Some small NSFW in this chapter between Merida and Anna.
"Okay words, come to me." Anna closed her eyes and brought her hands up with her thumb and pointer finger in a ring. She drew a short brew, straightened her back and did what she thought was meditation. She brought her legs up and crossed thinking it would help, and after sitting like that a few short seconds of sitting in silence she opened her eyes and angrily look at her keyboard. Still in her meditating posture, a Scottish voice from behind her broke the silence.
"Doesn't that hurt your back."
Anna had her back hunched over now with her head down.
"Trying to concentrate here. Shh"
"I can see your spine sticking out and it's really grossing me out. At least put something on."
"My bra is something that's on and I wasn't the one who ripped my shirt off and if it bothers you that much lie back down and wait for me to get the at least the first verse done."
Merida's tone became playfully serious "Ok first of all if I didn't 'rip' your shirt off. You did that yourself and why you're blaming me in the first place is beyond me. Second off all you've been staring at your keyboard for the last hour and-"
"Don't say anything Merida."
"Oh and why not?"
"Because I know what your gonna say and I really, like really want to get something done with this song. Words off encouragement are the only thing I want to hear now."
"Come on Anna you can do it, come on girl, come on." Merida said in a high pitched voice.
"I'm not a fucking dog."
In a deeper puppy dog voice Merida said "Awe is my girl getting upset. Come and let me give you a kiss."
Starting to lose her patience with her girlfriend Anna clenched her fist. "Can I just get something done here."
"You have the fucking piano part done, so come over and lets continue exploring."
Even though she was still mad, Anna sarcastically laughed, "Ha you call what we were doing exploring."
"Duh."
"No, exploring is what Louis and Clark did, or what you do in Skyrim." Anna didn't see Merida drop her head in her hands. "What we were doing was intimate. But to be more correct, I, was being intimate while you were saying some rather vulgar things into my ear."
"Anna, I don't know what your definition of intimate means but it sure as hell wasn't what you were doing."
Anna shook her head and closed her eyes again. "Not going there now. Just going to block you out until I have the first verse done."
For a while Anna didn't here anything Merida did and mistakenly thought she was successfully blocking Merida out.
It was too long though that she knew something was off. She had never successfully blocked anyone out and when she felt things being throne against her back she knew Merida had something to do with it.
"If I turn around-"
"What are you gonna do if you do. I'm the only person that's stronger than you and if you want to prove it wrong, get off your ass prove it."
"Not. Gonna. Happen. So shut. The fuck up. And let me concentrate please. I didn't bother you when you were studying a couple nights ago."
"That's a fucking lie."
"No it's not. I did nothing to distract you.'
"Then what's this." Anna heard the sound of tapping and low humming. After a few second of that she heard Merida start to lightly stomp her feet on the ground, then clapping, and the humming of 'We will rock you.'
"I don't see the problem. You never said anything."
"Which usually means your pissing me off."
Slightly turning her head, but not enough to see Merida, Anna said, "Which is what your doing to me now, so quit it."
"Your no fun." Anna felt object hit her back, but this one felt like clothing.
Instead of talking, Anna brought her hands up to her ears and continued to look down at her keyboard. But she continued to feel clothing hit her back. "Stop through my dirty clothes at me or you'll be sorry." But that didn't do anything to help and now she felt paper and some weird objects hit her back now. She closed her eyes and did everything she could to try and think of lyrics. It wasn't until she felt a piece of food hit her back did she begin to get extremely angry. "If that was a piece of food, I'm going to kick you ass into the generation of gaming." The objects still came, "I'm really getting pissed." More objects continued to hit her back.
Anna felt her blood rising and her hands around her ears were begging to clench up. Anger was fuelling her body and with any second she was going loose it. "You're worse than any assholes in COD matches." Feeling something heavier hit her back, Anna lost her anger and shot up, slamming her hands on the keyboard. She turned in a sudden whiplash and was about to start yelling, but what she saw stopped her cold in her tracks.
Merida was sitting on Anna's bed up with her legs crossed, completely naked. Her arms were crossed covering her breasts. Anna was at loss for words as anger rushed out of her body.
She started to blush and tried to talk. Her face was starting to turn a deeper red than when she angry and her mouth kept trying to form words.
"What is it Anna? It looks as if you've seen a ghost." Merida said innocently.
"N-nnnot exactly." Anna's voice was shaky.
"Oh so something more like seeing a person naked for the first time right." Anna just nodded he head. "I see. Alright," Merida uncrossed her legs and drew them into her body. She smiled looked down. "Sit here." She patted to the spot in front of her on Anna's bed.
Obeying the command Anna walked over to the bed. Keeping her eyes fixated on the her naked girlfriend and tripping over things on her floor. She crawled on the bed and looked at every inch of Merida's body, or at least what she could see, which wasn't much.
Merida rested her head on her knees and smiled. "Well go on. Yell at me." Anna's mouth opened but nothing came out. "I'm waiting."
"Uhh, uhh."
"That's it. I was expecting something really intense. You screaming my name, telling me that I'm a bitch, and saying a bunch of mean nasty things." Anna just looked dumbfounded. "Hmm." Merida brought her hands up to the back of her head and slowly laid down.
Anna shifted a bit and tried to look over Merida's knees. "Whoa there missy. What are you doing?" Merida came back up, resting her head on her knees again and wrapping her arms around her legs.
"I was uhh trying to get up on my knees." Anna's eyes jumped around Merida's face and legs.
"I bet you were. Just let you know too, my nipples feel really hard against my legs. I wonder if yours feel hard against your bra." Anna gave a nervous laugh and quickly looked down. "Are they hard Anna, and do you feel itchy somewhere too. I sure don't feel itchy, but I do feel a little..." Merida smile turned into a grin and she looked seductively into Anna's eyes, "Wet."
With every bit of self control Anna closed her eyes and tried not at Merida.
"Closing your eyes, hmm. What if I do this." Anna felt her arm being lifted. She felt Merida's fingers run through hers.
Please don't make me touch one of your boobs...or...vagina. I'm loosing it damn it. Keep your eyes closed Anna and pull your hand back. Anna continued to recite this over and over in her head. Her eyes remained closed but her hand never came back. Come on hand, pull back. Stupid heart, I feel in my throat. Anna felt her finger tips run against smooth skin. Please for the love of God let it just be her lower leg. It feels kinda like bone, maybe it is I don't know. Just concentrate on something else.
What could something else be Anna, she's got your hand and brushing my finger tips against her skin. Think of something weird, like horseradish. Yah that's stuff is weird.
Anna took a short deep breath was now feeling herself calming done, but she knew Merida wouldn't let her off so easily.
"Feeling less excited?" Merida didn't say anything after that, Anna only felt her wrist being held in the air.
Come on Anna, do it in three seconds. Pull back your hand, turn around, get off the bed, and walk back over to the key board. Okay, just do it on the count of three. Here it goes, okay. On three. Lets do. Start now, no more stalling, kay. One, two, thr- WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT!?
Something wet and cold was around Anna's point her finger, and she hoped to god it wasn't what she was thinking it was. "Is this-Am I..."
"No, it's not my what you think it is." Before Anna could say anything else she felt some like a tongue lick between her fingers. "It's okay if you want to open your eyes Anna, your face isn't as cute when it's all scrunched up like that."
Anna felt each of fingers covered in saliva. Merida was kissing each of Anna's fingers, softly and moistly. She felt Merida's tongue softly caress the palm of her hand, then up her middle. Anna then felt Merida's lips kiss the tip of her finger.
Her entire body trembled and her hand began to shake. Her breathing became more pronounce and her stomach started to fill with butterflies.
Merida's lips were now sucking on Anna's finger, the tip of her tongue lightly tracing Anna's finger. With her eyes closed, Anna could feel everything so much more. Anna felt Merida's lips slowly make there way up her finger.
Anna's hand went limp and then Merida's lips placed a small kiss on the back of her hand, then another at her wrist. A trail of soft electrifying kisses walked up Anna's arm. Even though she kept her eyes closed, Anna coed and smiled.
"I knew you'd like it eventually." Merida whispered against Anna's lips.
Anna went to kiss Merida but was stopped by a soft whisper. "Not yet." Anna felt a soft kiss on her chin, then a line of them across her jaw line, and then centering around her ear.
Anna wanted to open her eyes so bad but, it was the only thing that was keeping her from tackling her girlfriend to the bed and then doing who knows what. She went to raise her other hand but Merida caught. Once again stunned, she was motionless and unwilling to move. She knew it was pointless to concentrate on something else, but she didn't want to give in to her girlfriend.
She tried to pull her hands back but Anna felt Merida smile on her neck, and then suddenly she was lifted and lying on top of Merida's stomach. With her heart now in her throat she trembled, which only increased when she felt Merida's arms and legs wrap around her.
"Give me your emerald eye's Anna." Anna felt Merida's lips on her own. She kissed back and when their lips released, she opened her eyes.
Hazy at first she only saw a blur of red. After blinking a couple times, Merida's smiling face became clear. "There they are."
Anna smiled, "I hate you." Anna laid a small kiss on her girlfriends lips. "You know I can hardly control myself."
"But I know you'd never do anything to carelessly."
"Then why are you naked, on my bed, with your legs wrapped around me, and you boobs and stomach pressed to mine."
"Because, I was getting bored and this was the only way to stop you from wasting the rest of night with absurd boredom."
Anna laughed, and then looked into Merida's eyes. For a while they just stayed in that position. From time to time one of them would push a strand of hair out of the other person's face. Anna would softly caress, Merida's cheek, who would hold Anna's hand in place.
Slowly Anna pressed her lips against Merida's. Starting soft and passionate, their lips only frolic with each others. Slowly and steadily getting a bit more intense. Anna's tongue slipped across Merida's lips and soon they were trading saliva and gently sucking on each others tongue. Anna's core slowly ignited as her hands force Merida's arms off her body.
Merida broke this, panting. "Anna wait, I'm not-"
"I know, I'm not ready either. Your hands were just really cold."
"Then warm them up for me."
"I would but first, I want to see your body." Merida's eyes became nervous. "It's okay if you don't want to. I just can't get my mind off the fact that underneath my body is one of the most beautiful, and hottest piece of ass in the world."
"One of?"
"Well I've got come first you know."
Merida laughed and pushed Anna off her. Unfortunately she pushed off to the side, a little to hard and there was a loud thump after.
"Ouch, man."
"Whoops."
Anna heard Merida get off the foot of them bed, and when Anna stood up Merida's slightly freckled back was to her. "You don't have to if you don't want to Mery."
Merida had crossed her arms now. "You wanted to see me so-"
"I was kinda kidding about that." Anna became more serious as she talked. "I want to see you Mery, but that doesn't mean you have to show me now."
"I know but, I want to show you. Just give me a few seconds." Her voice was a little shaky, and nervous sounding.
"Are you shaking?" Merida was silent. "Put something on Merida. Your shaking and I don't want you do to something your not ready for."
"I'm ready for this I just-"
"You're not ready Merida and if your not ready I'm not ready either. Put something on and I'll turn on the Xbox."
"No!"
"This whole thing was your idea, I hope you know that."
"I know, I just didn't know it would come to this."
"You make it sound like I pushed for it." Anna dropped her head a bit.
"I'm ready Anna. Just do a count down or something." Anna heard the extreme nervousness in Merida's voice, but she also heard the valor Merida wanted to commit to.
"No, wait a moment."
"Okay."
Anna unhooked her bra and tossed it onto her bed. She slid her pajama shorts off with her underwear. She told Merida to take a few steps forward and Anna walked to the foot of the bed. "I'm standing right behind you and I can't keep my eyes off of your small ass." Out of her peripherals Anna saw Merida's shoulder blades tighten. "Sorry." Anna looked over Merida's back thoroughly. Every curve and freckle. Merida had less freckles than her but Anna's were on her shoulders and Merida's were going down her spine and some small ones were on the side.
"Mery?"
"Yah." Her voice was still shaky.
"I'm completely naked too. We are not going to have sex. This isn't the right time or place. Nod your head if you agree." Merida nodded her head. "This is just seeing each other naked for the first time. No one, and I swear to you no one will ever know about this."
"Okay."
"I'm nervous too Merida, and whether you choose to turn around or get dresses, I'll remain nude, no matter what. I love you and I want you to see me, to see everything. So, uhh either turn around or get dressed. It doesn't matter to me."
Merida stood there for a what lasted a lifetime. Anna felt a lump in her throat and her hands started to shake, something that had never happened before in her life. Not wanting to miss anything, she put her hands behind her back.
Merida flinched, and Anna saw that her hands were in her face. Anna didn't hear crying but the way Merida's body was moving, she knew her girlfriend was struggling.
"Mery-"
"I love you Anna, I love you more than anyone in the world." Merida's voice was breaking and it was obvious now that she had been crying. But she didn't turn around, she turned and walked over to hear underwear.
Anna stood there, not judging or saying anything. It was Merida's decision.
But when Merida picked up the article of clothing, she held it in her hand and stood up. Examining it and then letting her arm drop she stood there.
"Mery are you-"
Merida suddenly turned around and started to cry. Anna had never seen Merida cry before and she went to go over to Merida. But the red head put up her hand and her head hung low. "Anna, I love you. I know we said no sex and were not but, I want to touch every inch of your body. I want to remember what everything feels like." Merida lifted her head up and smiled through her tears. "Your tits are small." Both of them started to laugh.
After they finished laughing, both girls starred at each other's exposed bodies. Remembering each and every aspect of the body. The tension and worry in the air lifted and neither girl felt any driving sexual needs, and after a while they started to walk to each other.
To Anna it felt as that once they both took one step and then they were kissing passionately. They kept their promise of no sex, but instead they felt each others skin, breasts, nipples, and legs. At first it was difficult to find a position on Anna's bed that didn't feel to overly sexual, but they eventually laid side to side with their legs intertwined with each to other.
Anna slowly brushed her hand up Merida's leg, up her abdomen, and finally resting Merida's breast. Using her finger tips she felt the soft skin around the areola. She felt Merida coo in her mouth and with her other hand she caressed Merida's stomach.
Kissing and letting there hands feel everything, the girls knew this was a new playing field now.
Breaking the kiss and sucking on Anna's lip Merida said in a low voice, "Are we going to start doing what everyone else does."
"No. I'm not going to get intimate with you in that school. It's filled with herpes, AID's, and a bunch of assholes now that are going around filming people. Anytime we feel the need to do this, it's going to be behind closed doors, with no-one around."
"That's going to be hard for you because I know how much you like to feel me up in the library."
Anna gave a small smile. "Maybe, but I'll wait a whole day if it would mean to just have one minute with you like this."
"Pretty sure in a minute you'd still be figuring out how to unhook your bra."
"Shut up." Both girls laughed and kissed each other one more time. Anna shifted a bit and place her head on Merida's shoulder. She circled one of Merida's nipples and softly kissed above Merida's breast.
Merida brought one her left hand up and covered Anna's hand that was circling her nipple. She stopped Anna's hand and then laid it flat on her breast.
Anna opened her mouth and started to sing Chasing Cars by snow Petrol softly. "We'll do it all. Everything. On, our, own. Wee don't neeheed, anything, or anyone. If I lay hear, if I just lay hear, would you lie with me and just forget the world."
Merida smiled, "We are laying hear Anna. This song doesn't fit the mood right."
"Oh well, fuck you and deal with it." Anna cleared her throat and began to sing again. "I don't quite now how to say how I feel."
"Again, doesn't fit the mood, pick a different song."
"I don't feel like, so I guess I'll stop if your gonna complain."
"Ugh, Your so difficult." Anna laid there in silence until for a few moments. "Fine keep going." Anna smile and kissed Merida's shoulder.
"Those three words are said too much, their not enough, If I lay here, if I just lay here would lie with me and just forget the world. Forget what we're told, before we get too old? Show me a garden that's, bursting into life. Let's, waste time, chasing cars, around our heads."
Before Anna could sing the next line Merida took her hand off Anna's and lifted Anna's head. "I need your grace, to remind me." Though it was not the same caliber of her singing, Anna smiled as her girlfriend sung the next few lines. "To find my own. If I lay here, if I just lay here, would you lie with me and just forget the world? Forget what we're told, before we get too old? Show me a garden that's, bursting into life."
"All together now." Anna said playfully. Both girls laughed and sung the bridge in unison.
"All that I am, all that I ever was is hear in your perfect eyes. They're all I can see. I don't know where, confused about how as well. Just know that these things will never change for us at all."
Anna brought her lips to Merida's, ending the song and their small duet.
"You were a little flat." Anna said as she it down on Merida's lips.
"Not everyone's perfect and I hope you know this all happened because me."
"You get fifty percent of the credit."
"Why half, I did everything."
"BS. If it weren't for me I would be the one naked, and you being clothed."
"I hope you don't use that over me."
"We'll see about that. Now come on. We better get dressed before my mom gets home."
While the girls had seen and really touched each other for the first time, Anna's phone had been vibration for the entire time. It wasn't anyone from the restaurant, and it wasn't Kristoff or Ariel, who were they only people Anna knew that still called people instead of texting. It wasn't even Elsa. The number's were from a radio station, and a few local play theaters. But the last number was from California.