"Dean, what's going on?" Cas asked with suspicion.
Dean sighed and pulled out a chair at the tiny breakfast table in the room. "Have a seat, man."
Cas was confused but sat down anyway and Dean followed suit.
After about two minutes of silence Cas couldn't take the suspense anymore. "Dean?"
"Don't rush me," Dean answered quickly.
Cas sighed and resumed waiting.
After eight minutes Dean sighed again and looked at Cas. He decided to start off with something general that would make his confession a little easier...he hoped. "So, um…What…what's dating like for angels?"
Cas' eyebrows rose a little. That was a question he wouldn't have expected from Dean. "Not much different than humans. Although we're far more particular about who we share our bodies with."
Dean cocked an eyebrow. "You weren't all that picky when you had sex with April."
Cas winced. He was still a bit embarrassed about that. "Human sexual urges are much harder to resist. I wasn't prepared"
"And what about when you kissed Meg?"
"I thought it might get her to stay on our side."
"Makes sense I guess," Dean said with a shrug.
Silence.
"Angels can't have kids, so why do you have sex at all?"
"Father believed it would help us understand the human condition."
"Oh."
Silence.
"Do angels have gay relationships?"
Cas smiled. "All angels can love either gender."
"You got your eye on anyone?"
Cas swallowed hard. This conversation was heading toward dangerous territory so he gave the vaguest answer he could. "Yeah. But I know they would never return my feelings so I've never said anything."
Dean's breath caught in his throat. Was it really possible that Cas was talking about him? He decided to do a little more digging. "Why wouldn't they be interested?"
"They're not interested in men," Cas replied, deliberately avoiding revealing the gender of his intended.
"Is it a dude or a chick?"
Cas clenched his teeth. Damn it. There was no way to be vague with the answer to that one. "It's a man."
Dean swallowed. He was terrified to ask but he had to know. He had to. "Cas…is…is it me?" he asked quietly and with great trepidation.
If Cas' eyes opened any wider his eyeballs would have promptly rolled out of their sockets. He stood up quickly. "I just remembered something I have to do."
Dean was suddenly very glad Cas couldn't teleport. There was no way in hell he was going to let this opportunity slip away; Not after nearly three years of denying himself what he wanted most in the world. As Cas began to walk away Dean grabbed his wrist and pulled hard, causing Cas to stumble back a few steps. Dean grabbed him by the shoulders, spun him around and crashed his lips so hard onto Cas' he wasn't sure he didn't cause bruising.
Cas felt like both time and his heart had stopped. Was this really happening? The man he'd been in love with for almost five years, the man he'd never dared to believe could love him back was kissing him. Cas may not have had working wings at that moment but he felt like he was flying higher than he ever had in his very long life.
Dean had kissed a lot of women in his life and he wasn't sure what he'd expected his first kiss with a man to be like but it honestly wasn't any different than a woman's lips. Where the difference was, was in the way this kiss made him feel. Every inch of his skin was electrified. It was like no matter how hard and fast he kissed Cas it wasn't enough. It was then he realized what was causing this kiss to make him feel so intensely amazing. Love. He was in love with Castiel.
Once Cas managed to regain some semblance of control of his thoughts, even though every fiber of his being screamed in protest loud enough to wake the dead, he broke the kiss and pulled back. "Wha…why did you do that?" he asked with wide, disbelieving eyes.
Dean's expression was one of worry. "Did you not want me to do that?" His chest tightened. What if he'd made a mistake? What if he wasn't the guy Cas liked?
"I wanted you to do that. I've wanted it for years. But…but you're straight," Cas replied, every syllable laced with pain.
Dean's expression became sympathetic. He shook his head. "No. I'm not. I've just been really good at hiding being bi." He took a calming breath. "Cas I…" This was the moment. No turning back now. "I love you." It was at that moment he saw tiny rivers of moisture traveling down Cas' cheeks. In all the time he'd known him Dean had never seen Cas cry. "What's wrong?"
Cas smiled. "Nothing. For the first time in a long time, absolutely nothing." He walked up to Dean and lovingly stroked his cheek. "I love you too. I love you more than my own existence. May I kiss you again?"
Dean smiled with pure joy. "Forever, Baby." He leaned in close, kissed Cas briefly, then brushed his lips teasingly over Cas' right ear. "But I wanna do more than kiss," he whispered seductively.
Cas moaned a little as his body did things it mostly did when he watched gay porn. "Yes please," he breathed.
Dean and Cas kissed their way to Dean' bed where Cas proceeded to show the pizza man to Dean.
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Hope you guys liked that. If you're 18 or older there's a smut version on my Archive of Our Own account. Just search for Songbird21.
Please review. I love reviews. :) Also if you like this story please check out my original novel "Bloodline of Atlantis: The Triple Psi" on Amazon, Barnes & Noble or Etsy. Here's the summary:
Imagine you could move things with your mind.
Imagine you could predict the future.
Imagine you could heal wounds with just a touch.
Now imagine that having all these powers at once means the people you love could die. Samantha Harris has foreseen death and she will stop it from happening at any cost but she has enemies who have been after her power since she was four years old and these enemies have powers too.
