I don't own Gakuen Alice. Anyways, enjoy the story^^

To Nickname Miki (guest) I really like your idea for this story but the thing is Mikan was hurt by Natsume and because of that, I don't intend to make a happily ever after for him. That is the price to pay for lying and hurting people. I really appreciate for your cooperation but I have already decide about the ending long ago. And I still have other stories to finish. If you want, you can help me with it. I'm really thankful for your help..

Chapter 13:

It was weird. There was no way that Mikan wanted to meet him that directly. But there was something inside him that was enough to convince him to go meet her. He looked at the clock as he realized it was 6 o'clock

He has missed it.

Talking with Youichi took him some time. But she must have gone home by now. She couldn't have waited for him under the Sakura tree. He darted his eyes to look at the snow falling outside the window.

She couldn't be, right?

He immediately grabbed his coat and ran out of the door with full speed.

He knew all about her. She is very stubborn. And her way of writing really made him worried.

What if something will happen to her?

What if she disappears in his arms again?

No. He can't let it happen. He didn't want to lose her the second time. He has gone through so much to find her again. It was because of fate that they met again. Now, he didn't plan to let her go….

The snow was still falling….

His breathes were hitched…

Please… god… please…

…Don't take her away from him…

…..xXx…..

God…

Under the shade of the Sakura tree, a young girl with brunette hair rested. She let out her hand to catch a beautiful snowflake falling elegantly from the sky.

"I wonder when he will come" She smiled to herself as she said those words. She has waited for him for an hour but she didn't feel cold at all because she was going to meet the person she loved the most

She knew today will be the last day. She will come here very soon and if the brunette didn't move fast, she wouldn't get the chance to say this.

No chance at all…

I beg of you...

He had to hurry up.

He was running at his full speed on the snow-covered street. He didn't care if he bumped into people and made them fall or his foot was frozen because of snow and the coldness

There was only one thing inside his mind right now

Mikan's safety

He would never forgive himself if he let her go again. The time he lost her was because of his stupidity. He didn't want to experience it again.

The pain of losing somebody…

It was too unbearable

Please….

The brunette was humming under the Sakura tree. The snow has been piling up and covered the whole forest. Not to mention the lake became ice as the sun began to disappear at the horizon.

She has waited but he still didn't come. Her eyes stared into a faraway place as the light started to dim out and everything was engulfed in the dark

She brought her hand to cover her nose and her cheeks which were too red because of winter day.

When will he come?

She kept asking that question in her mind but the truth was... she herself didn't know the answer at all.

Don't take her away …

Twack

Natsume fell down on the cold snow-covered street for the umpteenth time. His breathes were raging. His body has come to an end. He was about to break down soon.

However, he still stood up and kept running to her place.

He knew she has been there waiting for him the whole time. Under this cold weather.

The reason was pretty simple: Because she had faith in him. He knew her too well. She believed that he would come to her and save her.

Because I know…

"Natsume" She murmured as the last light disappeared at the end of the world. Instead of that, a dark blue color covered the whole sky and snows were still falling time to time.

There was no reason why he would be this late. Unless he didn't get to read her letter.

Maybe he didn't know it even existed

The brunette sighed to herself. She could have told him in person. She could have shouted for the whole school to hear.

But no, she had to choose this way and there was a chance that he would burn the letter and threw it away…

Just like any ordinary love letters…

Actually, she didn't know why she chose to write a letter to him. Maybe it was related to her missing memories. A time that she has forgotten.

The only key to bring back her memories was to find Kana, who was nowhere to be found right now. "Kana-san… Where are you?" She said to herself as she wrote those letters on the snow.

"I see that you still remember about me" A woman's voice rang out, alerting Mikan to hide behind the tree. "What? Too surprise to see me here?"

Mikan stared at the woman in front of her. It was no doubt. That voice…. That face… That hair… She could only murmur in a whisper that could barely hear "K..Kana-san…"

I can't live a life without her…

He wanted to curse the weather.

Why does it have to snow in winter?

Because of it, he hasn't made any movement for 15 minutes. Damn those traffic jams.

If this were going on, he wouldn't make it in time. Somehow, he had a bad feeling. Something was bounded to happen and he didn't like it at all.

Without a second thought, he immediately jumped on top of a car and ran away, ignoring all the protests of the people.

(A/n: It is nearly 7pm so it is time for people to go him from work - traffic jam. I'm sorry, Natsume)

She is everything…...

She stood frozen on her spot. She didn't believe it. The person she was trying to look for was right in front of her, the same as ever.

"Why do you look as if you have seen a ghost?" Kana said with a hurt expression on her face

"You were known to have been disappeared but then… why are you here?" Mikan's back touched the cold trunk.

"I'm here to give back what I have taken"

Mikan gulped. Never in her life had she seen Kana this… evil. But she knew what the thing she wanted to talk about "It is my memories, right? The memory about a boy named Natsume Hyuuga"

"So that old man left a message behind" Kana smirked as she shook her head "And you know the truth, right?"

"I know all about it"

"Then it is time, Mikan" Kana said as she touched Mikan's forehead with her fingertips "Say hello to your parents for me"

Mikan was puzzled for a moment then a luminous light covered both of them. So it was time… The image of him appeared inside her mind as memories began to flood back with rapid speed

"Natsume…." A silent tear rolled down on her cheek "...I'm sorry"

That I could wish for...

….xXx….

He walked through all the vines and looked at the white scenery in front of him. Snow covered every place. In the middle of it, a pink-white tree stood out and under there, a brunette rested against the trunk

"MIKAN" He immediately rushed to her place and gathered her in his arm. The moment he touched her, a cold feeling went to his spine "Don't tell me you have been waiting for me under this weather, Mikan"

Mikan just looked at him with hazy eyes. She was trying her best to adjust the image but it was no use. She couldn't see anymore. She couldn't get to see his face.

At least she got to meet him again.

At least he came to find her.

She knew she was about to fall into a deep sleep.

If that were about to happen then she had one last thing to do.

Natsume grabbed one of her hand and squeezed it "So cold…" Looking her in this kind of state was not good at all. It was like she was frozen to death. Her hands were cold. Her cheeks were red. her skin slowly became pale as well as her lip.

She moved her hand to his cheek and touched it, feeling the warmth from his body. It was really warm.

To Natsume's surprise, Mikan used the last bit of her strength to pull up to meet his face as their lips crashed.

The kiss lasted only for a second until Mikan broke it and caressed Natsume's face again. She won't forget this warmth, this feeling of love and the taste of his kiss. Forever, she will remember. Tears began to fall from the corner of her eyes

"Disgusting"

"Isn't it troublesome?"

The last memory came back to her. Now she remembered, that was the reason. However, she didn't care about that anymore. She will tell him the thing she hasn't conveyed to him at that time. The feeling that has been forgotten inside her heart.

Cupping his face again, she spoke in a low tone, more like a whisper with a graceful smile on her face

Her last smile for him. "Ai...shi...te...ru"

As she finished saying those words, her eyelids became heavy. A moment later, they were completely shut down while her hand fell down on the cold snow-covered ground

History has been repeated again

As the one he loved the most will surely disappear in his arms.

…..xXx…..

P.s: Actually, about Kana and I, we are the one who hold your memories. The time you got in the accident, you were in a coma and there was no chance that you could wake up. So the doctor took all of your memories and transmitted to us because they were so tragic.

Kana Ueda was a woman who had the same past as you, broken-hearted by her love but in the end, her love died because he had a heart-attack and he won't live long. I met her at the hospital where she last said goodbye to the one she loved the most

She agreed to carry one of your memories and chose the memory about 'Natsume Hyuuga'. Don't think rude about her. She thought about what will be the best for you and this was the best way.

One last thing. You will receive the memories back. But the price to pay was too high. We (mean the people who hold your memories) will die whether we liked it or not. And at the same time, if you receive all the memories, you will fall into a coma and there will be a chance that you will never wake up again.

Mikan, please forgive for this old man's selfish wish. I just want you to be happy. The time will come when you meet him again. And at that time, be confident, face everything and I'm sure you will be alright.

I believe in you…

Hello everybody ^^

Well, I don't think that this chapter is good at all. Somehow, I feel like something is missing. Oh and I will explain some of the detail that you don't know or hard to understand

First, even I was surprised that the P.s from the letter was that long. Well, I have to explain something about kana, right?

Second, Kana Ueda is a character that I made up so I can create anything for her. I won't tell you who she really is but some of you might have already figured it out. The truth about her will be revealed in the next chapter.

Third, I use 'Aishiteru' means 'I love you' with intention to get marry in the future while 'Suki' and 'Daisuki' are for love in a normal way.

I think that is all.

2 more chapters to write. 2 more chapters until finish

Till that time, keep supporting me.

Thank you very much for reading ^^