KATNISS POV
I heard that Johanna is back. She has been on my mind a lot lately. Ever since she was taken to the Capitol during the Quarter Quell, I have been really worried about her. I can't stop thinking about her.
I was walking to the cafeteria with Prim to meet up with Gale when I saw her…
She was in her hospital bed, turning in her sleep. It looked like she was having a nightmare. She looked so scared…so vulnerable… I have never seen her like this. I almost went over to wake her up and comfort her, but then Prim caught me staring. She kind of looked at me like she knew something I didn't. She was smirking. Why was she smirking?
Okay, so Prim and I saw Gale once we had entered the cafeteria. He waved at us to come over as soon as he saw us. When we sat down with him, he started going on and on about what happened with Peeta when he rescued him from the Capitol blah-blah-blah, I wasn't really paying attention to him at all, all I was thinking about was Johanna, how vulnerable she looked. I really cared about her, in a way that I didn't really understand. I mean, yeah in a friend way, but it's also something else. Do I like her? No. She's a girl. I couldn't…but maybe… I don't know to be honest.
Well as soon as I looked away from Gale, there she was. She was so beautiful…
I waved her over and asked Johanna if she wanted to eat lunch with us, she said sure, but she seemed a bit nervous. Was it me? Did you do something?
Well I went to get lunch with her and she seemed a little more comfortable, but still a little nervous. Once we sat down Gale said he needed to go. I didn't really care, because I had Johanna. I smiled at her and she smiled back and… Wait… was she blushing? Oh my god she is so cute when she blushes.
Well, I tried to find something to talk about so it didn't seem like a weirdo just staring at her. We rested on the subject of Peeta and Johanna in the Capitol. Nothing was really said.
Eventually we got into a conversation about me, Gale, and Peeta. I started to talk about how I don't really feel attracted to them in the way I am supposed to. What was I saying?! I was like, thinking out loud! What is wrong with me?
Johanna blushed again while I was talking about it. But when I looked over to Prim, she was smirking at both of us. Wait, I think she knows that I kind of like Johanna. I mean, I think I do. It seems like she knows more than I do. Why is she looking at Johanna like that too?
Does she think Johanna likes me like that? I should probably talk to her about that.
Oh my gosh.