The moment you've all been waiting for ;) I actually like rewrote this a billion times...hope it's good!
It had been two days since Clary had touched the shiny blade which she kept in her makeup bag, in her bathroom. She felt guilt that she hadn't confided in someone, but she couldn't for the life of her. She wouldn't be able to look at them.
It was only early in the morning when she felt someone shaking her shoulders. She groaned and rolled over, to find Jace wasn't there. She slowly opened her eyes to find Jace standing next to the bed, fully dressed.
She frowned, "where are you going?" She asked sadly.
He smiled, "I'm not going anywhere, Angel. I was just thinking this morning we could go to my favourite little diner, for breakfast."
She smiled up at him, "mmmmm, ok. Help me." She said, holding her arms out.
Jace grabbed her hands and helped her up. She lent her head on his chest, rubbing her eyes, she smelt in his scent, and wrapping her arms around his waist. She felt his body tense slightly.
"Go and get ready. Otherwise we'll get to school late." Jace said, his voice tight.
"Ugh. School."
She detached herself from Jace and headed into the bathroom. She quickly got ready, having a shower, pulling some mid thigh shorts too cover her healing cuts and a plain green clingy shirt. She rearranged her curls to they fell down her back neatly. She walked out of the bathroom and pulled on white Chuck Taylor's.
"Come on, Angel." Jace said, leading her out of the house.
Clary chucked him the keys when they reached the car.
"You drive." She said, waving his questioning look away.
Jace shrugged and jumped in. They didn't drive for long, twisting around the streets. Jace pulled up in front of a small little diner. When the entered they where greeted with the smell of cakes, coffee and tea, and cool air. They sat at the corner of the room at a small table.
"This place is so cute. I love it." Clary said looking around the room.
"I discovered it when we moved here. I've stop coming her recently, but now we can come here." He said, smiling fondly at Clary.
At that moment a young pretty waitress walked over, "Hi, Jace. Nice to see you again." The waitress said, leaning over giving Jace a full view of her cleavage.
Clary raised her eyebrows and bit her lip. She looked over at Jace to see he clearly wasn't interested, he was actually staring at Clary.
"Angel, what do you want?" Jace asked, ignoring the girl.
Clary compressed a laugh as the girl scowled at Clary.
"What ever your having, Jacey." Clary said, smiling at the girl.
"You know what that is. Don't you, Caitlin?" Jace asked.
She girl stomped off into the kitchen. Clary couldn't hold back her laugh any more.
"What's so funny, Angel?" Jace asked.
"Oh, come on! That girl was practically laying herself out on the table for you! Don't tell me you didn't notice that!" Clary said, still laughing.
Jace's cheeks flushed, "we-I-it was nothing." He said.
"Oh. Oh! You guys slept together!" Clary said, her heart panging slightly.
Jace sighed, "it was once! It was nothing!" Jace said quickly.
Clary stayed quiet as the food came. The girl banged them down on the table and stomped off.
"Mmm, pancakes!" Clary said.
They ate as the usually did, laughing and chatting. Jace stole some of her pancakes.
"That's mine!" She whinged .
Jace smiled around his fork full of pancakes. She scowled at him and stole his milkshake, drinking the rest.
"Hey, Angel!" He protested.
She smiled cheekily at him. They ate up the rest of their breakfast and left the cute diner. Clary started towards the car but Jace grabbed her arm, pulling her away.
"We still have some time to waste. Don't we, Angel?" Jace asked.
She smiled at him and let him lead her down pathway after pathway. They finally reached a bridge that sat over a large river. They strolled to the middle of the bridge. Clary leaned against the railing and looked down into the river, the sun was rising staining it a pinkish colour.
She turned around and went to walk to the other side but ran into Jace's body. He stumbled forward, pressing her back against the railing, his body pressed to hers. Clary breath hitched, her body flushing with heat. Jace seemed frozen, his hands braced beside her on the railings, his chest pressing against hers with every breath.
"Fuck it." He whispered under his breath.
That's when he kissed her. Clary's hands went immediately to his chest, to push him away, but she didn't. She slid her hands around his neck and tangled them in his sliky hair, pulling him closer. His hands grabbed her waist, pulling her impossibly closer to him. He slid his tongue along her bottom lip, she granted access, letting him deepen the kiss. She couldn't help but moan as his tongue explored her mouth, and Jace noticed it grabbing her hips tighter.
When they broke apart they where both breathing heavily. Clary clutched the front of his T-shirt, wanting him to kiss her again. He smiled and kissed her softly on the lips. Clary smiled against his lips.
"You don't know," he breathed heavily, "how long, I have needed to do that, Angel." He said.
She smiled up at him, "needed?" She whispered.
He slipped his arms around her waist, holding her up on her tippy toes.
"Needed." He whispered, leaning down the rest of the way and kissing her softly again. She cherished the feel of his soft lips.
They walked back to the car, Jace's arm around her waist as they walked. He kissed her again. And again. And again. And again. Before they got into the car.
"Hey Jace. With all the shits that's been going on, do you mind if we keep us on the down-low, from everyone. Like even Izzy and that." Clary said.
"Of course, Angel. Of course." Jace said, smiling at her.
When Clary parked her truck in the students parking lot, Jace was out of the car before she even turned the engine off. He opened the door for her and grabbed her hips helping her out of the car. Jace looked around the car park empty of people before pushing Clary up against the car and kissing her hard. His body pushed up against her, leaning down to meet her lips. She groaned when he pulled back.
"More later, Angel." Jace said with a wink.
Clary smiled. It felt so good being able to touch Jace and kiss him like friends couldn't. She had always thought for a while that she wanted, needed him as more than a friend but she had never acted on. She was glad he had. They held hands, because that was normal for 'Jace and Clary friends'. Clary was happy about that little bonus.
Her good mood got washed away as soon as they stepped into the building. Everyone still watched Clary was judgy eyes, especially her back. She could hear all the whispers, 'slut', 'scars', '..her back', 'are they dating?', 'Sebastian..'. Sebastian's name sent shivers down her spine, she clutched onto Jace not being able to bear the stares and gossip.
The first half of the day went slowly. It didn't matter how much Jace was by her side, the staring was overwhelming. Everyone knew about her father, her scars, they thought she was a slut. They thought she had agreed to have sex was Sebastian until Jace burst into the room screaming that she was his girlfriend not Sebastian's. Many things about Clary travelled around her school, but the fact that everyone knew what they shouldn't have really hit Clary where it hurt.
She didn't know how Sebastian had learnt about her father and her scars, but he knew, now the whole school knew. And he had the audacity to walk around the school saying that he and Clary had, had sex, but she had been cheating on him with Jace, and at the party Jace had broken down the door because he had discovered Clary and Sebastian were in there having sex. But no one knew the truth, no one would believe the truth. No matter how much Clary accused him of trying to rape her and no matter how much Emma beat the shit out of him nothing would change.
"Wanna come back to mine tonight, Angel? Mom wants me to come home for a night or two." Jace said, once they were in her truck.
"Yeah, of course. Mom isn't getting back until next Tuesday now." Clary agreed.
They pulled up into Jace's driveway and headed inside. Jace walked behind Clary, holding her by the waist, tripping over her with his long legs and she giggled as he did.
"Jace! Clary! Oh, how lovely it is too see you again!" Jackie said cheerily, pulling Clary away from Jace and into a tight hug.
"Mom. Lay off." Jace said embarrassed.
"Oh, I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Jackie said, releasing Clary.
She was short like Clary, a few inches taller. Unlike Jace she had short pitch black hair and pale blue eyes.
They all sat down for dinner a while later, chatting and laughing.
"So your Jace's adoptive mom?" Clary asked, curiously.
"Yes, yes I am. Adopted this one, when he was a tiny 8 year old. So small and cute he was. Look at him now, big, strong and handsome. We've had our problems, but gotten through them." Jackie said, smiling with just one corner of her mouth.
After dinner they all sat on the couch together watching Supernatural. Clary sat curl into Jace's side, his arms wrapped around her. Jace laughed every time Clary mimicked what they were saying, she had watched this season millions of times, she pretty much knew it word for word.
"I want to kiss you, Angel." Jace whispered into Clary's ear.
She giggled, "then kiss me." She whispered back.
"In front of my mom? I don't think I'll ever hear the end of it." Jace whispered back.
Clary bite her lip and giggled softly.
"Hey, mom. We're gonna go to bed. I'm gonna grab some extra pillow out of the closet." Jace said, standing up.
Jackie laughed, "yeah, yeah, whatever you say." She said, wavering her hand at him.
Jace's cheeks flamed red, as he turned around and walked to his bedroom, Clary trailing behind him.
"Night, Jackie." Clary called back in her sweetest voice.
Clary waited in Jace's room as he got spare pillow and blankets for him to 'sleep on the floor'.
"Jacey. I don't think she's that stupid." Clary said, giggling as he walked back in his room.
"Well-I. It's just-ugh." Jace said, sighing.
"I think that's the first time I've seen you blush." Clary teased.
"I did not." Jace mumbled.
"Oh, but I think you did." She teased even more.
Jace grumbled under his voice before walking over to her. Clary perched on his desk, smiling cheekily at him. He grabbed her around the waist, standing in between her legs. He leaned forward to kiss her, but she leaned back, teasing him.
He groaned and leaned forward again, Clary leaned back again.
He grumbled and then pouted.
Clary giggled and tapped his lips with her finger. He caught her wrist with his hand and kissed the top of her hand, then her wrist. Slowly up her arm, to her shoulder. Clary took a deep breath, as her heart drummed in her throat, she closed her eyes slightly. Jace laughed slightly before kissed just below her jaw, and up her jaw line, before pushing her hair back and kissing just behind her ear making her squirm.
He definitely knew what he was doing.
"Mmmm, like that?" Jace whispered, before doing it again.
He pushed her hair back again, tracing behind her ear.
"Nice tattoo, Angel." Jace whispered.
"Thank you." Clary said, biting her lower lip.
Clary had a small tattoo of three ravens in flight, just behind her ear. No one could see it unless she pulled her hair back in a tight pony tail. Only Izzy and Emma knew she had it.
"You have any others?" Jace asked in a low voice, tracing her jaw line with his lips.
"Mmmm, maybe. But not where you can see them." She said, smiling slightly.
"Never would have pegged you for being such a naughty girl." He said, nipping her earlobe.
Clary gasped slightly, grabbing onto the front of his shirt.
"I think some one needs to be punished." Jace whispered.
"Do I?" Clary asked cheekily, biting her lip.
Jace kissed her, lightly, making Clary squirm, want more. She tugged him by his shirt, bringing him closer. She granted him access as soon as he asked, loving the feeling of his tongue fighting with hers. Jace's hands tightened on her hips, his finger flexing over her hip bones, sending electricity through her body. She knew he wanted to move his hands, but was being considerate, so she wiggled her body closer to his, not wanting to break to the kiss, but tell him it was alright. He got the message and slowly slid one hand to the small of her back, the other tangling in her hair.
She loved the feeling of Jace's hands on her, his lips assaulting hers. She moved her hands from the front of his shirt, up into his soft golden hair that felt like silk in her fingers. His hand on her lower back pulled her closer, so she wrapped her legs around his waist. They finally broke the kiss, practically gasping for air. Clary bit Jace's lip, tugging on it. Jace growled, actually growled and started planting hot, wet kisses down her neck.
"Mmmmm, Jace." Clary moaned.
He came back up and kissed her softly on the lips.
"Angel, you don't know how long I've wanted this. Since the first time I saw you, I wanted to take you into a deep, dark corner and do unspeakable things to you." Jace whispered.
Clary licked her lips, "is that so?" She asked.
"Seeing you roll around on my bed, god, I had to hold myself back then. I was ready to pin you down and rip your clothes off." Jace whispered, kissing her jaw line.
"What else." She said in a small voice,
"You in those bikinis. My legs got weak, because your body, god your body. It's angelic, sexy, amazing. I came so close to undoing that knot in the top." Jace whispered, kissing down her neck.
"Any thing else?" Clary asked, moaning softly.
"Oh, so many times. Your just so beautiful. Even you just walking, the way your hips sway in those tight jeans or shorts. You in a skirt, showing off your sexy, silky soft, long legs, it just-" Jace cut himself off with a soft moan.
Clary giggled and kissed him chastely on the lips, jumping down from the desk and slipping past him. She yanked a shirt out of his closet and headed for his bathroom.
She glanced back, "to be continued." She teased, slipping into the bathroom.
She closed and locked the door, and leaned her back on it.
What have I gotten myself into? She thought, with a small smile playing on her lips.
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