Happy Friday my lovely readers.

Warning: Child Molestation

Song based: Kendrick Lamar x Swimming Pools

Florence + The Machine x Breaking Down

Monday

Your weekend was terrible and today is going even worse.

"Lopez, do you not know how to throw a football?" coach yells "His got-damn hands are at his waist not his helmet." she's walking your way. "Take a lap, then hit the showers. You're done for the day." she says.

You groan loudly, you kicked over the water dispenser and head to the locker room.

"Ugh!" you shout knocking over everything in your path."Son of a bitch!" you scream.

Tears run down your cheeks and soak your Jersey. You can't believe this is happening, you've worked so hard now your dreams are being shot to hell.

"San?" its Brittany "San?" she calls again. "Santana, what's wrong?" she rushes to your side. "Did you get hurt?" she checks for any visible injuries.

You wipe your face and sniffle. "I'm fine Britt." you tell her. "My dad thinks your no good for me, my uncle raped me and to top it all off Northwestern rejected me. My life sucks." you cry.

She's always been there whenever you've needed her, she's more than an angel she's a goddess. She's your goddess.

"Why are you with me?" you ask with a voice full of venom.

"Because I love you." she say simply.

You can feel your mood turning cold and Brittany is going to be the target. "You shouldn't love someone like me. I'm broken! Inside and out. Why do you love me?" you scream at her "Maybe my dad was right, you only want me because you see dollar signs-"

She cuts you off "How dare you say that to me?" she shouts back.

She's slightly taller then you but your both standing face-to-face. "Maybe my uncle was right, no one will ever love me like he does." you slam your fist into a locker a few times scaring Brittany.

"Why are you doing this?" she says through a shaky voice "I thought we loved each other." she states.

You turn your back and walk away.

oooooooo

Your just staring at the ceiling, with a bottle of Vodak in your hand, life has brought you to an ultimate low, this is the end you think. Today is the day when all your pain comes to an end, but you've also said that a million times.

There's a knock at your door and you freeze. "Santana?" it calls.

He's just standing there looking at you, not saying a single word just looking.

"What do you want?" you spit at him. "What the fuck do you want?" you ask again.

Carlos takes a seat in your computer chair and wheels closer to you. He snatches to bottle from your hand. "Is this how your going to fix your problems?" he yanks you by the shirt and you take a swing at his jaw. "What the hell is wrong with you?" he shouts.

You start to feel sick and b-line to the restroom down the hall. He comes in behind you and locks the door.

"San, you covered in puke." he says.

You've drank so much you keep blacking out. Once the cold shower water hits your face you jump out your skin.

"He's gonna die - he's getting off easy - but - he's gonna die." you cry into your big brothers shirt.

Just then you hear your brother say something you never thought you'd hear him say.

"When I was ten, he did the same thing to me. I thought I was the only one but then I heard you two in the closet." he began to sob. "I told him he could have me instead of you, but it didn't work did it?" you shake your head 'no'. "He came into my room and he sat beside me an - and he gave me this action figure thing." he snorts "He said "Do you love your Uncle?" of course I said yes." he sat with his back against the tub. "Then he crawled into bed with me and he bang to touch me and himself, all I could do was close my eyes, a few minutes later it was all over." your whole life you thought you were the only one. "San after that night I prayed he'd find someone else to have "special time" with and if I would've known it was going to be you I wouldn't have prayed at all." he says to you.

You've never seen your brother cry, he was a tough guy a lot like your father. Your mom says that's why the can't get along they're to much alike.

"See San, your lucky - you got Brittany and I got nothing. I got hurt and damaged." he says.

After you clean yourself up you get in bed you lay down with Bo, and he smells like Brittany.

"Brittany." you sigh.

Game Day

The stadium is full everyone is here, everyone is here for you, Santana Lopez.

"We are McKinley!" Puck shouts "We are winners!" he roars "And we will be champions!" the entire team roars.

The ball is snapped and your hit hard and the ball comes loose, you dive on top of it. "Shit!" you scream. "White-nintey! Ohio! Ohio!" the ball is snapped again and your hit harder.

"Ow!" the crowd flinched.

You get to you feet slowly and head back to the huddle. "What the hell is going on Lopez!" Puck yells.

You look over at the sideline and see Brittany, she's cheering but not for you, your words cut her deep.

"Blue forty-two!" you beam the ball down field and into Sam's hands.

The clock is winding down your down by five one touchdown."Set! Hike!" you fake the pitch and take off down field and your hit.

Your helmet flies off and you just lay there your not sure why your just laying there.

You mind begins to race, life starts to seem more clear, you understand why Brittany is your angel, why your dad wants you to do good and why life shits on medical staff rushes to your side, you look at where the ball is placed.

"Touchdown! McKinley has won, the four A division championship!" JBI'S voice can be heard all over.

The walk back to your car is slow, not because you've got some seriously bruised ribs but because your alone. Its only been 24 hours but its still to long you need Brittany like a flower needs the spring, like a car needs wheels, like haven needs angels, because she's the part of you that always smiles.

I know you all want to know whats wrong with Uncle Ray, and probably want to whack me upside the head but just wait for it. I really hope this chapter was more than amazing for you guys because honestly I don't feel like it was that good It was mainly a filler, with a little bit of drama, but romance and happiness is coming. :( hopefully you guys think other wise. I wrote two versions of this chapter let me know if you guys would like for me to post it.

Well tell me what you all think! Only two chapters left. Yes its going to be bittersweet but time for something new.

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