"Yeah... again." I answered slowly. Both Bloom and me calmed down at that point.
"And you, Bloom?" the guy next to Ethan asked while looking at her.
"I'm sorry. It's just that after what happened yesterday I couldn't control my self." she said and looked down to the table.
"Then you should of called me!" he yelled which made her look back at him. He was talking to Bloom in such a different way then Ethan was talking to me. I was the one that hit her, and Ethan was calm. She was the one who just provoked me and she gets yelled at... I could never be a shrink.
"I know... I'm so sorry... I just didn't expect my mum to call and..." she stopped and tears started rolling down from her eyes. She talked to her mother? I didn't even know that was possible at that point.
"Alright. I won't argue with you. Go to your room and wait for our normal meeting." he said, now with calmer voice and she nodded.
"Sorry again,Helia." she said as she left the room.
"So this is your new patient?" the guy asked and Ethan smirked at me.
"Yeah. He has a really bad temper but It's fun working with him." he said and the other guy laughed silently.
"Oh, right, I'm Phill." the guy said and he shook hands.
"Nice meeting you."
"Anyway, I need to go. I need to talk to Miranda, she lost her mind,I swear." Phill said as he stood up.
"What did she do now?" Ethan asked laughing a bit, while Phill looked quite annoyed.
"She told her girl she can go out today! Can you believe it!"
"She is quite unstable."
"I know,and she can go to town today!Alone!"
"I was talking about Miranda." they both laughed while I just kinda stayed silent in my seat awkwardly.
"Anyway, I need to go. If that girl leaves this building today,I just know she will be in an even worse state of mind." Phill said and left.
"So what should I do with you..." Ethan asked and I stayed quiet.
"I'm... I'm sorry. I couldn't control it." I said breaking the silence.
"I think you should talk to your mother too,you know. Daniella, was it?" he asked and i froze. That was the name that I was hopping never to hear again.
"N-No, her name is Sam." I said and Ethan made a confused face expession.
"I'm sorry, I was sure I read that name somewhere in your file. Well anyways, I think you should talk to her."
"But Bloom talked to her mother yesterday and she lost control!"
"You have no control so there's nothing to be lost." he said and smiled. I, instead of getting annoyed with his joke, was too wrapped up in memories of the name I hear again, after years and years.
"No jokes, Ethan. I cant. I don't want to." I said and stood up, then ran out of his office. I bumped into someone. Again. When will people learn how to use the hallways? I looked at the woman on the floor. She had orange hair that was shoulder lenght, light brown eyes, and a birth mark above her lip. She had tanned skin and she was in a white coat, just like the one Jenessa had.
"I'm sorry." I said and stood up, knowing it was better for me to just be nice to her, since she was obviously working in there. I gave her a hand and she stood up as well.
"Oh, thank you." she said and brushed off the dust from her coat.
"You know, I didn't expect that from you." she added and looked at me... what?
"I'm sorry, do I know you?" I asked and she laughed.
"You don't, but I know you from stories. That is, If you're Ethans new kid." I just nodded.
"I'm Miranda. Now I really need to go, Ethan wants to talk to me. Bye." she said and started walking away.
"Wait! Can you tell me the name of your patient?" I asked and she turned around, then nodded, but obviously confused.
"Flora." she then continued walking away. Flora,hm? Cute. Later that day I went back to Rivens room. I guess he was my best friend at the time.
"Helia,get in now!" he said and he pulled me in his room. He then closed the door.
"What the hell happened today,man?!" he scream while opening his closet and taking out a pack of cigars out of a pocket on his coat.
"Nice hiding place. Also, the only thing I see you do is smoke."
"Helia don't irritate me and just answer me!" he said as he took one out the pack.
"Yeah, um... nothing really. I was at my shrinks office, he said I should talk to my mother, Bloom calmed down, so did I, that's it." I said and he sighed.
"Thank god." he said and lighten the cig.
"Why were you so worried?" I asked as I opened the window and sat on the floor.
"...Look. You are the first person I am talking to about this." he said and sighed. "I... I feel like these people are my family. Back home, you know, in my real home, I never felt accepted. But here... they all get me. Even you started to grow on me."
"Awh, that's so sweet."
"Oh, shut your mouth. And never talk about this again." he said and I laughed. He was obviously uncomtrable with what he said, but it was also obvious he was telling the truth. After an hour or two, I left his room and I started walking up the stairs,to my room. I heard two female voices so I stopped.
"So, did you make your decision?" the first woman asked. I got back down so I could see who was talking. It was Miranda and The Beau... Flora.
"Yeah. I really don't feel like going out tonight." Flora answered while keepig her hands behind her back and Miranda nodded.
"I'm really glad you decided that." she said and hugged her.
"But... didn't you want me to go? To be social?" she asked and Miranda let go of her.
"No. You're not ready. I'm just happy you didn't force yourself into something we both knew it would get you panic attacks. And you didn't try to run away." Hm. Well I guess Miranda isn't nuts.