Guys, I am so fucking out of it right now. My mind is going 625382 miles in hour and I feel like collapsing and I've drunk 30 energy drinks today and 10 coffees and woke up at 5am and now its 10:40pm(ish) and I'm going fucking crazy.
I've got 2 major exams tomorrow and Wednesday, is why.
and yes I should be studying but I keep getting distracted and downloading new music and now HERE I AM, UPDATING!
so you guys better love me!
O.o.O.o.O
"Up." Jace ordered at 7 in the morning.
"No!" She groaned, curling up into the blankets.
Jace ripped the blankets off her, "your the one who want to go to school." He said.
She curled into a ball.
"Up!" He ordered, slapping her butt.
Clary pulled Jace's shirt that she was wearing over her knees and curling into a ball.
"You are so difficult." Jace groaned.
"That's why you love me!"
"Yes. I'm sure." He said and grabbing her under the arms and dragged her off the bed.
"Fine. Fine. I'll get ready." She groaned, pouting and heading to the bathroom
Clary got ready. Pulling on a pair of jeans and a plain light blue shirt. She brushed her curls out and put on a little makeup. She pulled on a pair of Doc Martins and declared herself ready. Jace reappeared in his usual attire.
"Ready?" Jace asked, slinging his backpack over his shoulder.
"Let's just make it through to graduation." Clary said with a grin.
They arrived at school and so say people where looking at them was a massive understatement. Everyone, absolutely every person they passed was gawking at them as if Clary and Jace where a pair of flying death turtles. (Please tell me someone knows my reference there)
"I feel like a naked model on a catwalk." Jace muttered.
Clary snorted, stifling a laugh, causing Jace too snicker.
They finally emerged into the familiar courtyard where their friends waited.
"Please, don't gawk, we just had the whole hallway here doing that, really does get unsettling." Clary said, as they walked over to their friends.
Everyone hugged each other, telling them it was great to have them back.
"So...no one ever did tell me what happened to Sebastian." Clary said.
The whole group fell silent.
Emma cleared her throat, "uh...yeah...we beat him up pretty bad." She said.
"How bad?" Clary asked.
"To the point an ambulance was called." Jace said, pursing his lips.
Clary couldn't help but grin.
Jace and Clary were sitting in art, tempting to get their assessments started but kept getting distracted and mucking around. The day had gone without a bump in the road. Everything was find, only the gawking stares and a few whispers, but nothing that worried or bothered Clary in the slightest.
There were even whispers going around crowds that Sebastian was at school, but not even that bothered Clary. She didn't care what he had to say anymore. She had Jace, and her family, that's all she needed.
Clary and Jace sat in maths, awaiting the arrival of Sebastian. Clary had her feet propped up on her desk, Jace was drawing on her hand with a pen.
"You don't give up do you?"
The voice used to send shivers down Clary's spine, but now it didn't even make her flinch. She turned her gaze lazily to Sebastian.
"No, honey. You don't give up." She said, sighing as if it was too much effort to even look at him.
Everyone in the classroom was staring at them, Sebastian stood there looking annoyed at Clary's comment.
"Where'd you end up this time for the last couple months?" Sebastian asked with a sly smile.
Jace continued drawing on Clary's hand.
"Oh, me and Jace? We went on a vacation, really. Nothing big, nothing expensive." Clary said shrugging.
Sebastian sly smile grew, "that's because you where in a mental hospital." He shot at her.
The whole classroom went quiet.
Clary sighed, "look, I don't know exactly what your trying to achieve here anymore, Sebastian. But really, it's just petty and stupid. I don't know how you'll last out in the real world after school." She said, frowning at him as if she felt sorry for him.
"Ooooooooooo." Ran through the classroom.
Sebastian's jaw clenched and his hands balled up into fists.
"Done." Jace said, breaking the silence in the classroom.
Clary looked at her hand and saw that Jace had drawn a very beautiful design of flowers and vines with just black, blue and red.
"Aw, it's beautiful." Clary said, smiling at her boyfriend. She leaned over and kissed him on the lips lightly.
She turned back to see Sebastian's face was red.
"Oh, is that what's going on? Your jealous. Oh, it makes so much sense now! You know, when you tried to rape me and all and then Jace burst in, my knight in shining armour and pulled away the only chance you had. It explains it all. So you try and destroy the girl, who you tried to rape. You sad, sad, lonely, little boy." Clary said in a pitying voice.
The whole class erupted in snickers and stifled laughs. Sebastian's face reddened even further.
"Is there anything else we need to cover here? Or are you just going to stand there and wait for your head to explode?" Clary asked, with a smirk.
Jace leaned over Clary's shoulder, "tooddle-oo" Jace said in a mocking English accent.
Sebastian stormed out of the class room while the whole classroom laughed.
Clary hadn't even realised her friend were there, laughing in the corner of the room. They gave her the thumbs up and headed to their classroom. Clary leaned back into Jace.
"Well executed, Angel." Jace whispered.
Clary and Izzy went over to Emma's house after school. Jace had gone out with Alec and Magnus because they were looking for an apartment and asked Jace to come.
"Anymore news on your father?" Izzy asked.
"Apparently they're sentencing him today. Or trying to or...I don't really understand it all. But in the end, Jonathan took moms side so they had enough to lock him away." Clary said.
"I hope he rots." Emma said.
"What are you going to do once Alec and Magnus find a place?" Clary asked, lying her feet on Emma's back.
Izzy shrugged, "they said they'd wait until I was finished school and they were married. I might as well move in with Simon." She said.
"That's what me and Jace are doing." Clary said, rolling onto her side.
"Well everyone knows that." Izzy said, rolling her eyes.
"Where are you guys going to move?" Emma asked.
"Not far away but away from here. Find a nice apartment from now, then a house later down the track." Clary said.
Clary's phone buzzed.
They've narrowed it down to 27 apartments. God help me, Angel.
Clary laughed at his text.
"Jace is suffering." Clary said.
"That's why I refused to go." Izzy said, chuckling.
They're arguing about the walls colour paint.
Clary laughed, reading the text messaged to her friends.
Magnus wants wooden floors, Alec wants tiled.
They laughed at the multiple texts Jace sent.
"It's his birthday soon..." Clary said, setting her phone down.
"Jace's?" Izzy asked.
Clary nodded.
"What are you going to get him?" Emma asked, flicking a small pocket knife around.
"I don't know..." Clary said, frowning.
"You have no clue?" Izzy asked.
"No...I mean he just seems so happy with what he has and he bought Aussie. I've tried hinting but he just says he doesn't need anything..." Clary said, biting her lip.
Emma and Izzy looked at each other and smiled.
"What?" Clary asked.
"Have you guys had sex yet?" Emma asked.
Clary thought it was a bizarre question, "uh, no..." She said, looking between her friends.
"You could...you know give him, you." Izzy said.
Clary's eyes widened, "what?"
"You know, give yourself to him." Emma said.
"I don't understand why you guys haven't had sex yet..." Izzy said.
"I-I...I just..." Clary started.
But she realised, why was she waiting? She'd been thinking about it a lot more. She definitely felt like ripping off his clothes sometimes and having sex with him there and then. Jace definitely felt that way, Clary knew that for sure. He'd talked to her about it as well, but reassured her he'd wait until he was ready, but Clary knew he really was restraining himself.
"I can see the wheels turning in your head." Emma said.
"That's actually a good idea." Clary said.
Izzy and Emma's eyes widened.
"Wait, so your going to do it?" Izzy asked.
"Why not?" Clary said.
A big smiled crept onto Izzy's lips, "we're going shopping." She said, jumping off the bed.
"For what?" Clary asked.
"Something sexy." Izzy said.
"Now?" Clary asked, getting off the bed.
"Yes. Right now." Izzy said, grinning at Clary.
They ended up in a very expensive lingerie store. All of them flicking through racks.
"Something sexy. Really sexy." Izzy instructed.
They all grabbed a few things and Izzy and Emma threw them at Clary, and pushed her into a changing stall. She tried on so many things she lost count. Izzy and Emma looking every time.
"No, no, no." Izzy kept saying then disappearing and reappearing with new things.
Clary slipped on a pair of white lace panties, they felt slightly silky and soft on her skin, then put on the matching bra. Izzy and Emma pushed their way in. Clary sighed.
"Yes, yes, yes." Izzy said, circling Clary.
"Really?" Clary asked.
"Yes. Perfect." Izzy said, readjusting the bras straps.
Clary looked in the mirror and had to admit she did look pretty sexy. The white lace made her pale skin look flawless and her red hair and emerald eyes standing out. The bra made her big breasts look somehow even bigger.
"Wow, I do look pretty good." Clary said.
Izzy looked please with herself.
"It's decided then." Izzy said, slapping Clary's butt then leaving the dressing room.
Clary looked in the mirror again.
I'm going to give myself to Jace. Wearing this.
Clary's heart started beating faster, her palms became sweaty.
I am.
O.o.O.o.O
I KNOW, I KNOW! There's probably heaps of mistakes but I'm really super busy and hopped up on energy drinks and I can't be fucked and now I'm distracted again and on verge of a ramble.
my neighbour a fucking mustang and I'm so fucking jealous.
have I ever told you the huge obsession I have with muscle cars? Specifically classics.
omg.
im gonna shut up.
and go.
bye.
bye.
night.
night.