Lovino so upset. Had the idea of going to the dance been that awful for him? Had he done something wrong? Had he upset his sweet little tomato?
A few seconds later Lovino sighed then got up and slowly unlocked the door and opened it, not meeting Antonio's eyes.
"Lovi, are you okay?" the vampire asked, hugging him gently.
"… Fine."
"What happened?"
"Nothing."
"... Okay, Lovi," Antonio said softly, continuing to hug him and pressing a kiss to his forehead.
"… Never been to a damn dance before…."
Antonio smiled. "You don't need to be nervous, Lovi. I've gone to them before. Nothing bad will happen. You just get to hang out with your friend, listen to horrible music and just act like stupid teenagers," he said.
Lovino glanced at him with a confused look on his face.
"It'll be fun! I promise!"
"… Says you bastard."
The vampire smiled. "Please, Lovi?"
Lovino stared at him.
"Please~~~?"
"… Five minutes."
The Spanish teen blinked. "Five minutes? Five minutes what, Lovi?"
"I'll go to the damn dance for five minutes. Then I'm GONE. You hear me bastard?"
"..." A large grin spread across Antonio's face. "I hear you, mi querido," he cooed, hugging the werewolf close, happiness radiating from him.
Lovino blushed and tried to pull away. "D-Dammit…. Going to need Feliciano's help now with this shit…"
"I need to get some things together as well~! I'm so happy that you agreed to go with me, Lovi!" Antonio cooed. "I'll do my best to help you enjoy those five minutes~!"
Lovino blushed more then stuttered, "F-Fine, dammit…."
"Thank you for going with me, querido," the vampire said gently.
"Y-You're welcome…. I-I guess….."