This one is shorter than the other. Do you know how many times I questioned the spelling of the word editing while writing these? Anyway I just added this so I could say what I always say: enjoy.
It's Okay Mad
After I finally finished editing, an hour (well almost) after Mad left I decided to go and find my boyfriend so I could drag him home so that he could get cleaned up and go to bed. I sighed and got up, stretching. I shut down my computer, I could upload the video later, and left the house. I locked the door behind me. I walked the streets when I saw Mad dragging bodies into a warehouse. I followed carefully, glad that the sun wasn't going to come out for another few hours. I didn't want Mad to get arrested. I wanted him home with me. Once I was inside the warehouse I could see Mad lighting the bodies on fire and laughing. I didn't care what others said, his laughter was beautiful. He stopped when he heard my footsteps. I knew I should call out to him but before I could he ducked out of sight and my throat was sore from having a shouting match with Virus shortly after Mad left. I walked over to his hiding spot. He jumped out, knife in hand and I raised my arms to defend myself. I cried out when the knife went into my chest, near my heart. A heart that belonged to the man that stabbed me. I fell to the ground and he caught me before I hit the floor. Why couldn't he use a small knife? One of his hands went to my wound, applying pressure to try and stop the blood flow. The other hand held me to his chest.
"Cry honey no," I heard him whisper and he started rocking, the hand holding me to his chest protectively ran through my hair.
What was he protecting me from? Death? He also started talking nonsense. He wanted to call an ambulance but I wouldn't let him. I didn't want him to go to jail. He didn't want me to die. I wasn't sure how to respond so I settled for raising a hand and removing his mask. He was crying, it made my heart ache. He kissed my forehead and lips. I tried to smile but I couldn't. He probably didn't notice. He kept insisting that I couldn't die but I was happy with where I was. I was in his arms. His crying became harder as seconds melted into minutes, I could feel them falling onto me. If I let him call I'd live but he'd be arrested. Yes, I'd much rather be in his arms dying.
"It's cold Mad," I whispered, my voice was failing.
I could here the flames nearby but my hearing was slowly going as well. I was dying. Mad sobbed and apologized. Why didn't he know I was happy? I didn't mind dying, I preferred this over the alternative. Why couldn't he just understand that? I didn't want to live without him but if I let him save me then I would have to. I knew that he'd be in jail for life for his multiple crimes, he'd make sure that I didn't get in trouble. Make sure they thought that I didn't know that he was killing, he'd even make sure that they didn't know I was Cryoatic. He was so kind to me and letting me die was the kindest thing he could do for me right now.
"I love you Mad," I managed to say.
My vision was fading and I felt myself getting lighter.
"I love you too Cry, I'm so sorry," Mad said.
Stop, you're supposed to be serious I thought. Instead I managed a weak smile as I used my final breathe for three tiny words.
"It's okay Mad."
xXx Extended Ending xXx
I watched Cry and Mad . I watched Cry die in Mad's arms with a smile on his face, eyes closing, head turning towards Mad. Cry was gone. I watched as Mad grabbed the knife he had dropped without realizing it as he moved to catch Cry. I watched Mad slit his throat. I watched Mad die, tears still wet on his cheeks. I was alone now. Both of them were gone. I was alone.
For anyone unsure, yes the extended ending was Virus, the cause of all that sadness. I felt better after writing this. Music and writing are my therapy. I'm glad this worked. It's sad but it's also really sweet. I have little notes under some of the pairings on my list (which is on my iPod) that said that Mad kills Cry so I decided to make it an accident. I also added the extended ending to show that Mad commits suicide after Cry dies which was only decided upon as I was writing. I managed to make this one longer while typing, it's still shorter than the first chapter but it's longer than the written. Anyways, I hope you enjoyed.
