Warning: G!P
Mentions of sexual assault and child molestations
Down but Not Out
It's been a week since you've talked to Brittany. Of course you see her in school but that doesn't mean anything because she won't even look your way. You can't be happy about winning a national championship because you've got no one to share the happiness with. You miss those sparkling blue eyes and that vibrant laugh. You miss her.
"Hey?" you say to her as she walks pass you. And that's just what it is her walking pass you, you sigh and head in her direction. "Brittany, please listen to me?" but she keeps walking. Then she suddenly turns around.
She's gone forever and there's nothing you can do about it. You crushed the only person who would've taken on the world for you and now you're really incomplete.
Spring Break!
Today starts your week long spring vacation. You've got some physical therapy and homework of course. You lay in bed watching TV when your phone starts buzzing frantically. Puck has sent a mass text to the entire student body.
Puck:
PARTY AT MY PLACE TONIGHT!
You crack a small smile and head over to your closet. You grab a pair of grey Joggers and a black Nike t-shirt. You set your clothes on the bed and get on your knees to find you a pair of sneakers to match. You wonder if Brittany's going to be attending Puck's party tonight. You smile at the thought of Brittany.
Pierce Residents
The Pierce's are in the family room watching ESPN when the children's phones start to buzz the three eldest all look at each other and b-line for the stairs one after the other. Frankie is first to the bathroom which makes his sisters groan in annoyance "He's going to be to in there forever!" Brittany shouts.
After about forty-five minutes in the bathroom he's finally out and Brittany gets her turn. Before she steps in her phone buzzes. Its Santana she deletes the message without reading it and steps into the hot water. She misses Santana but she's not going to keep on letting her take her frustrations out on her anymore, she sheds a tear but lets the water wash it away.
She's siting at her vanity curling her hair wearing nothing but her bra and a pair of black tights, when her brother comes in. "Britt you've gotten minutes! Or we're leaving you." He says.
Puck's House
The music is extremely loud, and nearly every McKinley student is present. Quinn is over in a corner having a conversation with Rachel, Kurt is on the dance floor with Mike, Mercedes and Tina are serving drinks, Puck has a blow horn in his hand he looks towards the door and see Santana. "Santana Lopez ladies and gentlemen!" the crowd of students turn their attention towards the quarterback walking through the door.
Santana gives a small smile, and shakes the hands of a few of her teammates. Puck hands her a drink she takes a small sip and frowns her face in disgust. "Dude, that's death in a cup." She chokes out.
She makes her way through the party and speaks to her fellow student body. She see everyone but the person she really wants to see. There's a group of kids doing a keg-stand in the middle of the kitchen, some kids smoking weed near the sliding glass door, then you see Rachel.
"Superstar! How are you?" Rachel asks.
"I'm doing good Berry. How are you?" you say in return.
Rachel looks at her cup then smiles at the taller brunette "I'm drunk." She laughs. "Brittany's upstairs in the bathroom. I kind of figured that's who you were looking around for." You head to the stairs "You're welcome!" you hear her slur.
(KNOCK! KNOCK!)
"Just a second." She says.
When she opens the door you melt, her hair is curly mess, she's got sparkling lip gloss on her lips, a sheer green top and skin tight black leather tights that make her look extremely delicious. She tries to push the door shut but you shove it open. You can smell the vodka on her breath and by the way she's swaying back-and-forth you can tell she's a little intoxicated.
"Brittany, I'm sorry. Baby please forgive?" you beg
She takes you in her arms and kisses your lips, and you kiss her back. You turn her around and kiss the back of her neck she squeezes the hand you have wrapped around her waist.
"Baby..." You breathe "I've missed you. I'm so sorry." You whisper in her ear.
She slides her tights down and you move her thong to the side. You pull a condom out your pocket and quickly slide it on. You bite her earlobe and her hand covers her mouth.
"Uh, fuck." She moans
You hammer into her without warning and she grabs the edge of the sink. You watch as her face screws up in pleasure through the mirror. She cums quickly only a few strokes later you empty yourself into the latex. You give a few pumps after you cum because you're not soft yet.
"I love you." You tell her.
She just ignores you. She cleans herself up and fixes her hair before she leave you in the bathroom. You head back downstairs and the party's still going just as wild and as crazy as thirty minutes ago. You see Brittany and she ignores your gaze. You feel a pain in your chest because you're hurt, you know you hurt Brittany and now it's her turn to be childish.
You storm out the party and head home. You have an uneasy feeling when you get to the door. That deep dark depression that use to take over your mind, body and soul grabs you by the throat. When you walk into the living room your whole family is there aunts, uncles and cousins. Everyone dead pans when they see you enter the room.
"Santana..." Your father chokes out. "It's your uncle - he's not doing good. His health has taken a turn for the worse." He sobs "the doctors say he won't make it to the morning. He - he wants you to come and see him." He cries, your mother hands a tissue to wipe his face.
Room 121
When you make your way up to the ICU you turn left down a creepy looking hallway and there he is hooked up to the ventilator, body frail and drained barely with a breath of life in him. His eyes are dead, his face is dry, his hair thin and gray, and he's as stiff as a board.
You pull your chair to the side of the bed. "Santana? Santana is that you?." He moans out in pain. "I knew you'd come to see me." His voice is shallow and barely above a whisper. "I know you are glad to see me suffering." He reaches for your hand and you snatch it away. "It's okay you can say you hate me. I hate me too, and apparently so does God." he chuckles. "The doctors say I wont make it through the night." his voice is shallow and fading nothing like you remember. "Cancer." he says, you knit your eyebrows in confusion "It started in my lungs, then to my brain- now it's all over." a tear falls from his eye. "I told the nurse not to give me any Morphine, I told her I deserve to feel every single ounce of pain." you nod your head because you agree with him.
Tears are streaming down your face "My whole life I was afraid of you. At a point I thought of you to be a hero- someone I could trust. I spent so much time hating you and hiding from you and ruining my life drinking away my sorrows-" she chokes back tears "Brittany loves me and I hurt her because you hurt me. I wish I could say I hate you...but that's not going to make me feel better. I forgive you. Not only do I forgive you for myself I forgive you for Carlos and whatever other kids you might've hurt." You wipe your eyes and stand up straight, he closes his eyes and his breathing gets faint. You know and he knows it's the end. "I don't hate you anymore. Brittany has taught me to love, and forgive and she's been my rock. She's the ear that heard my screams. The ones you said nobody would hear." sniffle "I forgive you."
You sit in your car hands clutching the steering wheel so tight your veins are protruding. You slam your fist on the horn - again and again. Your chest starts to tighten and you clutch at your chest. "Ugh!" you scream. You take a few deep breaths and you laugh. "It's finally over." you cry. You pull into your driveway and shut the car off, you look at your watch 10;26 PM. You're grabbing something out of the backseat when you feel a pair of slender arms wrap around your mid-section. The smell of Chanel No.5 and booze fills your nostrils, you turn in her arms and she catches you as you buckle.
"It's over now." she whispers to you.
She holding you tight, and she promises to never let you go.
I know I've been away for awhile so please forgive me. Life has been hectic, I'm going from being a careless teenager to an adult with actual responsibilities and it's super weird. Lol. University has been very time consuming, but I'm going to make this story amazing at least I'm going to try. I want this ending to be good because I know my endings are a little weak, so just bare with me. I hope you all enjoyed this chapter and have enjoyed the story so far. I was a little nervous about it for some reason though, lol. Just let me know what you guys think. PM's and reviews are always lovely. I hope you all have been well, there's one more chapter left probably in November I'll post it. I hope you all love it.
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