YES. I'M ALIVE X) HERE IT IS.


Alice held onto me and we began to stroll, we were walking in a random direction and wound up in the woods again. This time there was a lake near by. I had begun to get a burning sensation in my throat again and remembered I hadn't drank anything in ages.

"Ali?" We had been quiet up til now. There were a lot of things happening all at once and frankly it was a lot to take in. I could become a killing machine, I felt bad when I stepped on a bug now. I couldn't imagine crushing a human or a vampire.

"Yes?" She had a way of looking at me when I called her name, it was like the world had stopped turning for her and I was the only thing that mattered. She had me in the center and no matter what happened, I'd come first. I could tell she'd been waiting for me to come along for a long while and now that she had me, she didn't seem to want to ever let go.

"I-I'm a little thirsty." I replied unsteadily. She started to smile at me, thinking quickly and nodded. She clapped her hands together, excited now.

"We'll hunt together and ditch the blood at lunch then, I'll teach you how to." She seemed to love the idea of teaching me the ropes and I trusted her well enough to let her take the reins five times over again. I nodded enthusiastically and she grinned, letting go of me.

"Okay, first things first. Relax. Let your senses take over and they'll lead you, I promise. We're far enough away from any humans that I'm not all that worried about you nibbling on them." She winked at the last part while I lightly smacked her forearm. I obliged anyways though, taking in a deep breath and letting it out slowly, focusing on the noises around me. From the noises I moved onto the smells.

It smelled dark and green, like plants with small insects crawling over them. I took in another breath, many people had been through here before, as had Alice and I apparently but so had many animals. There had been a deer, chased by...a lynx. I sniffed again, I liked the smell of the lynx. I wanted it. I took off in that direction, chasing it down, I was faster and so it took us a few minutes to catch up to a lynx lounging by a cave. It was alone.

Hissing at me, it leapt down and we circled each other. It was a contest now and Alice was sitting on the side, waiting for me to have my first kill. We continued this for a few seconds before it took the first move and jumped at me. I braced myself and we rolled over, fighting and clawing at each other. I vaguely noticed Alice standing up quickly from where she'd been waiting. Eventually I got my hands wrapped around its neck, it started to try to bite my arm and sunk its teeth into my clothes before I snapped it's neck.

I sunk my teeth into it's neck and suck down my fill, leaving enough to Alice. When I was done I stood up, dusting off my clothes, righting them and checking the tears. It'd done a number on my arms and chest on the shirt, but my pants were just muddy.

"I don't know if you like lynx or what but I left enough for you to, Ali." I said this affectionately and walked over to her. She looked surprised but also very much impressed as she wrapped her arms around my waist.

"Thanks." She said this with a grin and then walked over to the lynx, taking her share. I started looking around as I saw her come into view again, eyes more golden now. She looked me up and down and slowly slid her arms back around my waist, pulling me to her.

LEMON ITS NOT PLOT CHANGING.

"Thanks baby. You know, I've got to hand it to you. You're sexy when you're fighting." She said this quietly as she kissed down from my jawline to right above the tear in my shirt. With Alice I was always mildly turned on but when she did things like that, it didn't take long for me to get wet. I looked down to see her eyes darken and the bedroom eyes came out again, I loved those eyes.

"Wait!" She was about to slide a hand down my pants when I held up a hand and she looked up with worry.

"What is it?" She sounded really worried and she stood up fully now, taking her hand away from my pants button and zipper.

"One, its my turn to make you feel good, and two, no ripping of my clothes!" I said the last past exasperatedly, her face immediately softened and she nodded, grinning at me.

"Well I mean, it wouldn't take much to get them off of you." The way she said it sounded hot as hell to me and the fact that she gripped both of my boobs as she said it added more action behind her words.

I shivered but got back into focus, this was for her. My hands drifted to her jeans and I quickly undid the button. She moved her hands to under my bra, and began to knead my nipples between her fingers. It didn't take much as they were still sensitive from general activity and thoughts leading up to this.

I let my hand slowly creep down until I felt the line of her underwear. I stared straight into her eyes as I moved to lay us on the ground, she moved her hands to squeeze my forearms and I watched with a morbid satisfaction as I teased her pussy. Her grip tightened on me and I realized how difficult this was for her. She had given me the power and while I accepted it as an honour, she still wanted to be on top of me.

"Baby, I know we agreed on you with me but can I take over from now? Please?" She was begging me as she looked me up and down. I pouted and watched her eyes narrow in on my lips. I could smell the lust suddenly jump up and grinned.

"But why?" I asked mischievously as I slowly slid a finger into her. I watched her eyes widen then narrow again as she didn't answer and instead flipped us. She was on top and she was kissing me hard, biting the lip I'd stuck out. I took my hand out quickly wrapping arms around her, and she started to grind against me. I could feel the wetness on my own pants, I was radiating lust and so was she at this point.

The grinding sped up and all at once I came as I felt her sucking and kissing along my jaw and neck. Could vampires get hickeys? I didn't think so. It took her a little longer and I experimented with feeling one boob then one nipple over the other, she was the most sensitive on her left side. I figured this out when she moaned and came with a shiver as I nibbled it.

She rolled over next to me and I automatically felt the arms wrap around my torso and pull me towards her. She was almost warm and the smells off of her were amazing. I sighed at the fact that we fucked up our clothes again. This was becoming a regular issue with us apparently.

LEMON OVER

"Why the long face?" She nuzzled my neck and I looked up at her eyes. The fact that we were facing each other had resulted in a tangle of our legs that I honestly didn't mind.

"We always fuck up the clothes. These are nice clothes and we ruin them every time." I replied, frowning. Her face creased into a smile and I felt myself fawning over it. She had a beautiful smile.

"I brought some. Thought ahead this time, baby." She pointed to a bag behind us, up on the ledge. We'd done the whole trash one area thing again as well. We'd really have to start thinking about these things instead of the sudden and hack job landscaping we were doing now. I giggled and snuggled into her shoulder, not willing to get up and go anywhere. She froze up and I could feel the panic set in, what would she see now?

"Alice?" I asked hesitantly when she relaxed again. I watched as she looked back down at me and leaned in to take a deep breath.

"Just an image of Bella. She's going to start to wonder where you are." She responded smiling at me. I sighed and stood up, going over to the bag and pulling out the packed clothing. I turned around after getting changed and saw Alice still laying on the ground with a mixture of a pout and a look that gave me rolling heat waves.

"Get up Ali, I'll even let you drive me back." I scolded her at first then winked and she scoffed as she stood up. She dusted her pants off and looked me up and down as she sauntered over.

"Like I'd let anyone else drive you, I'm spending as much time as I can with you." She said this seriously and walked over, smacking my ass before she put on the clothes herself.


We pulled up to the school right as lunch began, I walked in with Alice and grabbed the tray of food we'd never eat. Bella looked up a bit worried but cracked a small, unsure smile at me. I smiled warmly as I could back at her. We walked past the table with Bella and crew to the rest of the Cullens, I looked up as Emmett began to grin.

"What?" I asked him suspiciously as I sat down in the chair Ali pulled out for me. I heard Edward sigh and glared at the two of them, leaning back to cross my arms.

"Have a good time in the forest?" Emmett snorted at his own joke and I rolled my eyes. He was just that kinda guy. I mean he joked about him and Rose anyways so I ignored it. Electing instead to smile at Rose as she rolled her eyes and mouthed 'sorry', I waved her off.

"Maybe we did, Emmett." Alice piped up from my side and I grinned at her. It was a good time the thought that Edward could see it dawned on me and I immediately started to stretch the little shield on me to Alice. For once Edward looked relieved and bowed his head in thanks to me. I giggled, this was going to become a normal thing simply because I didn't want him privy to my moments with Ali. She seemed to be thinking about them a lot anyways.

This sort of banter continued for a lot of lunch, going back and forth between Emmett and Alice while Rose and I discussed the classes and people around us. Especially Bella and Mike. Jasper was silent, listening to Emmett and Alice and throwing in a random comment here and there to keep them going. Tanya was discussing a music piece with Edward, he'd nod every once in a while but outside of this he just listened to her ramble on.

"Well my mate can kick your ass in GTA." Alice stated triumphantly when Emmett's mouth popped open, he was indignant. Rose and I noticed Bella walking over first and I flicked Alice to get her attention then motioned to Bella approaching with my eyes. She nodded and stopped talking quickly, electing to rest her hand over the thigh that she'd marked.

"Well mine can-" Emmett stopped talking as Rose and I kicked him under the table simultaneously. He glared at both of us and rubbed his shin, grumbling under his breath about vampire women and heels.

"U-uh Hi." Bella had finally gotten here and the table lapsed into an awkward silence as we all stared at her. I cracked first when the stutter started.

"Hey Bells! Have I introduced you to the Cullens yet?" I jumped out of my chair. This got me a warning look to be slower next time and that the loss of physical contact wasn't appreciated, both were from Alice. I slung an arm over Bella's shoulder lightly, trying to not put much weight on her shoulders and face the Cullens.

"Thats Emmett, Rosalie, Edward, Tanya, and Jasper! Guys, this is Bella." I called out each of their names and pointed, everyone but Rose and Edward gave a small wave. Edward just nodded his head, Rose gave a tight smile.

"You forgot me! The best one of all." Alice was getting pretty bold with her affections in front of my sister, winking at as she said it. I sighed at this.

"Ignore her. She doesn't even go here." I said it as a reference from the movie Mean Girls and got Bella to giggle. It made me smile though it seemed to confuse everyone else but Alice who just pouted.

"Mine if I borrow this, gents?" I said this smiling at the two guys sitting there and watched as they went bug eyed and nodded quickly. Grabbing the chair for Bella was easier than I thought it'd be. I sat it down between Alice and I, getting a look from the pixie. I gave her one back that said deal with it. I sat back in my chair closer to Rose now, watching Bella shift uncomfortably. Everyone had gone quiet, there was a human in their midst and they had no idea whatsoever to do with it.

"So, do you like your classes, Bella?" Edward was the first to speak and Tanya smiled at my sister. She was trying to be friendly and I gave them both a smile that said thank you. Jasper met my eyes and glanced at the door, then looked back at me. I gave him a short nod and he stood up.

"Sorry guys, I've gotta go get books for the next class." He said abruptly and speed walked away. Bella looked back at me, a little worried and I gave her the same dismissive hand gesture as I had with Charlie.

"Well I really like Biology." She replied softly after she took a deep breath and let it out slowly. She was trying to calm herself down and while I was glad Jasper left from his problems with blood, I almost wished he was here to calm her down. Instead all I could do was frown at Alice.

"Thats awesome! What do you like about it?" Alice had caught my look and was trying to welcome Bella. Bella explained all the little things and the conversation continued on like that, with me throwing in a question or comment about her teachers.

The end of lunch came quickly and Alice volunteered to walk Bella to her class and meet up with us after. I smiled at her graciously and she winked outside of Bella's eyesight. Rose and I started the slow human walk to Philosophy.

"I know she's your sister, but god do I wish we didn't have to deal with her." Rose was frank and I nodded. I didn't want to either, she was my twin and I loved her to death. She just happened to have a strong curiosity and often didn't stop pushing her nose in even when she knew not to. If we seemed suspicious to her, she'd start pushing and all the rules to do with us being hidden would be out the window. The Volturi didn't take well to people who let the secret slip out.

"Its a really shitty situation, Rose. Totally agree with you there, but we have to if we don't want to raise any suspicions." I replied and she sighed.

"I wish we didn't have to deal with it is all." Rose added in, glaring at the ground now. She didn't like humans getting close because they posed a threat to her family and Rose was notoriously protective of all of us. She wasn't trusting of an outsider and Bella was definitely an outsider.

"I know, I didn't want any of this shit. It was and has been continuously crappy. I've lied like a gazillion times to Charlie, like everytime we eat, I have to lie." I said this sounding frustrated and motioned to my current self's situation by motioning to myself.

"I knew it. You didn't want this life at all. I ruined your old one, didn't I?" Alice said this quietly behind us and I spun around quickly with my hand over my dead heart, a little startled. She looked guilt ridden and like she was on the brink of tears. At this look I bugged out and watched her turn and run back into the crowd of teenagers.

"Aw shit, Rose." I said this starting to freak out as I looked at the blonde who also looked like she was about to freak out. The warning bell rang, signaling that class was starting in a few minutes.

"You need to go after her. She gets really frickin' destructive when you've made her sad or mad or just about anything and I want my Porsche to see the light of day." Rose remarked quickly and I motioned to the class door that was a few feet away with students piling in.

"I'll cover for you, no worries." She smiled warmly at me and I hugged her quickly as I ran off after Alice. Our teacher, Mr Therin had a serious crush on Rose anyways. It'd be easier for her to keep him distracted while I went after my Ali.