"It went perfect, no, more than perfect. It was spectacular." Anna was with full of excitement with the day she was having.
"So I'm guessing you passed Weselton's test." Kristoff said as he sat down at their table.
"Which also means I don't fail for his class. Which also means I don't fail this quarter."
"See I told you studying would help." Rapunzel said high fiving Anna.
"That's great Anna." Kristoff said.
"And to top it all off it was my first test grade over ninety in any of my classes ever." Anna spun in her seat.
"See what you can do if you give something your all."
"I'm already give singing my all Punzel. I just put a little bit more focus on my grades that's all. But singing comes first, it always has." Anna said sounding a little bit more serious, but still having a joyful tone.
"I don't know about that Anna. You need good grades to get into college. I think singing should come second." Kristoff said.
"Well, I don't think you guys are going to like this but I'm going to go to college." Anna said sounding a lot more serious.
"Sure you aren't Anna." Kristoff smile and shook his as he ate a carrot. "You shouldn't say things like that. You and Rapunzel have at least a year to still think about things like that. So don't even mention college yet. Things can change on a dime anyway."
"That's right Anna. Don't kid about things like that. You'll go to college and have a good career in what ever major you choose." Rapunzel said.
"Well, both of you are wrong because this is my decision now. I'm not going to college. I'm going to become a singer. College will only get in the way."
"Whatever Anna, you'll change your mind. You're a great singer but that can wait till after college. But let's not talk about this now." Kristoff said.
"Guys," Anna said raising her voice, causing her two friends to look from their lunches looking surprised, "I really mean it. I'm not going to college. It will only get in the way of my dreams of becoming a singer, I'm being one hundred percent serious."
Rapunzel started to talk, "Anna you can't be-"
"I am serious." Anna said cutting her friend off. "This morning Merida showed me a YouTube video." Kristoff and Rapunzel exchanged looks. "It was a video of me singing at the restaurant. I don't when it was taken, but it's been out for while."
"How do you know." Rapunzel asked.
"I know because it has over fifty million views on it." Kristoff's mouth was nearly on the floor and Rapunzel blinked several times. Neither of them had heard this news until now, even though Anna had just learned this herself this morning. At first they felt shocked but then it hit them that there was a video of there best friend on the internet, and they didn't even now about it.
"Anna, th-that's great. What do the comments say." Rapunzel managed to say.
"Nearly all the ones Merida and I went through were all positive, saying 'I'm a future star', that I 'should try out for the Voice or American Idol', or saying how amazing a singer I am." Anna's eyes dropped as her friends sat there in silence. Neither of them moved and an uncomfortable feeling washed over the table. "Most of them said I had what it took and that I had a gift, that is should take any and all opportunities that will come my way."
Kristoff shifted in his seat and then finally spoke. "Anna that's great to hear but do you know who-"
"Jess uploaded it, but she doesn't remember how long ago, and it doesn't matter. What matters is that people believe in me." The redhead cut in.
The table fell silent again. Anna didn't know whether to be angry or sad that her friends where having this reaction. When Merida had showed her the video, her excitement ended up in an assault on Merida's lips. Which nearly went into a very intense kissing session in the back of the library.
Anna remembered almost slamming Merida to the wall. Having her hands slowly roam around Merida's lower abdomen. Feeling her girlfriends body tense up as her fingers graciously pressed into her skin. Anna closed her eyes for quick second so that she could refocus on the topic at hand. It was a good thing because Anna was just a few more thoughts from being completely turned on.
"Okay." Kristoff sighted. He took a deep breath before talking again. "Anna, that's great for you. Now people are seeing how truly talented you are. Even though I don't agree with the whole not going to college thing, I going to support your decision. I believe you can do this." He smiled and gave a small quick laugh. "I wonder if I can get a signal in here to look up the video."
Anna smiled and then Rapunzel chimed in. "You know what Anna, because you're so god damn determined to be a singer and the fact that now matter what I'm going to say will only fall on deaf ears, you have my support too, unlike you need though. You've always had."
"What about you Kristoff, did I always have your support." Anna smile.
"Of course. I will always support you, but it shouldn't be us that you should worry about."
"What do you mean Kristoff." Anna said turning her head.
Kristoff paused for a second, "You're mother Anna. She finally warmed up to your dream, but with this bombshell I don't how she'll react. And not to make things seem worse but, you'll haven't told her your gay yet either."
Anna huffed, "I know, I know, I know, but hey as long as my friends support me, that's all I'll need."
Rapunzel spoke this time. "But Anna, the more things you don't tell your mother, and the longer you wait, the harder more it will hurt the both of you. Even if you mom doesn't approve of your decision, at least you told her." Rapunzel's tone was sweat and caring.
Feeling her friends caring words sort of lightened the redhead up but didn't help the fact that every time she thought of keeping something hidden from her mother, only made her feel sad. "You know, I was feeling happy when I walked in but, oh well things aren't meant to last are they."
"Hey, come on Anna." Kristoff said. "Let's try not to bring something like that up. In fact lets see if we can get a signal in this place and look up that video."
Anna agreed immediately and Rapunzel agreed as well. It wasn't too long before they found the video and watched, and after reading through all the comments, it was decided that Anna had a really good chance at full filling her dream.
Once again alone in the auditorium, Elsa paced back and forth with her arms across her chest. Her hands rubbing up and down the sides of he body. The sound of her heavy nervous walking echoed across the stage. She wanted Hans to show up and give her what she needed but at the same time she hoped he would never show and leave in the darkness.
Her body trembled horrifically now and she had to wear extra perfume to hide the scent of the cigarettes and joints she smoked. Her teeth gritted and her pace across the stage increased. Her dog was now afraid to be near her. The smell from her smoking scarred him and he would constantly bark and yelp. It wasn't her fault, was it? If only she had been stronger and said no to Hans when he gave her the first joint. If only she had had the strength to report him to somebody for selling heroine.
But at what cost to her. Hans was really pressuring her to start taking some of his stock with her, in her locker. It was bad enough that he was making her do the take the fucking things but now she was being forced to hide his drugs. The worst part of it was that she would use them and have pay for them. She didn't have a job, her parents stopped giving her an allowance once they found out she had been skipping classes. It was only a matter of time before they found out she was on the road to failing this entire semester. And now she had no way of paying for the drugs her body constantly called for.
Every night she wanted to tell someone about all the bullshit she was going through. But who would actually feel sorry for her. It was her fault she was doing this. She had to chance to say no and walk away. She constantly dreamt of that day of just walking away and never seeing that auburn haired fuck ever again. She hated Hans. He wasn't who he was when the beginning of the year started.
He actually made her feel happy for a while with the dates and sweat things he said. But what made him change. Someone just doesn't become cock sucking fuck just like that. Unless...
The doors suddenly opened and a moment of fear Elsa picked up her bag and hid behind the curtain, behind some cardboard props from the left over Phantom of the Opera play a few nights ago.
She heard Hans voice, charming yet deceiving. But then there was another voice. This one was high pitched and she was giggling. He kept saying "I've got them but, do you really want to cover it." Every time he said that she would giggle.
Elsa heard there foot steps on the stage in she say a dim light coming from underneath the curtain. It wasn't long before the curtain was traversed and Hans appeared with a homely looking black haired girl. Elsa didn't have a good angle to see her but her voice sounded really familiar.
"Do you want the whole course or do you want to just skip right to entre."
"I don't know, what's for dinner."
"A great big hunk of meat, with sweat piece of ass for desert.
Elsa felt disgusted as the innuendo's continued. She covered her ears for what seem like a good while. After a while she took her hands off her ears and heard only the faint sound of lips smacking together. When she looked over again. Hans and the girl where both on the floor aggressively tonguing each other. Elsa's eyes widened as she saw that Hans shirt was off. His pants belt undone. The girl was down to her just her underwear. Her skinny and petite body being covered by Hans'.
As Elsa continued to watch she didn't know where or not to feel disgusted or sad that Hans was cheating on her, let alone was now getting ready to have sex in the middle of a school day. But Elsa was filled with fear once she thought if Hans caught her. There was no way in hell that she would have sex with him if he caught her now and made that her punishment. Every time he would force her to make out and then grope her she cry on inside.
It made her feel small and used. It would leave her with an empty feeling, and a feeling that she had just given her body to a rat that didn't care what it did, or how it did it. Every time he would try and grab her breast she would try and think of something else, but nothing ever came to mind.
But know she was frozen in place watching as Hans slowly penetrated the girl. His hand was covering her mouth and Elsa could see this wasn't the first time they were having sex. Who ever they girl was knew what she was doing, and so did Hans.
The entire thing disgusted Elsa but she couldn't look away from girls body. They way her breasts bounce up and down from every thrust Hans put into her. The thin shape of her body, the glistening of her sweaty body. Her eyes were glued to the girl, and she was now getting a weird feeling in her pelvic area. Subconsciously her hand started to move to the hem of her pants. By this time there bodies had shifted to were Hans was at the bottom with the girl on top, giving Elsa the perfect view of her glistening vulva.
She didn't want to look any where else as she new what Hans was doing to her.
Elsa's cheeks grew red and her entire body felt on fire. The feeling in her pants was turning into an uncontrollable sensation of lust. She did everything to not look at any part of Hans but instead her eyes remained fixated on the girl.
The feeling wasn't subsiding and in a quick second, Elsa looked down to her hand had slipped underneath her pants. Shocked and scarred she retracted her hand and started to back away. It wasn't until her back felt something that she stopped. Her throat went dry as she hoped nothing went dry. But as she waited for the sound of something to fall she hear the finishing scream of the girl. Which mad the feeling return.
The blonde sat still as she heard the panting of the two people.
"That was a good one Hans. Your getting better. Keep this up and Elsa will be coming every second."
"Fucking great. The drugs I've been giving are laced with new shit Butch is getting from downtown. By this time next week she'll be a toothpick and I won't have to struggle to much." Both of the two people laughed.
"Perfect."
"Thanks. Now lets get out of here. Elsa should be down her any second and I have to leave her these drugs so that this plan can work." He snickered as she hear him unzip his backpack.
When they both left, Elsa broke down crying into her knees. She felt nothing but pure pain. Hans was just doing this to fuck. That's it nothing more. He never cared about her, he just wanted what was under Elsa's clothes.
There was nothing to comfort her and nobody that could help her. Hans was starting quarter back and she turned him in the whole school would hate her even is he got what he deserved. She knew if she tried to break up with him, it wouldn't end well. He had topless picks of her and worst of all, he could do whatever he wanted with them.
Her crying continued as she saw little to no hope for herself. Hans was about ready to take the one piece of innocence she had left and she was just digging herself a grave with how she was doing in all her classes. There was nowhere left to turn. No where to hide, no one to trust or care for her.
While still crying she went over and picked up the bag of weed and baby bottle of heroin Hans had left her. She put the bottle in her bag and rolled out a small joint. She was still crying by the time she was done and then she light the joint. She took off her left glove and pushed the burning paper into her hand. There was only a small sense of pain as she lifted up the paper, it illuminated the scars off other burn marks. As she looked at her hand she put the burning paper in the middle of it, and then squeezed with all her anger. Light tears escaped her eyes and by the time she released the joint her hand was bleeding.
She took one last look of her hand then put her glove back it.
She knew it was last period, she and Anna had already done the project, so there was no need to return to that class.
As Elsa continued to smoke the redhead came to mind. The first thought was how annoying she was. Wanting to help, she was wasting her time. She doesn't even know what I am. How in the hell can she help. She can't, she can't, SHE CAN'T. FUCK HER FOR THINKING SHE CAN.
Elsa clenched her fist again, but as her hate drained she thought back to all the times she as with Anna. The first time seeing her. The incident in the halls. The singing in her room. They all made Elsa feel calmer and happier. She also didn't feel attracted to Anna anymore. Maybe it was working, she didn't feel anything towards Anna. But as Elsa thought harder she realized the reason she didn't feel attracted to Anna, it was because know matter how she thought of it, she felt something towards Anna that went beyond friendship.
Even though this redheaded girl knew nothing about Elsa, that didn't stop her from helping and comforting the blonde.
Then again this isn't what Elsa wanted, it was of course the opposite and to make matters worse, Elsa now had some kind of feeling towards Anna.
Elsa shook her head, I can't feel anything towards her, it's not who I am, isn't it.
Kristoff and Rapunzel are right, I can't hide this stuff from my mom. She has the right to know. But how do I tell her.
"Anna, please stop rearranging your food, and eat. I want you in bed my nine, eat quicker, it's already eight."
Just have to say it casually, nothing fancy. Maybe I should lead up to it. Ask her what she thinks about gay people. Maybe tell her that there is a new student that's gay and that I invited her over.
"Anna dear, are you listening."
"What, what uhh, did you say."
Anna's mom chuckled. "I asked are you listening, but you answered the question for me."
"Oh, sorry I was just thinking about something."
"Really what. Is it good, like that ninety you got on that test."
"Not exactly."
"Well, I'm really proud of you for raising you grades this quarter. So guess what?" Anna's mother got up from the table and walked into the kitchen.
"What,?" Anna was now curious at what her mother was doing. "Oh and mom I need to ask you something."
"Okay but first, I in saw that video on YouTube and saw that the it looked like someone had recorded it with there cellphone."
"Yah mom. Jess recorded it on her phone. I told you that."
"I know so, I went out and bought this." Anna's mother brought over an HD video camera.
"Holy shi-I meant what is this for." Anna said in amazement.
"Thank you for not cursing and it's for when you perform. It'll record you and with the video software I also bought, it'll make your performances look better on the web."
Anna's eyes light up and she hugged her mother tightly. "No freakin way. Thank you so much. Oh my god, this is like, the best present ever. Thank you." Anna hugged her mother even tighter.
"Okay, okay, Anna. I can't breath."
"Sorry." the redhead released her mother.
"Can we use it tomorrow."
"Of course! I had everything set up when you were in school."
"Great." Anna hugged her mother again.
"Now what was it you wanted to ask me." Anna's mother asked as her daughter released her.
"Oh, I don't remember because I got lost in how freakin awesome this is."
"I well I hope it wasn't important."
"Me too." Anna new it was but, with what her mother had just done for her, she didn't want to ruin this with a big reveal, especially the one about he sexuality. It would have to wait for another day. Today had just gone to perfect to mess it with her one small secret.
"I love you mom, thank you." Anna hugged her mother one more time.
"I love you too Anna. Now get to bed." Anna smirked as her arms went back to her sides. She blissfully ran up the stairs and when she got into her room, she jumped around, trying to avoid the mess of her room, which, within two days after cleaning it, was nothing more than clothes and trash.
Anna got out her phone and texted everybody, she was so happy that the fact that she hadn't told her mother she was gay had escaped her for the entire night.