Hey guys. I know most of you told me not to change it. But I have. Didn't take me long to do either. I haven't updated until now because I've been at the hospital because someone in my family was sick. But all good now. The next 2 chapters I will put up right now, and they are ones that I have posted before BUT I have changed them obviously.
Enjoy.
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It was Monday morning and Jace and Clary walked back into the school after having weeks off. Clary still noticed the stares and whispers, but they didn't seem nearly as bad. Clary smiled up at Jace reassuring him, he smiled back, squeezing her hand.
They met everyone in the courtyard as they usually did, Emma tucked her knife in her boot, Izzy smiling broadly.
"Oh, it's great to have you here!" Izzy said, pulling her into a tight hug.
"Some ones a little over enthusiastic." Clary said, patting Izzy awkwardly on the back when she didn't let go.
Simon shrugged at her, 'that time of the month?' He mouthed.
Clary shrugged at him, finally detaching Izzy from her.
Clary and Jace walked to their first class together, science. Eyes were watching them, but it seemed the rumours had started to die down. Most of the day went normally, easy, no problems, and no sign of Sebastian. He always seemed to disappear and re appear at the worst times. But there was no sign of him.
Clary and Jace spent most classes mucking around, flirting with each other, sneaking kisses when the teacher wouldn't see. They went back to Jace's house, Clary texted her mom.
Jace suddenly lifted Clary up and carried her through the house, setting her down on his desk in his room. He stood in between her legs, hands resting on her thighs.
"I've been thinking about you all day." Jace murmured, leaning in close.
"Have you?" She asked, biting her lip.
"Well...parts of you..." Jace said, kissing her neck.
"Parts?" She asked, loosing her breath slightly, he always had this effect on her.
"Mmmmmm. Like your lips." He said, planting a soft kiss on her lips.
She grabbed his shirt, trying to pull his lips back to hers, back he moved back.
"And your neck, right here..." He said, kissing just above her collar bone, making her shiver.
He smiled at that, seeming proud of what he did to her.
"And..." His hands grazed over her breast, but continued down, "that perfect curve of your waist." He said, squeezing her hips.
She ran her hands up his chest and locked them behind his neck, twining her fingers in his soft hair.
"And your legs." He said, running his hands over her shorts and down her legs to her knees.
She wrapped her legs around his waist, locking her ankles. He picked her up, walking over to his bed, he paused, walked over to his door and locked it, then dropped her on his bed, sliding his body over hers.
"That's all?" She asked, tugging his shirt up.
He slipped his shirt off, "no...but I don't think it's suitable to say aloud..." Jace said, slipping her shirt off.
She flipped their positions, straddling him. Jace bit his bottom lip, keeping his hands on her hips. Clary kissed him, allowing him access immediately, the kiss a little harder than they usually were but it made Clary's body heat with fire. Jace un clasped her bra expertly, sliding it off her and flinging it away, leaving Clary in only her shorts.
He groped her softly, making her moan into the kiss. He slowly trailed one hand down towards her shorts, unbuttoning then unzipping them. Clary rolled off him, allowing him to work off her shorts, leaving her in only her panties. She bit her lip nervously.
"What's wrong, Angel?" Jace asked, laying on top of her.
"I don't know..." She said, frowning.
Jace got off her, handing her his shirt to slide on. He sat in front of her, legs crossed under neath him.
"Angel, what wrong?" Jace asked more firmly.
She looked up into his golden eyes. They held worry in them.
She sighed, "I just-I'm. I'm a- and it's just-" she cut herself off, biting her lip.
Jace caught her face in his hands, "Clary, you can tell me anything." He said, serious.
Just by him using her name, she knew she had to tell him.
"Jace I'm-oh for gods sake. I'm a virgin." She said quickly.
Jace looked at her, his expression not changing.
"And?" He prodded.
"Well, I'm a virgin! Your obviously not!" She said, waving her hands at him.
He smiled at her slightly, "Clary, I know your a virgin. So what's wrong?" He asked.
"You do?" He nodded, "anyway. It's not really that. Well it is. Well-god why can't a speak properly! Okay, so you've had sex before. I know it. Even before you told me. But anyway. It's hard for me Jace. It is. And I've never done anything like this. To be honest, it scares me Jace. You don't. But the idea, it scares me a little." She said honestly.
Jace's face changed and he took her face into his hands, "Angel, I'm not going to force you into anything your not ready for. And don't worry about my past 'relationships'. They meant absolutely nothing to me, Clary. I've never loved anyone. It's different for us, I love you and I'm not going to force you into anything. I promise." Jace said, his eyes glowing with love.
"Really?"
"It's not like I'll dump you for not having sex with me. I love you." He said.
She smiled a small smile, "thank you."
"Plus, I want it to be special for you." He said, reaching and pulling her necklace from under his shirt she was wearing.
"You are the best boyfriend." Clary said, with absolute certainty.
"I know. I know." He said with a smirk.
On Tuesday they arrived at school as usual, carried on. But it seemed eerily quiet. Too quiet. They where all sitting down at lunch and everyone was quiet. Dead quiet.
"Oh for fucks sake!" Clary burst out,
Everyone looked surprised at her. Jace grabbed her hand, which she shook off.
"What the hell is going on! All of you, your all dead quiet. What's going on?" She demanded, looking at Simon, to Izzy, Jules, Emma and finally Jace.
Jace bit his lip, his eyes flicking to Izzy. Clary turned to Izzy, raising her eyebrows, crossing her arms over her chest.
Iz sighed, "Sebastian's here. At school I mean." She said in a small voice.
Clary took a deep breath, pressing her lips together.
"Angel-"
"I'm fine. I'm fine. I have you guys here, all will be fine." She reassured them all, squeezing Jace's hand.
When the final dreaded moment came and her and Jace stepped into maths. Clary was waiting for it. But nothing came. Sebastian wasn't even in class yet. They sat down the their usual desks together.
"Maybe he won't show." Jace said, but she could heard the edge of uncertainty in his voice.
"He will." Clary said.
"Oh, and he has." Clary heard a spine shivering voice say behind her.
Clary turned around, standing up, Jace right beside her. People stopped and stared at the unraveling situation.
"Come. Gather round, Sebastian has a story to tell." Sebastian said, a smirk on his face.
And the crowd did, slowly. They gathered around in a small circle, Jace practically snarling at Sebastian.
"What ever you have to say Sebastian, it will just be another lie. Like all the other things you've said." Clary spat at him.
"Oh, Clary my dear, I assure you, this is not a lie. Grab out your phones if you must. What would I care." Sebastian said to the crowd. The crowd did, hungry for drama, they took their phones out.
Clary grabbed onto Jace's hand for steady feet.
"Now. Where shall I start? From the beginning? Yes. Many of you may not know, or well, all of your may not know anything about Clary's past. Do you all remember a few years ago when Clary disappeared? For a few months, no, more than that. Well Clary liked to rebel a little. Against her father that is. You all remember what goes on at home? Yes? Good. Little miss goody here started hanging around those teenagers, remember the dodgy looking ones, that got killed in the horrible accident? Yes, them. And you see, Clary had a part in their deaths, she did. They where all out partying and drinking one night and silly little Clary here drove them all home. She crashed the car. She saved herself. She let them die. She watched that girl burn to near death. She did that." Sebastian said, pointing at Clary.
Clary's heart lurched, her mind spinning, her feet swaying. Jace tensed, but stayed beside her.
"But. There more to the story. Little miss here became a drug addict. Cociane I believe it is. Yep, came back to school, high as balls. She pushed all of her friends away. They even tried to help her. But no. Things at home with daddy got worse. The weight of killing those people, was weighing down on Clary. So you know what she did? She tried to off herself," Clary winced at the words. She killed them. She did. She did kill them, "unsuccessfully, of course. She spent months and months in a psych ward. Instructed by her father. Daddy dearest didn't care about her more as he would a spec of dirt. Then she came back to school acting as if nothing had happened." He turned to Clary now, his eyes blazing with glory, "now tell us. How do you walk around knowing you killed those people. Then when you tried to kill yourself was unsuccessful. I mean, really Clary. If you hung yourself, much quicker and there's an almost 90% guarantee you'll actually die."
At that, everything inside Clary snapped. Not her anger. Everything. She stood there in a daze as Jace tackled Sebastian to the ground. As Emma and Jules joined in. As Simon and Izzy ran over to Clary, trying to pull her away. She looked up into their eyes and shook her head.
She yanked herself away from any grabbing hand and ran. She ran for her life. Harder and faster then she ever had. Harder and faster than when her and Jace ran from the cops. Her feet pounded down the hallways floors and the road as she ran for her car. She revved her car, ripping it out of the students car park, driving faster than she ever had.
"Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!" She screamed.
Clary gripped the wheel hard, trying to slow her breathing down.
"Jace. I need Jace." She whispered, glancing at her bag next to her.
She reached over and tried to feel for her phone. She couldn't feel it so she looked over and saw it in the side pocket. She grabbed it and looked back up to the road.
The last thing she saw before the air was blown from her lungs and everything went black was a huge, thick tree.