Look at me go three stories in one day…

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"I still can't believe we are having a boy!" Kensi said a couple of weeks later as they headed into the office.

"Yeah, weeks have past but it feels as though my mind is stuck on two weeks ago." Deeks replied when Kensi looked up at him, expecting a reply.

"Deeks, what wrong, you've been quite for the past two weeks?" Kensi asked concerned about him.

As Deeks let out a sigh he thought, 'what better time to get this over with'. "Kens, what kind of dad do you think I will be. I mean, it's not as though I had the best upbringing, what I hurt him"

"Deeks you'll be the best father possible, you will love him so much and that's all he could ever ask for. Or me for that matter. Remember, you're not alone." Kensi whispered in reply, tears forming as she looked at his sad face. "I love you, too much to let anything happen to you or this baby, and nothing can ever change that."

Deeks just nodded his head in response as they drew up to the door of mission. "Just remember, I will always love you." Kensi reassured him as they entered.

"Hey, guys, how you doing today?" Callen questioned as they entered the bullpen. "Seeming a little quiet today."

"Yeah, what's up, had a little lovers quarrel?" Sam teased as they took their respective seats.

"No we're good, right Deeks?"

"Yeah we're good" He responded giving her a weak smile. Kensi, smiled back at him, knowing how broken he felt on the inside, it killed her to see him like this. It was then she promised herself she would make him realise how much she loved him, and that he would be the best father any woman could ever hope for.

"Hey babe, what do you want for dinner?" Deeks asked as they sat at their desks that night, working on their paperwork.

"Oh god finally, I thought you would never ask. I'm absolutely craving Chinese." She responded smiling sweetly up at him, her eyes begging him. He rolled his eyes at her and picked up his stuff.

"Alright, well I'll be back soon, you guys want anything?" he questioned the two senior agents who were sitting at their desks silently watching their conversation.

"Nah, we're good, I'm going to go soon and Callen's coming for Michelle's cooking." Sam replied

"Well then, we may as well go to and get dinner on the way home." Deeks said as he resumed his seat behind his desk. Kensi sighed as she realised she would be waiting a while for more food.

A good half hour later they all packed up and headed towards the doors of mission when Sam called after Kensi. "Hey Kens, can I talk to you for a moment."

"Yeah Sam, Deeks I'll catch up to you in a bit." She replied.

When Callen and Deeks were out of earshot, Sam asked her the question that had been on his mind all day. "Kensi, what up with Deeks?"

"Ummm, nothing really. He'll be fine" She replied staring at the doors he had walked through only moments before.

"Come on Kensi, I know it's not nothing. He hasn't been making jokes at all today and he seems really depressed."

Kensi let out a big sigh before continuing. "Sam, he doesn't think he will be a good father. He is really scared that he will turn out just like his dad. He is really scared of hurting us."

"But that's ridiculous, he is nothing like his dad. He is a damn good cop and a damn good boyfriend to you from what I've seen and he will make a damn good father."

"I know, I have told him all of this, it's just like if he lets go of these fears he will become the man he hates the most. It's almost as if holding onto the fears are keeping him sane, but at the same time they are making him withdraw. I don't know what to do Sam. How do I show to him, that he will be the best father ever?" The worried agent asked him, casting her fears out into the open.

"You just keep on reminding him okay. Hang in there, he will realise soon enough." He said as they parted, heading off in different directions.

"Thanks Sam, I mean it." Kensi whispered as she headed towards the doors.

As she neared the car Deeks spotted her, "Hey what did he want?"

"Oh, nothing much, he just wanted to know, how I was going" Kensi fibbed, feeling guilty for lying to him

"Really, how are you feeling though?" Deeks asked genuinely concerned for his girlfriend.

"Deeks, I am absolutely great. I have everything I could ever want. You and this baby, mean everything to me and I am never letting go of you." Kensi reassured, leaning over to plant a soothing kiss on Deeks lips. "I love you" she whispered.

Deeks leaned in for another kiss, which was full of passion but right before they touched lips he whispered. "I love you too" and proceeded to plant a kiss full of passion that heated up her insides and turned her legs to jelly right on her lips.

"Now, I believe someone was hungry before!" Deeks exclaimed with a hint of himself shining through and breaking off the kissing before it could go any further.

"Hell yeah, Chinese please!" Kensi responded with a smile on her face.

"Well then Miss Blye, we must get going"

Sorry this ended up being a bit more rushed then I wanted but review as always.