NEW CHAPTER IS HERE! Hope you enjoy it!
I do NOT own -man.
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'Italics' for writing
'normal' for normal speech and dialog
'Blond' thoughts
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With Lavi/ Lavi's POV
The moment the head nurse told me and Yuu-chan to get out, a shiver ran down my back as I saw the look she had on her face. I was quick to take it out of the room. Once I was out the room and farther enough. I slowed down to a stop and bent over panting ever so slightly. Once my heart rate was back to normal, I let out a deep sigh of relief. I knew that Allen would be in good hands with the head nurse.
Now, all I had to do was wait for Allen to wake up, but first I had to talk to a few other people. I slowly started to walk toward the cafeteria where I knew some friends might be.
Arriving there the room was filled with people eating or chatting with others. Lenalee, Krory-kins, and Miranda were sitting at the normal table. I went to get some food from Jerry and then started to head towards the table that the mentioned were sitting at.
'Hey! Lena-lady, Krory-kins, Miranda! How are you guys doing?' I yelled out as I made my way over to them.
'Oh! Hi lavi.' Lenalee said as she turned her head in my directions. While Krory and Miranda looked up from their conversation.
'How was your mission?' Lenalee asked as I sat down next to her. I slowly started to start to eat my food.
'It was good, we were able to find the innocence pretty quick.' I said after a had swallowed my mouth full of food.
'We?' Krory questioned. I figured Krory would ask that, so I didn't take another bite of my food.
'Oh yeah! I went with Yuu-chan and Allen-chan!' I said with a smile. After that I took another bite of my food.
'Y-you went w-with Allen?' Miranda stuttered out. She looked a little frightened when I said Allen's name.
'Why are they so afraid? Didn't they notice how hurt and lonely she became after that day? But then again, none of them know that Allen is really a girl.' I thought to myself. I couldn't help but feel anger about how they were treating Allen like trash; like a traitor.
'He didn't hurt you again did he?' Lenalee asked. And I could feel my anger slowly rising, I tried my best on keeping my anger under control.
'No, in fact Allen-chan fell ill on the mission.' My voice was shaky, from my anger. I hoped that Lenalee, Krory, and Miranda don't notice, but fate had other plans.
'What's wrong Lavi? You seem upset.' Krory asked.
I couldn't help it. How could I not be mad at what they were saying? They had once been Allen's friends too! But they just abandoned her...When she needed us the most. As I looked over at Miranda, I noticed that she was looking down in shame, like she knew.
I slammed my hand down onto the table, making the plates around me clatter. It also shocked Lenalee, Miranda and Krory.
'How can you guys say such things?' My voice was shaking and I couldn't stop.
'W-what d-do y-you mean L-lavi?' Miranda was the first to speak.
I knew the reason for her speaking first. She wanted Krory and Lenalee to realise how much pain Allen in.
'Do you realise how much pain Allen is feeling?!' I looked over at Lenalee and Krory.
'I bet you haven't even noticed that Allen had to deal with a lot of pain! More than I had to feel...' I stopped for a moment and watched the expressions on their faces. Both Lenalee and Krory looked shocked that I was defending Allen. Miranda looked a little happy that finally someone was standing up for Allen.
'I also bet you didn't know that Allen was shocked when 'his' innocence attack me!' I made sure I didn't say 'she' because Kanda and I haven't had the chance to speak to about the reality of her gender. I think Kanda has something else he wants to talk to her about her feelings towards him.
'Allen needs our help and support, more than ever now.' Lavi could feel this anger starting to boil over.
'Sorry...' Lenalee muttered, looking down at her lap in shame. Krory was also looking down at his lap.
'DON'T APOLOGIZE TO ME!' I could help it. I just exploded, I couldn't believe her. Both Lenalee and Krory flinched at the loudness of my voice.
'It's not me you need to apologise to, it's Allen! He is the one who needs us and we just abandoned him.' I said quickly, before I tried to finish my food. When I got up to leave, I said,
'If you want to help, then start being his friend again.'
I quickly got up and grabbed my plate, heading towards the hole in the wall next to Jerry's where the dirty plates are. After I placed my plate there, I started to walk towards the door. I could tell everyone was looking at me for my outburst. I opened the door and stepped out the room. Then….
SLAM!
I slammed the door closed behind, to show how angry I was at them...at myself. I started to walk away from the cafeteria. And as I walked through the halls, I thought about what I had just said. I knew I had gotten the point across, and I could tell from the waves of depression that were coming from the cafeteria. I had gotten my point across to not just Lenalee and Krory but a few others.
Once I was far enough away, I leaned against the wall and looked down. Letting my bangs cover my eyes. I could feel the tears threatening to fall as I thought about all the pain Allen had to face all alone.
Then, a tear fell down from my face and down onto the ground. I had to bite my lip to stop myself from choking out any sound. I placed my hand over my mouth as I slid to the ground. I sat there trying to calm myself. Once I was calm I got up and started towards my room where I spent the rest of the night trying to keep myself from crying.
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That's it for this Chapter I hope you guy like it. We will see what happens next time.
Ja ne!