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Question and answers time

Ebru Gunduz Lestrange - 'why is she always flat? damn, why not curvy!Allen? anyway update'

Well I think it is because Allen is still young and growing, but you never know, but maybe in the end Allen will Be curvy. or it I might do it in another story, because most of my stories are going to be of female Allen.

the - 'Maybe you could make something like a star cross lover story of that?'

I don't know if I will do that, but maybe and the ideas you gave were helpful and I might use them.

Thanks

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'Italics' for writing

'normal' for normal speech and dialog

'Blond' thoughts

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Allen's P.O.V

The moment I got to the bottom of the stairs I froze in my spot. My blood ran cold at the thought of having to go on a mission with those two. Once Kanda notice me he had started sending a death glare my way. Lavi then notice Kanda was look at something and he follow his gaze to me from his seat on the boat. All I could see was the hateful looks they were sending my way.

I hid my eyes under my bangs and I walked over to the boat and hopped on before either of them could say anything. I started to feel a headache coming one, I barely notice it but it seemed I was starting to get warm.

Not a single word was spoken. I didn't want to speak. I knew if I did I would break my emotionless mask. I knew I had to keep the mask on or they would hate more than they did now, but I didn't want them to hate more if my time would end soon. I knew it would happen, I just didn't know when.

I sat down with my bag in-between my legs and my back away from them, so they could not see my face. I didn't even notice Kanda hopping into the boat before the boat started by the finder who was already to go. I could hear him and Lavi whispering behind me, but I didn't want to try listen in it just seemed to cause me more of an headache than I wanted to. I could also feel the hate radiating from Kanda as he stared at me.

' Why… Why did Komui send me on a mission with these two.' I thought as the wooden boat moved slowly down the channel. The pain continue to get stronger as the boat moved and every thought I had.

'He normally sends me on solo missions with only one finder, and they usually ignore me expect when they need to give me information for a mission. So why now, when it has been nearly six months since the time my innocence attacked Lavi?' I was so absorbed in my thoughts that I didn't realise that we were at the end of the tunnel.

Until..

Well, until a bump jerked me forward, by the boat hitting the dock. As I stood up to get out of the boat and I grabbed my bag, and I got out of the boat before a Kanda, Lavi and the Finder could leave without me. As we walked to the train station, I soon noticed that Lavi and Kanda were walking behind me, and were still whispering to each other about something that I couldn't catch.

Once we arrived at the train station, I look around to see if I can find our train, once I found it see our train I start walking towards it, with Lavi and Kanda following close behind. I step onto the train and looked at the attendant. Before I showed my ticket and he let us pass. I walked down the hallways and looked for out compartment number.

Once we were there and inside, I walk to a seat near the window on the left. Lavi and Kanda walk in right after me and sit on the opposite seats from me. I assumed the finder was outside of the compartment looking out incase anything happens in the hallway. I looked out the window not particle looking at anything.

It - of course - was a silence between us. Not a word was spoke. Even Kanda's and Lavi's whispering had stopped the moment we arrived one the train

'I don't think they're going to talk to me anytime soon...' I thought as I continued to look out the window, in hope that this silence would be broken soon. I focus my attention onto the scenery outside of the train. Watching as the train started to move, it slowly spend up as time went by. I soon lean my head up against the window. Eyes closed for a bit and then I soon find myself in a dark abyss within my mind before I knew it. Every time I fell into this abyss of darkness, I would start to see a white light shining oh so brightly. I would reach out for it, but it seemed to be so far way, but everyday, every time I same it I got closer and closer to it. This time I could feel the warmth of the light on my hand and it was just barely out of reach. I knew the next time I see it I will be able to touch it. I don't know what it, but I knew that It wouldn't be long before whatever it is would be in my grasp.

When my consciousness floods back, my eyes open to see that Kanda was gone and that it was just me and Lavi in the compartment. I slowly lift my head and looked over at him and I instantly regretted it. Our eyes locked, and I noticed in the lone vivid green eye, that there was a hint of sadness in it. It wasn't long before I began to feel guilty for everything, even looking him in the eye made it worse. I turned my eyes away before I could feel the regret even more, but It seemed the Lavi wanted something else. I hear a sigh which is soon joined by movement of someone getting up and walking. Next thing I knew was the feeling of more weight added to the seat I'm seated on. I try to ignore it, and continue to look out the window, but then I'm pulled into a warm embrace. The warmth that I thought I would never get to feel ever again. I'm absolutely shocked to say the least! I soon hear the Lavi's soothing, calm, gentle voice and all I could feel a burst of happiness and a little sadness for what he had said. Those word...The ones I have been wanting hear for the longest time. I was just flooded with relief. I was so happy, that I was sad. The relief was so extreme, that I broke down. My mask was broken. All of my emotions were let loose, and before I knew it I was cry. tears of relief, sadness, and happiness were released from it's prison.

He continued to talking, before I fell into a warm void of darkness. I don't remember what had happened, but when Lavi said those words, I felt as if the weight on my shoulders was lifted, and I was at peace.

Even if it was just for a moment...

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Yay end of the next chapter.

What did Lavi say? Why does allen keeps falling a sleep? what could these symptoms mean?

That is for next time.

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