"Auntie Tinkerbelle… is it true? Please come to me" i spoke aloud looking up at the light blue clear clouded sky knowing that she would still be asleep in her soft cloud, Tinkerbelle was never one for early mornings. I couldn't blame her, i knew she was awake late in mornings, i always felt her soft gentle fingertips touch my cheek followed by a kiss of love and hope.

From the church to the large oak tree it wasn't too far, so in fact I could hear a little of what was going on between my parents, who know where arguing about me.

"You kept the baby fairy from me. She is mine and i will take her" Zoso said to Bleu.

"To protect her you Zoso" Bleu replied… "How did you know of this event. No one did" Bleu commented wanting answers. After all she only wanted Nova to be safe, the past wouldn't keep her child safe only secrets and lies would, or at least she did think that.

Nova looked around, she had once sneaked into a room to listen into talks between Bleu and Tinkerbelle, where she had heard of the name Zoso, he is the dark one. A man cursed with dark magic, no friend to the fairies. Nova had known that the dark magic could make him have followers, even if they didn't want to, thankfully when looking around she saw no one was coming for her, her father hadn't recruited men to find her, she knew then he was hoping on the darkness within her to come to him; It was then i knew what i had to do.

"Dear Diary,

I know what must be done now. For years i believe falling from the cloud wasn't a seek for attention but an attempt to find my father. Dark or light does not matter, for now i know i have both within me; one day one will beat the other but right now, our fairy leader, the one I felt was my protector and saviour is in fact my mother of lies. She lied to me, she has always lied to me, for that i do not know if i can ever trust the light and her again.

Deep inside me i had always known there where mixed feelings. A darkness that was growing over the light that i was raised within. Up there in the world of the fairies i knew who i was, who i would be. Nova the pink fairy. A clumsy but lovable fairy. A fairy who would one day be a fairy godmother. Now down in the mortal world i feel the other side of me. A darkness caused by being the child of Zoso, the dark one. I am unprotected, i am cursed. One can not be both light and dark. One must learn and pick what there destiny should be"

Standing up putting my diary back in my bag i walked back towards where my parents still stood arguing, my eyes now yellow. Evil had started to take me over.

"I want to leave." i spoke looking at only my mother who smiled thinking it was with her.

"I can explain at home Nova..." Bleu spoke as i interrupted her "With my father" i said holding a smirk.

"That is my girl" Zoso spoke as my pink dress was now a mix of pink and black.