"I know,calm down dude." I told him and sat down on a chair in front of me.
"I'm not the one who needs to calm down. After all, you are here because..."
"Shut up!" I yelled as I banged my hand against the table. I couldn't hear about my problems. I was not ready.
"... Exactly my point. So anyway, today, since you are obviously not ready to talk about... well, I better not say it, we will get to know each other better."
"Yay." I said sarcasticly while crossing my arms.
"Because you are so happy about this, I'll go first. My name is Ethan. I'm 28. I'm an only child and my parents died. I used to go here, as a patinet. My girlfriend was sent here for paranoia and I faked a mental illness to get here so I can be with her."
"That's... wow... where is she now? Does she work here too o..."
"She's dead." he answered coldly, his eyes looking not at me but trough me. He didn't look like he cared. I guessed that the time did what it needed to do.
"... Um, sorry dude."
"Moving on. Now you tell me a little something about you. Try to express it with your words and not your fists."
"I'll try... My name is Helia. I'm 18 and, um... I had a little brother. I lived with my mum before I got here... Yeah."
"Would you tell me what happened to your brother?" I formed a fist but I did not use it.
"I think that's too much for just one session." I said trough my teeth and and Ethan smirked.
"Sure thing. We have plenty of time. But just so I remind you, the faster you overcome your... problem, the faster you will be out of here."
"I know..." I said and sighed as we continued talking for 10 minutes more. Then I got out of there and went to Rivens room.
"The guards again." I said with a bored tone as I knocked. He opened the doors and let me in.
"Ha. Ha. Very funny." he said and I got in. He closed the doors behind me, making them slam loudly. The gir with long blue hair was sitting on his bed, smoking. She was pale, so much that she almost looked dead, and she had dark eyes.
"Oh yeah, dude, this is Musa." he added as he sat down on his bed, next to her.
"Nice to meet you." she said and we shook hands.
"I'm Helia."
"I know, dude. You told us already." she said and Riven grinned at her.
"So, why are you here?" I asked her and she raised her eyebrow.
"Um, free cigars?" she said while letting smoke escape her lips.
"No, I meant why are you in here, as in this place."
"Well I guess you will find out tomorrow, won't you?" she said as she finished her cigar. She got up and walked to the doors.
"See you in the morning. This time try to make it to breakfast." she added and got out of the room.
"She seems alright." I said and Riven smiled while looking at the doors.
"Yeah, she sure is something." he whispered while froming a small, light, almost nonexisting smile on his face.
"Do you like her?" as I asked him that, he snapped out of the trans he was in and looked at me/
"Dude, I'm not really a type of guy that talk about all that."
" Alright alright, I get it."
"What about you? Do you like someone? And who is it?"
"I'll tell you when I get to know her name." I said and walked out of the room too. I went to my room, waiting for lunch. Someone knocked on my doors.
"Slide the food like you did before!" I yelled thinking it was the staff. But no reply.
"Do you hear me!?" I yelled again as I stood up from my bed and got to the doors.
"I said, j..." I opened the doors and saw The Beauty. She was shaking, holding her hands behind her back.
"Sorry, I though it was the staff." I said and smiled, trying to friendly. She still looked scared.
"I... Um... My psychologist told me I should,um... Introduce Myself to you. You know... since you're new?" She said and I nodded.
"I'm Helia." I said and looked at her while waiting for her name.
"I'm... sorry I cant do this." she said and ran off. I started running for her.
"Stop!" I yelled and I grabbed her hand. I was so pissed. What was she doing?! Ugh. I pulled her back to me.
"It hurts.." she whispered, pointing at her hand that I was holding. I didn't even bother to actually listen. I just looked at her.
"Why are you running away from me?! I don't even know you and you act like I'm the evilest man you ever seen!" I yelled at her.
"I'm... sorry..." she said and her eyes started to water up.
"Whatever." I've let her hand go and she stood there for a few seconds. Then she ran away. Again. I sighed and just as I started to walk away, two guards approached me.
"W-What the hell?!" I screamed as they started to drag me to the second floor. They took me to Ethan.
"What is it?" he asked when he saw me.
"He almost attacked a girl in here. Her psychologist told us to go after her,she though this one could cause trouble. And I guess she was right." one of them said .
"You can go now. I'll deal with this one." Ethan said and the two guards left. I sat down,where I always do.
"Now tell me, what happened?" he asked calmly. I was expecting him to yell at me. To be angry and to show it. But he didn't.
"Well, I ran into this girl once already and she ran away from me as soon as she saw me. So now she got to my doors and said we should introduce each other because her shrink said so. Then she ran away again. I ran to her and I just grabbed her hand. That's it. I didn't hit her."
"But you might have done just that If the guards didn't stop you." he said and I wanted to punch him. That was not true. I've let go of her hand before the two guards approached.
"Are you calling me a liar?!" I yelled and he sighed.
"Hm,I guess I am."
"Why would I hurt a random girl? I don't even know her!"
"I don't know. You tell me." he said and I calmed down a bit while taking deep breaths.
"Look. I'm guessing it was Miranda's girl. Miranda is also, as you call it, a shrink here. Tell me, did the girl you saw have light brown hair?"
"Yeah that's her." I said as I got a picture of her in my head.
"Alright. She should have told me what was she planing. Next time something like this happens, instead of expressing your anger, just come to me and we can talk it out." he said and I nodded.
"I need to make a phone call." he said and pulled out his phone.
"Miranda,hey." he said and then paused.
"Yeah, I know... I was just talking to him... no, you cant blame this on him! It's your fault for sending a girl who is not stable to a boy who is the same state... Well you didn't tell me! ... Alright, I'll talk to you later on." he said and hung up.
"Miranda will be here soon, so..." he said as he looked at me and I sighed, then stood up.
"I'm on my way." I said and left his office.