Arigato for the review naleah! Hinata's condition is really sad and I know I am torturing her :( but she will get revenge and the ending is already planned out to be in her favor ^.^

Aaaaaaaand to Gangnam style X3! Dōmo arigatōgozaimashita! I know that I'm being really really cruel to Hinata Chan 3: , but, this is just to show how sad and hard it is for her and how it all leads to her brutal revenge XD ! BANZAI for gore and blood! ^,^ Gaara and Hinata Chan will be meeting at the ball and I can guarantee no one will be looking down on her! As for their ages..

Hinata- 16

Misaki twins- 17

Hiashi-40

Nomiko-35

Naruto,Sasuke,Gaara-17

Neji-18

Anyhoo, on with the story! ^.^

" Does anyone wish I were alive?

So undesirable I am in this body?

Why do you look at me like that?

This face that is rotting..." - Hatsune Miku, Dark Circus

CHAPTER TWO: NARUTO KUN

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Hinata gasped and shuddered as she stumbled through the dark mansion. Blood still seeped time to time from where they yanked her stitches out, threads still hanging and dripping with dried ruby liquid as she keeled and choked on the metallic poison in her throat.

Her body shook from the tremendous pain, but she ignored it, it wasn't anything new to her;this was life...

Her lavender eyes began to cloud over. She was tired and beaten down to the point of exhaustion, but she couldn't rest, no matter how much she wanted and needed to. They would surely beat her up if they caught her slacking, hurt her even more...

Her gaze hardened at the thought, if only they were not here.

If only they weren't here to hurt her.

If only...they were dead...

Hinata shook her head, immediately rejecting the idea, it was true and she would not deny that the thought crossed her mind more than once.

murder...

But she was too afraid, having grown up in an environment full of abuse and torture, her self confidence inevitably shattered. It was only when midnight came did she truly allow herself to think of the thoughts that have haunted her since the beginning of this curse.

Soft footsteps echoed throughout the room and Hinata glanced up to see a face of the person she loved more than anything in this world.

her little sister...

"Hanabi?", Hinata's voice quivered, even though she had seen her sisters face countless times, they had never been face to face, so close.

Hanabi stared at her older sisters form, mutilated and bloody.

"Hinata..."

Her sisters voice pierced through her heart. She recalled the days when the child before her addressed her as ' Onee chan' gone were those days, replaced with a forced formality between the two of them, Hanabi wouldn't even acknowledge her as a sister.

Hinata shook from the pain that resonated within her heart, her sisters cold gaze felt like icy water against her back. Hanabi resembled her father so greatly at that very moment;cold Hyuga eyes filled with superiority.

Hinata felt pained at the sight of the pre adolescent girl before her. It was clearly obvious that Hanabi did not have a childhood, forced to grow up before she could experience a care free life. Hinata could see that Hanabi's eyes were too old for her still childish face. Hardened and cold. She felt like a failure as a sister, unable to shield her sibling from the harsh reality they lived in.

"H-Hanabi... I-I'm sorry"

"Why?", the smaller Hyuga asked, a flutter of surprise breaking her cold , indifferent stance.

"I've disappointed you", Hinata's voice quivered at the end. She had failed to be the perfect older sister, stuck in this gruesome form for life. failed to provide Hanabi with the warmth of a siblings love. Hanabi had grown into an emotionless doll, with her fathers strict and grueling conduct, he had molded his second daughter into the perfect Hyuga.

and Hinata had done nothing to stop it.

Hanabi regarded the words of her older sister, she stared at Hinata for a moment before walking away.

The sound of her footsteps leaving Hinata dismayed.

The lavender eyed girl felt tears prick at her eyes once again-what did she expect? Some sort of comfort?words of love and support from her sister?

"Onee chan !"

Hinata let the tears flow freely down her face, reminiscing the days when they were close. All of that was lost, all thanks to her father.

She hated him.

If only he were dead.

The thoughts kept creeping back into her warped mind, it was becoming a frequent occurrence , every day it was getting harder to control her other self from seeping in, taking over and consuming her with thoughts of blood and death. thoughts of revenge...

She shivered, feeling a wave of uneasiness wash over her. Such thoughts went against her very moral being, Hinata was timid and weak and despite her treatment, she was a gentle creature,always putting others before herself; her mother, her sister, everyone came before her...

Hinata sighed weekly , making her to start cleaning. She stopped however, once she came face to face with a father's cold, blank eyes.

"There will be guests soon, make sure you hide yourself in the cupboard", he narrowed his eyes at her in disgust.

"H-Hai...", the pale girl spoke softly as her father walked past, just as the bell rang and a servant scurried about to answer the door.

Hinata could see her stepmother flutter down the stairs in the corner of her eyes before hurrying to conceal herself from the guests. This was nothing new. As an influential member of society, the Hyuga household received many guests relaying business and important matters; So concealing her form had become as natural as breathing, Hinata grew up living forever in the darkness...

"Minato san, Naruto Kun, how nice to see you!", Nomiko flashed them a charming smile ;so glamorous and refined that it hurt just to look at her in that red dress and black high heels. "Its been so long since I've seen this little brat!" Nomiko exclaimed, pinching Naruto's cheeks. "Oba chan!", Naruto grimaced, rubbing his face with a pout.

Hinata watched silently through the small hole in the cupboard at the golden haired boy and his father. Naruto had grown so much since she last saw him. The last time being mere days before her mothers death. She used to always follow him behind the shadows, he was her first crush and now she was seeing him as a man. But that was all in the past, before life spiraled out of her control.

Hinata turned to look away, walking silently towards the end of the big closet where she could hide from their happy smiles and lies. The pale girl looked around the dusty closet, it was a big space at least. She sat in the corner of the closet, legs pulled up close against her chest. Hinata didn't know just how much time passed by as she sat there, it may have been minutes or hours; the pale girl could not recall. Her mind was a blank canvas. It was only when the closet door slowly opened did she look up, lilac eyes locking on bright blue orbs that stared back in shock.

Naruto Kun...

Naruto let out a small gasp at the sight of the scars standing vividly against pale porcelain skin but he shook it off, recognizing the girl before him. He walked closer, crouching down before the girl who shrank back at the close proximity. She didn't know what to do... this was all so unexpected. Naruto had seen her, he was right in front of her. what could she do?

She started hyperventilating, her breathing painful and her heartbeat erratic. Would Naruto think she was disgusting?

'Of course he would! He probably doesn't even recognize me...' Hinata thought bitterly to herself; Her negative thoughts interrupted by a gentle deep voice.

"Are you...perhaps...Hinata Chan?", Hinata slowly looked up to see the blonde boy grinning brightly at her.

"H...H-Hai?...", Hinata asked a bit confused. why wasn't he shocked? screaming? or disgusted with her?

What was with that happy smile on his face? As if she was just a normal person?!

Why?

The question swirled around in her head. This was all too confusing for her to handle. She would have expected some sort of shock from the blonde boy, but not this. Naruto was behaving as if she appeared completely normal, Like they were just friends who met each other after a long time.

why?

"Aaaah it's been so long Hinata Chan! Who would have thought I'd meet you after all these years! I almost didn't recognize you! ", Naruto grinned widely, taking his seat next to the pale girl and leaning his head against the wall.

Hinata didn't know what to say and she felt highly awkward in front of her first crush. It had been so long since she had actually conversed with a person...that is without sinister threats and disgust. She could feel the heat from his body that was inches besides hers, every breath he took, every movement was played out in slow motion.

"Hinata Chan?", Naruto blinked his blue eyes at her and Hinata looked up still confused and in an internal frenzy.

"I-I-I'm s-s-sorry...", Hinata spoke timidly, her voice barely even a whisper. "For what?", Naruto's gaze intensified and she shrank back at the force.

"M-My...-"she began softly, her voice shaking, "My appearance...", Hinata took in a deep breath, she had not even stuttered while saying it because in her heart she felt it was only right to be ashamed.

Naruto gripped her shoulder lightly, turning her body to face him. She looked up startled and terrified, thinking that he would beat her. It wasn't that she thought he would actually hit her, but the fact was that growing up, all contact had ended in abuse and that is what she now associated any touch with.

"I know..-",Naruto began quietly, his voice firm, "-I know that it was them who did this to you...Nomiko and Hiashi... so you have no reason to be sorry!", Naruto shouted and glanced up to see the pale girl in a frozen state of shock, his eyes pained.

"H-How?"

"On the night your mother died...No...On the night she was murdered I came to visit you and Neji, and I saw it happened. I saw them stab her through the window. It was horrible, seeing them chop up her body then burn the pieces... They..were the ones who did this to you weren't they?" Naruto's voice shook as he lifted up his hand and gently ran his fingers over the wide stitches from her mouth. "I went to Tsunade Obaa Chan, I told her what happened but the council covered it up. There was no proof but a small brats word so no action was taken! I...I am so sorry Hinata", Naruto clenched his fists together and Hinata felt her heart thump against her chest.

Naruto knew...Naruto knew everything...and he was suffering because he couldn't do anything about it. The Hyuga were so powerful that even getting away with murder and abuse was in their grasp...

This knowledge pained her...but it hurt more to see her childhood friend suffering. "I couldn't do anything about it at all! I couldn't even protect you from this!" Naruto clenched his hands into tight fists as he fought back the tears. "N-Naruto Kun...", Hinata brought up her hand to gently rest it on his shoulder, "Its okay, its not your fault...you...you tried your best and I'm very happy for that". Naruto looked up and watched as Hinata smiled softly at him. It was a painful smile as Hinata could feel the stitches stretch against her skin, but she felt like smiling at this moment. Just knowing that she still had someone out there who cared was more than enough. It was also a painful smile for Naruto to see, those stitches were grotesque but...for a moment, Naruto could see the smile of his friend all those years ago; that small timid smile of Hinata's that was full of warmth.

"NARUTO KUN! ARE YOU STILL IN THE BATHROOM?!"

A loud voice shattered the moment as one of the Misaki twins called out for him. "I better go", Naruto said in a soft voice as he got up and made his way to the door of the cupboard.

"Wait!", Hinata spoke out and Naruto turned to look back at her. "How d-d-did you k-know I w-was h-here?", The pale girl asked meekly and Naruto grinned.

"Whenever we played hide and seek, you would always be here. I still remembered you know", He smiled softly before opening the door. "- I promise I will find something to get you out of here so for now, just stay strong and fight back!". Hinata nodded her head and watched as he left.

The door silently closed and the cupboard was once again engulfed by darkness , but Hinata did not feel alone or in agony anymore, instead she now felt hope. She would stay strong and fight back this time.

Hinata let a small smirk grace her warped face.

This time it will be them that suffered...

Murder scenes will start in the next chapter! So look forward to it Mina san! ^.^

Gomenasai for late update! :( Sadly school has been taking up all of my time and also our school festival is coming up! XD

will update whenever I can :)

-Miyuki xoxo